Master Sanjaya, the Legend. Yesterday night, there was a great moment happened on this planet: the 19 anniversaries of my comrade, Sanjaya. Happy birthday to him...
Therefore, his parents held a celebration for San. We, Boon, Kenny, Kemmaw, Xiangwei, Lester and I, six handsome guys had a wonderful and delicious BBQ dinner, which prepared by his mum, in San's house compound, we, plus San, seven future leaders had a looong conversation and chatting until midnight. Just like a gathering for old friends, this kind of moment, I like it!!!!!
Sanjaya, I know this guy since we were in lower six. Don't know why, just few days, we already became friends. Perhaps, in buddhism, this is the effect of a cause. For me, he is a trusted and helpful ally, and also a top-secret keeper. When I facing some difficulties, he is always the first who give me morally and mentally supports and definitely standing a sameline with me. During the school time, we have a lot of topics to discuss, to debate because we are sharing some similarities in our hobbies. I always treat him as a great brother, because I saw myself in his shadow.
Although he is not a Chinese, I always feel his strong chineseness, much greater than those 'banana', he has a lot of hidden ability, just like a jade that hidden in a stone..... I really hope that "long live our comradeship!!!"
From tomorrow onward, I will stop blogging, and maybe stop online for a week to purify my mind and reconstruct my body. See you.
星期日, 十二月 18, 2005
Sanjaya Birthday Party
星期五, 十二月 16, 2005
菩提本无树，明镜亦非台
身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，勿使惹尘埃??
菩提本无树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处惹尘埃??
我很喜欢这两句话，表面上少少的文字差异，内容上却天渊之别呢。。。
慧能（638～713）
慧能，是中国禅宗的第六祖。在他未有成就前，有个不错的典故要与同修们分享：话说慧能去拜见弘忍大师，弘忍见着他即问：居士从何处来，欲求何物？慧能说：弟子是岭南人，唯求作佛！弘忍说：你是岭南人，又是獦獠（当时中原对南方少数民族的称呼），如何堪作佛？！慧能说：人有南北，佛性岂有南北？和尚佛性与獦獠佛性无别；和尚能作佛，弟子当能作佛。弘忍遂命他随众劳动，在碓房舂米。
慧能在碓房间踏碓八个月，当时东山禅众达七百人。相传弘忍有一天为了考验大众禅解的浅深，准备付以衣法，命各人作偈呈验。时神秀为众中上座，即作一偈云：“身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，莫使惹尘埃。”一时传诵全寺。弘忍看后对大众说：后世如能依此修行，亦得胜果，并劝大众诵之。慧能在碓房间，闻僧诵这一偈，以为还不究竟，便改作一偈，请人写在壁上。偈云：“菩提本无树，明镜亦非台；本来无一物，何处惹尘埃！”众见此偈，皆甚惊异。弘忍见了，即于夜间，召慧能试以禅学造诣，传与衣钵，并即送他往九江渡口。临别又叮嘱他南去暂作隐晦，待时行化。因此慧能回到广东曹溪后，隐遁于四会、怀集（今广西怀集县）二县间，过了十余年，至广州法性寺；值印宗法师讲《涅槃经》，因有二僧辩论风幡，一个说风动，一个说幡动，争论不已。慧能便插口说：不是风动，也不是幡动，是你们的心动！大家听了很为诧异。印宗便延他至上席，请问深义，慧能回答，言简理当。印宗便问：久闻黄梅衣法南来，莫非就是行者？慧能便出示衣钵，印宗欢喜赞叹，即集众就法性寺菩提树下为慧能剃发。又请名德智光律师等为他授具足戒（按法性寺即今广州光孝寺。寺中有六祖瘗发塔、菩提树、风幡堂、六祖殿诸古迹）。两月后，慧能即于寺中菩提树下，为大众开示禅门，说般若波罗蜜法。
慧能强调“见自性清净，自修自作法身，自行佛行，自成佛道”。因此他对于当时僧俗念佛愿生西方的净土法门，另有一种看法。他对韦刺史开示说：“人有两种，法无两般，迷悟有殊，见有迟疾。迷人念佛求生于彼，悟人自净其心。所以佛言，自净心净，即佛土净。凡愚不了自性，不识身中净土，愿东愿西。悟人在处一般。所以佛言：随所住处恒安乐。使君但行十善，何须更愿往生？”
星期四, 十二月 15, 2005
Ask from buddha???
Lots of people say buddhism a backward religion, is a polytheism. And also say that buddhism has a lot of superstitious elements inside it. Saying a lot of unknown Sanskrit spell during praying and so on..... Normally people who say buddhism is superstitious because he himself not understand about buddhism...
Ok, repeat again. Buddhism is not religion, surely it is not polytheism or monotheism. Those sanskrit word is not spell, there are called MANTRA, although chinese translation is called 咒, more properly is called 真言 or 陀罗尼, for example most common one 大悲咒陀罗尼, i think buddhist should know this. Ok, Some people will ask (I asked before) why should I recite those unknown mantra? Are those mantra have their own meaning? If got why dun translate to our common language? why still remain as Sanskrit form? Ok, Mantra, actually have 2 types, 1st those mantras all are names of gods and ghost, 2nd mantras is buddha languages, definitely have their meaning, and we also can translate it to our language, but even how we translate we also can't bring the complete meaning of the mantra. This is because our wisdom have a great distance from buddha wisdom. So if you wanna know the meaning, you only can depend on your achievement.
Sometimes, I saw my relative put his TOTO number in front of a buddha sculpture, and ask that patung: Bless me, my buddha, hope this number, open tomorrow. Oh my god, this is a terrible misconception toward buddhism and that buddha sculpture. Because of this action, other people labelled buddhism as superstitious!!! First thing, you have to know one thing, that patung really is a PATUNG, is a sculpture that made by wood, soil and so on. Is buddha staying there?!?! Definitely not!!! That thing is totally non-organism, non-minded, is only just a patung. You may ask, if like that why we always pray in front of a patung???
To be continued.....
当民族主义碰上了佛教
相信认识我的人，都会说我是一位极端的民族主义者，什么都要以大中国的利益为主，而且非常讨厌日本人，好像与日本人有不共戴天之仇。唉~~~ 阿弥陀佛。幸好我的怨恚心已经彻彻底底地消除了，否则将来不知会发生什么事。。。善哉善哉~ 多谢伟松师兄。
这是我所参悟出来的：佛教内需不需要民族主义呢？或者是爱国主义呢？？菩萨度一切众生是不分男女老幼，民族宗教的。无论你是日本人还是中国人，回教徒还是基督教徒，共产党还是民主党，人还是畜生，在佛陀眼中一切皆平等，既然如此，那民族主义要来干嘛。今日我们有民族宗教之分，因为我们还有颗分别心，比较心，这是不好的，因为一切色相都是无常的呀。记得，我们不要执著于色相！！！
那我这样说得话，是不是当敌人攻来的时候，叫大家不要抵抗，不要爱国？？这是大错特错的。那我就告诉你们个佛陀的故事，两千五百年前，印度的琉璃王有一天欲攻打迦毗罗卫国，佛陀为了他的国家，就坐在路边阻止琉璃王大军的到来。印度有个风俗，如果打仗遇到出家人，就得退兵，琉璃王就跟佛陀说：「现在太阳光十分猛烈，请佛陀到阴凉的树下去。」佛陀说：「亲族之荫胜余荫，我亲族之荫都没有了，我还要那个树下的荫做什么呢？」就是如此。爱国，不但只是爱国，这也包括爱家，爱自己的父母亲人师长。
以前我日日夜夜都执著于日本人在二战时干下的暴行，南京大屠杀怎样惨怎样死，要怎样强大反击等妄想。后来，我才发现一切事情都有他本身的因缘，世间的一切事物都是由众因缘条件和合而生起，所谓：“此有故彼有；此无故彼无。”我们一般人都太执著于那个果，而很少去想想那个因。
“菩萨惧因，凡夫畏果。”
自己是不是伟大的龙的传人，我懒得去理，就重要的是让自己的心回到觉正净。。。。
星期三, 十二月 14, 2005
Buddhism misunderstanding
Buddhism is not a religion, i repeat.. Buddhism is NOT A RELIGION!!!! But it is teaching to correct people behavior and let us to discover the truth of universe and humanity 宇宙人生观. It just like Confucianism.... Everyone is future buddha, no matter you are christian, muslim, jews and so on... Because buddha is not a god-like creature, but he or she is a person who enlightened...
Does god exist in buddhism view?? Certainly. But you should know a thing the god in buddhism is totally different with other religion, because buddhism is generally regarded as a non-theistic "religion". Although it does teach the existence of “gods” (devas), these are merely heavenly beings who temporarily dwell in celestial worlds of great happiness. Such beings, however, are not eternal in that incarnational form and are subject to death and eventual rebirth into lower realms of existence.
In buddhism prospect, the creation of the universe is more pointed to the interconnected causes and effects rather than a work of a divine agent. But just REMEMBER!!!! Buddhism is not reject any religion teaching, because all religion are equal and actually came from a source.... I am not promoting buddhism, but wanna correct the misconception of buddhism from other people. The main teaching of buddhism recommended that a certain lifestyle or path be followed which consists of:
Right Understanding
Right Thought
Right Speech
Right Action
Right Livelihood
Right Effort
Right Mindfulness
Right Concentration
宿命的爱情
一对相恋的青梅竹马因为一场阴谋而分离，他们都以为对方已死，但依然深爱着对方，直到有一天他们。。。。
一位是来自超自然事件调查组的特种部队，江民宇。
一位是传说中与人类为敌的九尾狐，尹诗妍。
现代动作与特殊映像结合的2004年科幻片“九尾狐外传”（구미호외전）。
爱上人类，但却被人类背叛的九尾狐。将传说中的人类和九尾狐的爱情，重现为现代悲剧性的爱情故事。
外貌酷似人类，但较人类具有更优越的超能力，却在数量上处于劣势的九尾狐族，必须在月圆周期内以食用人类的肝的方法才能得以生存的他们，为了生活在世上而不得不隐瞒自己的身份。
市内发生了一系列连环杀人案件，警察民宇发现其中有一个共同点，那就是尸体都被挖去了肝脏，有次民宇推断此案件可能与肝脏贩卖组织有关。为了深入调查案件，民宇装扮成贩卖肝脏组织的成员，打入其内部。民宇在旧地下车库发现了大量手术用的医疗器具，同时在床上还有一具尸体。此时民宇才意识到原来自己的身份已经被敌人识破，民宇试图逃脱，但是却被对方的安眠针打中，原来贩卖肝脏的事情都是九尾狐族中成员所为。同为九尾狐族的武影、诗妍、彩儿等人在了解这一情况后，决定铲除族中败类。正巧碰上民宇被组织成员绑走的场面，民宇趁着混乱试图逃脱，诗妍追上前想杀人灭口，就在即将挥剑刺杀民宇那一瞬间，诗妍突然看到民宇胸前的项链，诗妍认出民宇是过去的恋人。。。。。
现代版的人狐恋到底会有怎么样的结果呢？？人类能不能和九尾狐共存呢？？
爱情能改变宿命吗？？韩迷们，不要错过这一部由金泰熙和赵贤宰主演的非凡的韩剧。。。。
九尾狐外传 Gumiho:The Forbidden Love~~~~~
参考网站：
http://koer.blogbus.com/logs/2004/08/338378.html
http://www.kbs.co.kr/drama/gumiho
http://ent.tom.com/1030/1592/2005323-129012.html
星期日, 十二月 11, 2005
I found the way~~~
with Ignorance as condition, Mental Formations arise
with Mental Formations as condition, Consciousness arises
with Consciousness as condition, Name & Form arises
with Name & Form as condition, Sense Gates arises
with Sense Gates as condition, Contact arises
with Contact as condition, Feeling arises
with Feeling as condition, Craving arises
with Craving as condition, Clinging arises
with Clinging as condition, Becoming arises
with Becoming as a condition, Birth arises
with Birth as condition, Aging & Death arises
In this long holidays, I joined a buddhist learning camp at a buddist centre, Guang Hui Yuan 广慧缘 at Ampang Tasek there, I spent 7 days 6 nights (4 Dec to 10 Dec) there.... Ahhhh.... this is really very unforgettable wonderful moment in my life... I would like to share my great experiences to you all. Eventually, I found it, I found the way of truth. Previously, my mind was very confuse and ignorant, people said Bible is for Christian, Al-Quran is for Muslims, how about buddhists? But, now I got it, that is "Sutra on the White Lotus of the Sublime Dharma or Lotus Sutra", in Chinese called 大乘妙法莲华经, it also titled as 'ultimate of all sutras', is one of important sutras 经典 in Mahayana Buddhism 大乘佛法.
What is buddhism? Lots of people have misconception on buddhism, including buddhist themselves. First I wanna clarify that buddhism is not a religion but an education. Unlike Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, buddhism isn't a kind of RELIGION but EDUCATION, a true way of universe and humanity. I really hoped that everyone can correct your misunderstanding toward buddhism. So, I admit that I have NO religion but a buddhist....
OK...okokok..... Lets come to our topic: Buddhist Camp!!!
First Day, 4 Dec 2005. (Nazi Detention Camp)
My four cousin sisters and brothers and I reached there at 8 morning, then I saw some of my classmates, there are H'ng Ee, Sia Wei, and most surprisingly is I saw Loke Xi-mun, and some cochraneans, I believe one of them is Mr Tan (Head of SMK cochrane PIBG) daughter, so fimiliar. I also met a guy that I saw him in Yakin Tuition Centre previous day, but that time I didn't know his identity only can feel he is not a simple guy, Yes, my prediction is right. He is Ang Kuan Ping 洪广彬, form SMK Chung Hwa form six finished STPM as me, this guy really really.... hard to use word to describe his brain capacity. He is damnned brilliant, and weird too. His knowledge is hundreds times greater than mine. Ok, talk about first day.....
Regret. Disappointed. Sad. Boring. These are my feelings on 1st day, I should not join this camp..... Sigh. Why? because this camp has no any outdoor activities!!! Oh my god~~~ and then we have to follow 8 restrictions like those buddhist monks.
There are:
1. 不杀生, no killing....
2. 不邪淫, no sexual thinking....
3. 不偷盗, no stealing.....
4. 不饮酒, no alcohol.....
5. 不妄语, no saying nonsense, this is too hard for me....
6. 不用香物洗澡, no using fragrant oil or shampoo to bath....
7. 过午不食, no eating after noon, arrrgghhh, very hungry during sleepingleh....
8. 床褥厚度不过2寸, no sleep on bed that height more than 2 inches....
Besides that, our handphones and watchs were confiscated, these whole week live without time......arrrggggg?!?!?! Our sleeping place is a big CAMP, we sleep on wooden floor, oh so unbearable. Since our camp is located at mountain area, so there are damned freezing, and almost raining everydayleh....破屋更遭连夜雨！！！
Two meals everyday, Same type of food everyday, sleep at eleven and wake up at five, use salt to brush teeth, use cold water to bath, recite sutras at morning and evening, and one day have to spend at least 8 hours to study Lotus Sutra..... and so on, the life is so tortured... Hmm, honestly these kind of feelings all gone in second day when I was searching the way of truth.
Sadly, a lot of members went home on 2nd day, they could not stand this kind of environment, more terrible than Alaska or Sahara. Ya, some of them are not, Xi-mun Mandarin level failed to make her survive so she choose to leave... aarrggghh, those people are so unlucky because they miss the golden chance to learn Lotus Sutra.
I became Boy Room leader, no choice since I am the eldest there, and Kuan Ping was my assistant. Boys have 25 (Last day only remained 21), all of us slept in a big camp and we also have to guard the night 守夜 on given time.... 1st day just like a disaster for me, sigh!!!!
2nd day to 3rd day.....
The condition is getting better, my body and mind seem able to adapt in this critical circumstances, unfortunately few of them fled away. Kuan Ping and I become a great partners, we discussing all the time no matter history, politic, science, philosophy etc etc.... undoubt he is a genius, and a bit of arrogant. He also admitted, he has a younger brother, called Kuan Chin. This kid also very intelligent and cute, haha, this boy helped me a lot when we are stucked in forest.... Outdoor activities......hmmmm..... only 1 day, got wushu teaching, since everyday raining...
4th day to 6th day.....
Certainly, I am one of those who like to ask questions during sutra lessons...... Hours and hours reading sutra, listening those lecturers giving their ideas.....
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Last day.....
After days suffering, finally came to the last day----->
Survivor day..... All of us grouped into 5 teams, I am first team leader, Kuan Chin was in my group, today mission jungle trekking and mountain climbing. The location is Hulu Langat. Go by bus??? 你就想！！Walk to Hulu Langat from Ampang Tasek??? Yes! 有没有搞错！？！？！ Few kilometres walking along highway, not only me, but 60 something people, just like massive evacuation...Haha.... Eventually, we reached the jungle side..... we walk.... we walk along the river, thousands of stone are our obstacles, but we fear not of it!!! Spending almost 2 hours wandering in this tropical forest, finally reached our camping place.
First time making fire to cook....
First time drinking those river water, damn!!! God knows whether bacteria freely??
First time climbing mountain, sooo exhausted.....
First time seeing tiger footprint, so scary.....
After finishing lunch, is time to 下山！！！ But, not going together, but team by team, each team have to use their own method, use their way to return to our place. Shhttt.... Are you kidding?!?! This is so dangerous, we will be trapped in these gigantic forest....
As a leader, I am responsible to take my members out from this jungle safely, luckily Kuan Chin, he has lots of experince in jungle surviving. So we decided follow the river flowing.... 11 people, 3 boys 8 girls doing just like 'Survivor', searching their way out. Raining make the condition harder, the whole area suddenly becoming Amazon, I felt that menaces are everywhere.... we walk, we climb, we cross......
Blessingly, in the end, we still came out from the jungle.....
During in jungle, I suddenly found a thing, I don't know what is that, maybe this is the way of truth~~~~
An hour later, the camp finished.......
Arrggghhhh~~~~~~~ These 7 days are my great moment of my life, definitely..... I am waiting for next year~~~~
星期六, 八月 27, 2005
大韩织梦编
我在高一开始接触韩剧，那时我记得是《冬季恋歌》，便与大韩民族结下了不解之缘，然后到往后的《蓝色生死恋》，《红豆女之恋》，《爱上女主播》（《夏娃的诱惑》）一直到近日的《天国的阶梯》，《浪漫满屋》和现在的《爱在哈佛》。韩剧的出现多多少少使这个世界变得精彩丰富。当然，天下并没有十全十美的东西，韩剧也是如此吧~ 但比起中港台和日剧更略胜一筹。
首先，先说说《浪漫满屋》吧。。我觉得《浪漫满屋》充满幻想主义，空想主义。剧中女主角，忽然间能和大明星结婚，同居在宫殿似的豪宅，然后浪漫收场。很乌托邦，直截了当一点：不切实际！！ 这也反映了我们现代人现实生活上呆板无趣，情场上不满现状和惆怅的心态，和思想上对这类乌托邦式恋爱的憧憬吧！我并不是什么爱情专家，只是觉得这种成人童话故事能够在现今社会得到如此多的支持，也证明了资本主义制度下所带来枯燥生活以及读书考试工作结婚生子发富的不变模式。
嗯…… 《浪漫满屋》，顾名思义，一定很浪漫。但我觉得它的浪漫成份也不过是最后那几集罢了。再说，浪漫并不等于幸福，取名《幸福满屋》不是更好吗？FullHouse 幸福满屋，不是配搭上来得更好听吗？由此可见，现代人所热衷于追求浪漫，其次是幸福吧！哈哈……
浪漫是空幻短暂的，幸福是实际长久的。浪漫是刺激性的，而幸福是稳定性的。但，它们之间是相辅相成的，幸福为主，浪漫为辅。好了，好了，该回到主题吧！
最近播映的《爱在哈佛》果然厉害，一洗我对韩剧的固有偏见，也害得我着迷入魔，朝思暮想着这部戏。虽然才看了五集，但我的心早已在哈佛校园了。啊！太好看啦！！！当然，这有我的原因的：
首先，背景特别新颖，《爱在哈佛》这部剧设在世界第一的哈佛大学内，哗！一个梦也梦不到的地方呢！不像《浪漫满屋》随随便便搭建一间大屋来“浪漫”，《爱在哈佛》可是在世上最严肃壮观的“圣地”找浪漫咧！从中，我才知道哈佛的内在美，真的很美！！很像古欧洲的宫殿般的豪华。看这部戏，激发了我的决心和斗志。不入虎穴，焉得虎子呢，想了解天下第一学府，就不要错过啦！
它的背景音乐很有味道，怎么说呢？难以解释，需要去亲身体验才可以。《爱在哈佛》在哈佛，所以人人都说英语，不清楚的人还以为是外国片呢！
男主角，（金来沅），很深入我心，尤其是他那热诚的祖国心民族魂。“为了捍卫我祖国……”“我心中挂着一幅大韩民国的国旗……”很像我。哈哈！！开玩笑，但我以他为模范。由于男主角是念法律学的，所以在这戏也可以学到一些美国法学的常识。
女主角，（金泰熙），没错！！她是我追看这部戏的主要动力。她，可以用“沉鱼落雁，闭月羞花”来形容她那天仙般的容貌。她，美丽中带有七分可爱，可爱中带有七分美丽。与她在《天国的阶梯》有过“一面之缘”，她演的反派也反得可爱。当然，里头还有一个重要的主观因素，嗯……*秘密*
韩剧，大多数都离不开“四角恋爱+世仇情敌+生离死别”的框架，这部戏也是如此。这部戏开启我对大学校园生活的期待，所以我要努力求学考入大学。（哈佛是无望的啦）
这是我今年封笔之作，还有几天就是预考了，所以要加油！！再见！！
-----UNIVERSITY 由你玩四年-----
以下是南洋娱乐今日刊登的剧情简述：（不想太快知道结果，不要看噢！）
爱在哈佛 到世界最高学府谈清说爱 2005/08/27
八度空间最近播出的《爱在哈佛》，剧中女主角金泰熙一洗在《天国的阶梯》的恶形恶相，饰演一个性格坚强、富正义感，但却身罹绝症的哈佛大学医科生，还与男主角金来沅发展出一段浪漫而凄美的“生死恋”。《爱在哈佛》除可说是金泰熙转型之作外，剧组远赴美国哈佛大学实景拍摄，更是此剧最大卖点。
《爱在哈佛》虽没有惯常的身世秘密、血缘关系，但也不离女主角患癌、家族恩怨、三角、四角关系的俗套模式，不过却比以往的韩剧来得清新，因为此剧冲出韩国以外国家拍摄。虽然以国外作背景不足为奇，如《巴黎恋人》就是以巴黎为背景，但《爱在哈佛》却以世界最高学府哈佛实景拍摄，令普罗观众有眼界大开之感。唯一可惜之处是：本来剧组预算是全剧皆在美国拍摄，碍于制作费问题（全剧制作费逾1千500万令吉），逼得改为一半在美国；一半就得回归韩国拍摄。姑勿论如何，能以哈佛大学作为剧集中心，也是一大突破，起码中港台电视剧从未有过。
《爱在哈佛》故事并不复杂。金来沅饰演的金贤宇和李廷镇的洪政民都是哈佛法律系高材生，但政民父亲在一次商业诉讼中败在贤宇的律师父亲手中，因此而自杀；政民已将贤宇视为仇人，谁知两人又同时爱上金泰熙饰演的医科生李书仁，令两人恩怨加深。贤宇和政民毕业后相继回国，两人在一单官司上斗个你死我活之际，书仁却证实患上淋巴癌。贤宇不顾一切要与书仁结婚，但书仁的性命却与这单官司有不可分割的关系，逼令贤宇要作出抉择。
主角非等闲之辈
25岁的金泰熙这回在《爱在哈佛》担正演出女主角，她出道3年多，发展一直平平，但自演出《天国的阶梯》的“友莉”后，其恶女形象深入民心，令她在香港以至台湾人气，都比第一女主角的崔智友更响、更受欢迎。
与此同时，由于李英爱玩低调，加上宋慧乔、崔智友等阿姐广告酬劳有偏高之嫌，金泰熙乘时插队，令一众广告商转移目标。现时广告价虽升至约80万令吉，但仍有十多个广告约在手。前阵子有说她为了赶拍广告，连本来与Rain合作拍摄的新剧《毒爱》也推掉。看来下半年度，单是拍广告已令她应接不暇，但为向香港观众推销自己“改邪归正”之作，还特别抽空于上个月赴香港和台湾跟观众见面呢！
除女主角金泰熙为韩剧迷熟悉外，男主角金来沅也非等闲之辈。24岁的他出道2年，凭《屋塔房的小猫》成名，其后与文根英主演电影《吾妻16岁》令他人气更上一层楼，2004年更在电影大钟赏中打败大哥大裴勇俊夺得“电影最佳新人奖”。金来沅最近在新片《苏格拉底先生》中一改乖乖仔形象，饰演一个黑帮分子。
论可观性，《爱在哈佛》算是正面，再者，打破主角逢绝症必死传统，来个大团圆结局。唯一是片中3个主角的蹩脚英语令人发笑，连韩国观众也觉得他们说英语像小孩念“英文”，成为《爱在哈佛》一小瑕疵。
星期日, 八月 21, 2005
Beauty of Oriental
Okok, guys. Lets us continue our topic: The great difference between English and Chinese. As I mentioned in last post, English is infinite! Because a lot of words are only belonging to professional, no matter is Literature and Science. For examples, a student who researched English poem and literature will never able to read "The Origin of Life (C. Darwin)" or "The Theory of Relativity", same as us (maybe me only) also cannot read a Shakespeare's poem or even Lord of the Rings. That's why living in English world is so.... so... so helpless when no dictionary around you.
English is first dimensional(1D), is a line-form language, unlike Chinese! English also is a bunch of codes. Writing English is Coding, Reading English is Code-breaking!!! Ladies and Gentlemen, just imagine, if you change 'a,b,c,d,e' into '1,2,3,4,5', theoretically, english is just a group of CODES!!! For examples, cab can be written as 312, bad is 214 and so on. If using some pronounciation, there is nothing different between them!!!
Chinese is totally different with English. Chinese is second dimensional(2D), fully using the geometrical space of paper. EVERY CHINESE CHARACTER IS A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE!! That is so great what our ancestors have invented!! Ask you simple question, if get an information from a picture and code, which method is faster?? Hahahaha.... Chinese National Standard of anti-illiterate is knowing 1500 chinese characters, a requirement of university entry for normal science courses is just 2000 to 3000 characters, with this 3000 characters, everyone can study, read newspaper, do research easily and effectively. I think that I can manage more than 10000 characters...
But, but, in english world, if you don't know more than 20000 words, you will never read a STAR newspaper. If you english database is less than 30000 word, please forget about TIME. A normal graduate known at least 80000 words. Since the millions of new technology, new inventions appear in this era, our english dictionary is getting thicker and thicker......
星期五, 八月 19, 2005
Foreigner view to the East
老外眼中的《西游记》 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------瑞典一所乡村中学，一个老师正在上外国文学，有个学生请老师介绍一下中国的《西游记》，老师是这样向学生解释的：故事说的是一个中国的和尚去西方旅游的经历。这种旅游的性质实质是一种探险。他骑着一匹白色的马，带着一位名叫沙僧的仆人。为了打发旅途的寂寞，他还带了一只宠物猴和一头宠物猪上路。
一路上，这个和尚路过许多高山，渡过一些大河大川，受到许多惊吓。他走过名叫 火焰山的火山口，艳遇过一个只有女孩的女儿国。据说他带的猴子本领很大，一路上替他扫除许多障碍，其实不过是一只蝎子、两只蜈蚣、五只黄鼠狼、七只蜘蛛等而已，大的动物有一头牛、两只狮子和三匹狼。猴子还有一些让人不解的行为，比如一发火就烧，一路上烧了几个山洞、一棵柳树，还有几个漂亮的宫殿，还围着一堆白骨狠打许多遍才罢手。
和尚带的宠物猪看起来没什么作用，只是充当旅途的解闷工具罢了。据说它一口气吃了四只西瓜，把和尚、佣人、猴子的一份都吃了，还说它调戏了七只蜘蛛，被蜘蛛们狠咬了一口。
那个仆人也什么用也没有，整天担着一副破行李，听任摆布。
和尚花了13年才到了印度，寻了一些印度佛经，像得了宝贝一样回国了。
学生们听罢非常惊讶：一是想不到中国人这么热衷冒险；二是想不到一千年前中国人就喜欢宠物猪了。
Coding Civilization
I saw this article in a forum, I found that this is great and meaningful. Although the essay below has a little bit of language nationalism, I think this is reasonable and logical. Before I write, I wanna tell you all that I am not offend anyone, any country, or any civilization.
Ok, I still remembered, about 1960s to 1970s, a lot of professional pointed that Romanization is only surviving way of the Chinese Language, just like romanized Vietnamese. The main reason is the romanized script(e.g.english) can used in typing machine. Haha, now I recalled it, I think that's funny. Since the advancement of computer technology, Chinese character typing speed already faster than english, and in following years, the technique will be more convenient, more advanced, But English, I think still in stationary condition.
In the field of modern science, China has a lot of good reseachers and scientists, I didn't hear before anyone cannot do science reseach because of his or her chinese not so 'deep' or not so 'advance and accurate'. Without knowing english, Chinese still can sent people to outer space in accurate route, Chinese still can test a Nuclear weapon without any mistake. Every english material is able to be translated into Chinese. Besides that, Chinese global influence is getting stronger due to the arising of China national power.
English language has loads of disabities. In previous years, a lot of people (including those 'Banana-Chinese', yellow skin white soul) looked down ideogram-formed Chinese, insulting the language is ancient and outdated, just like those Egyptian hieroglyphics that extinct thousands years ago. But, in my point of view, english is 'ancient', no contributed to human neuron development, very troublesome and confusing or even worse than the old Egyptian script.
Our universe is infinite, is endless, so is the English language. English is so "powerful", so arrogant, tried to name all things, all creatures of the entire universe until, sadly, those extreme terrible words appear in dictionary, i.e. Floccinaucinihilipilification (把某事的价值加以抹杀的行为或习惯), Antidisestablishmentarianism (反对教会与国家分开学说), and Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis (吸入硅酸盐细末或石英岩灰而形成的肺尘埃沉着病). The most most most looooongest words I ever seen is this: (For those medicine student, you are so unfortune)That is:
methionylglutaminylarginyltyrosylglutamylserylleucylphenylalanylalanylglutaminylleuc-yllysylglutamylarginyllysylglutamylglycylalanylphenylalanylvalylprolyphenylalanylval-ythreonylleucylglycylaspartylprolylglycylisoleucylglutamylglutaminylserylleucyllysyl-isoleucylaspartylthreonylleucylisoleucylglutamylalanylglycylalanylasparthlalanylleuc-ylglutamylleucylglycylisoleucylprolylphenylalanylserylaspartylprolylleucylalanylaspa-rtylglycylprolylthreonylisoleucylglutaminylaspfraginylalanylthreonylleucylarfinylala-nylphenylalanylalanylalanylglycylvalythreonylprolylalanylglutaminylcysteinylphenylal-anylglutamylmethionylleucylalanylleuoylisoleucylarginylglutaminyllysyhistidylprolylt-hreonylisoleucylprolylisoleucylglycylleucylmethionyltyrosylalanylasparaginylleucylva-lylphenylalanylasparaginyllysyglycylisoleucylaspartylglutamylphenylalanylthrosylalan-ylglutaminylcysteinylglutamyllysylvalylglycylvalylaspartylserylvalylleucylvalylalnyl-aspartylvalylprolylvalylglutaminylglutamylserylalanylprolylphenylalanylarginylglutam-inylalanylalanylleucylarginylhistidylasparaginyvalylalanylprolylisoleucylprolylisole-ucylphenylalanylisoleucylphenylalanylisoleucylcysteinylprolylprolylaspartylalanylasp-artylaspartylaspartylleucylleucylarginylglutaminylisoleucylalanylseryltyrosylglycyla-rginylglycyltyrosylthreonyltyrosylleucylleucylserylarginylalanylglycylvalylthreonylg-lycylalanylglutamylasparainylarginylalanylalanylleucylprolylleucylasparaginylhistidy-lleucylvalylalanyllysylleucyllysylglutamyltyrosylasparaginylalanylalanylprolylprolyl-leucylglutaminylglgycylphenylalanylglycylisoleucylserylalanylprolylaspartylglutaminy-lvalyllysylalanylalanylisoleucylaspartylalanylglycylalanylalanylglycylalanylisoleucy-lserylglycylserylalanylisoleucylvalyllysylisoieucylisoleucylglutamylglutaminylhistid-ylasparaginylisoleucylglutamylprolylglutamyllysylmethionylleucylalanylalanylleucylly-sylvalylphenylalanylcalylglutaminylprolylmethionlysylalanylalanylthreonylarginylseri-ne (1913 alphabets, 色氨酸合成酶a蛋白质（一种含有267种氨基酸酶）), That.....that's all the "word"....OH MY ALMIGHTY GOD!!! Okok gentlemen, take a deep deep brealth!! Haha, Those "Breathtaking" great words, you will never know the meaning, even you will not pronounce it nicely.
OkOk, too terrible, too scary, really cannot stand, so I will continue in following post. Good night!!
星期六, 八月 13, 2005
Calm
Finally finally, I can smell the fresh air. This is air of freedom after 5 days 'enemy' haze isolation strategy. Ahhh... Because of this stupid haze, made me cannot concentrate on my study (Lame Excuse), eventually I can start my revising...
So romantic~~~
The sky is Blue again~~~
Look, above these news pictures have similarity! That's Haze Emergency. I found it in my storeroom, a memorable newspaper cutting when I was standard 5. This picture recorded that 19 September 1997, entire Sarawak went into Emergency condition as it API reached 835!!!! Is 835!!! Man, so terrible. Beside it is yesterday, Kuala Selangor(518) and Port Klang(525), both area are enforced by emergency order...
History always tell us that history is repeating time over time, and what human learned from history is: HUMAN LEARN NOTHING IN HISTORY. Sigh~~~
星期四, 八月 11, 2005
Hhhhh......H for???
H for what? When we were children, our teacher tought us H for house, H for horse... But, I will teach my younglings H for HAZE!!!!! Haze again!!! Since when, Mr. haze already became a part of our normal life. Everyear, I dare say that, everyear, our country is encountering the haze trouble. I wanna ask Our elected dear leaders, our chosen government, What are they doing right now?!?! Probably hide in somewhere to escape himself or herself from this man-made contamination.
Indons are bullshits!!! This is really unfortunate to have a neighbour like this. Burning something beside your house, and you just keep quiet until absorb too much those harmful gas and get lung cancer... Why our government didn't make any complaint to those hillpigs-Indons? Because of "Asean Spirit"? Indeed, Malaysian leaders are afraid of Jakarta, this is undeniable fact, I still remember last time, lots of activists protested in front of Malaysia Embassy, and they shouted, screamed, "Serang Malaysia." And our leaders just asked public and media to calm down and remain silent. Sigh.... I don't wanna say too many, in short, Indons is a cause of our country instability...
These are works of brainless Indons!!!!
Dude, Do you know the reason of dinosour extinction? If you wanna know, please go out and stay there for 10 minutes, you will know!!! We are following the step of T-REX!!!
Another H.... is Allusjd Goed!!! Holland, the Netherlands. My Dutch auntie, uncle, my pretty cousin sister and cute cousin brother with their Mat Salih friends came to Malaysia last week. Ahh.... 4 years already didn't see them, time going so fast. Haha, a Dutch whiteman told me that Malaysia is the safest place in the world. Then, I gave him a 'unbelievable' look.... haha~~~ now I think he realized that his lungs no longer safe anymore in this land. Once my health getting better, I will stay there for couple of months. Ya, now I have to work hard hard to achieve my 'island'...
Today is 7th day of 7th lunar month, or Qixi. This day is Chinese Valentine Day, so I wished the lover of this world happy forever...
星期五, 八月 05, 2005
Island
Everyone has his or her own island, so am I. But, I think my island is rather simple than other. But for me, it is a great dream for me, the thing I dream for decades. A lot of 'normalized' people seem first pail of golds, a PhD, a Dato, a pretty wife or a Benz as their island.
For me, those are nothing worth than rubbish although billions of human are trying to land this so-called 'The wonderful island'. Last Saturday, some of my friends and I went to watch a great, meaningful and marvellous movie that I ever watch in my 20-years life, "The Island". I love this show very very much, it has loads of philosophy of living, meaning of surviving and those have implanted in my mind. Everyone has his or her island, everyone fight for their island. But, what are they going to do when they realise their island actually just a wasteland which covered by thistles and thorns.
My island is simple, but hard, very hard to achieve. A normal and HEALTHY body. Haha, maybe you will said that we are already healthy, high achievement of medicine technology, no war, no plague, what are we worrying of?? Ya, you are right. But, for me, I never think like that. A lot of people might say I am joking when I saying my legs pain or my kidney is not well, and their way of saying are arrogant and make me uneasy. When I was small, I already disliked 'Doctor' this term, because for me they are a capitalism-creature which only want to clear his stock and enlarge his capital storage, so simply ask for operation, force you to swollen all of useless pill eventhough sometime you are healthier than he! I am bored when I saw a doctor.
Some of my close friends known I cannot let a freezing substance touch my mouth or my throat, because it will lead a cascade effect of devastation in my respiration organs. That's why, I have never drink any cold water for 8 years!!! (Ya, sometime I will do it secretly to fulfill my jealosy, now i really stopped until~~~ unknown) My lungs have a critical problem (Doc: Imcomplete Development) since I was 12 make me cough and flu all the day all the time and asthma. Then, I learned swimming, thanks god, the condition was being better and have not been cured entirely.
That time, western technique was useless to save me, so I was brought to some Chinese herbalist. They said that my stomach is my main source of my sickness, and affected my lungs working and also said my body are hurt internally and that also my main reason of my skinny and bony body (My self-esteem was extremely low because of my skeleton-like muscleless body, I was shame and sometimes I was wearing shirt when I swimming although my swimming skill is well). And, they advised me to less eating meat. Numerous of remedies were 'experimented' in my body, like a guinea pig. My body sometimes better sometimes worse, the root of my illness have not been destroyed. Last year, doctor warmed me that my liver and kidney are relatively 'weak' and ask me not to drink Coke and other gaseous liquid until the condition is clear. Besides my internal organ, my eyes and legs have some problem, but my lung, my kidney, my stomach and my liver are my priority in battling my sicknesses.
Sigh.... I am talking too much rubbish. Haha, dun be so worry, dude, at least I am surviving.
The glory record I achieved in fighting my illness is I have No flu anymore. Flu-free!!!! Haha, fighted for 8 years, finally gained the victory. I believed that I will defeat all my enemy in the near future and make a beautiful landing to my island. May the force be with me. My another island... Emmm.... I will try my best to persevere my health for the sake of my another island, another dream of my life....my dear...
If you gave me no A or all fail in STPM and a healthy body, I will agreed without any thinking, because HEALTH IS WEALTH!!!
星期一, 五月 30, 2005
Negotiation done!!
Aaarrggghhh, finally, eventually, lastly, the problem solved entirely. This is really a hardship for me. So now, the form six t-shirt is like that:
Front....
Back....
Firstly, I have to thanks to my two great and powerful tailors who assisted me at negotiation, they are my dear mummie and my dear auntie.... Secondly, is Kenny and his brother Henry~~ Thirdly, and my comrades of form six council that always reinforce me all the time, they are Hong Fai, Kevin, Chin Nee, Pei Yoke..... etc etc, Lastly, My U6S2 allies, and my dear sister Wei Zi.....
So, now everything already settled, every form six have to buy.... No matter you support or not, you have to buy also... Our form six council already done our job, tried our best already, the colour changed to superblack from that ugly shitty brown... Now, is your turn to show your responsibility!!!!
星期五, 五月 27, 2005
星期五, 五月 20, 2005
Historical Landing
ComRade, you are right. My blog really getting deviated from the main theme --- A response to Current issue....
From now onwards, I will not touch more about my personal thinking and life because this is totally meaingless. Lien Chan 连战 and James Soong 宋楚瑜 did a great job, they are pioneers of peace. Last month, presidents of two major opposition parties of Taiwan island, Kuomintang/Chinese Nationalist Party (KMT) and People First Party (PFP) successfully landed on another shore of the strait, and created a whole new hope to entire Chinese. As already known, CCP(Chinese Communist Party) is the rival of KMT since 1928, both of them have been fighting with other for decades. But, this peaceful visit of Lien has let the people see the ray of hope, especially that two pandas, a sign of peace and harmony. His visit to Beijing Government not only brought back two cute fat pandas, but also a lot of benefits, such as more than 10 agricultural product will be sold in Mainland, and Beijing also cancelled certain tour restrictions in order to make the people flowing between Mainland and Island become more easily....
Motherland haven't been reunified yet, son of the yellow emperor have to work hard to achieve our nation dream. Hu Jintao is great politician, he did well in handling this remaining problems of 1949 civil war. I hoped that, within this 5 years, Taiwan and Mainland will be reunified....
Besides Lien and Soong, I myself also made a historical landing.... Hoped I can land on it forever....
Next blog, I will touch on the communism, Comrade, hope you can release your unique points of view....
星期四, 五月 12, 2005
Incredible~~~
I always admit that I have a superpowerful great language power in Mandarin Chinese, but I was totally wrong about my assumption~~~ I couldn't manage well my 'national' language in a conversation. Really incredible!!!!! In that time, my heart beat a speed that ever FAST in my life, lub-dub-lub-dub-lub-dub...(faster than ferrari), my hands shivering fast like I am staying in artic area.... Arrrgggghhhh~~~~
Tomorrow I have a Maths and Chemistry exams, but I am still writing here. Am I crazy? Probably....
Tomorrow is a great day~ May thirteen. To all Malaysians, please never forget what happened in 13-5-1969....
And finally, tomorrow also is a dear friend's birthday.... Happy Birthday~~~
思恋之苦逢秋雪，落红纷飞只见颖。
星期四, 五月 05, 2005
星期三, 五月 04, 2005
Indestructible Alliance
Imperial Seal, finally the Exiled Emperor have his own seal. The world will return to His majesty....
Today is 4th of May, is a great day for our Chinese (Although lots of us will never know...), today is 86 anniversary of 新文化运动 modern cultural movement, that happened at 4-5-1919. This day, this happening has change China, China has moved to a modern nation from a conservative feudalist state. Modern Mandarin is started to be used in that time....
Today, I felt very touching because a trusted ally give me a great and unforgettable gift to me, an imperial seal. Thanks Kok Keong, and I always appreciate it in the rest of my life. And also apologise for my faults I did, really very sorry....
You are my trusted ally, truly~~~
星期日, 五月 01, 2005
Neogenesis
A new genesis of Liew Kai Yit!!! Happy 19th anniversary of his powerful formation~~~~
He, Liew Kai Yit, undoubtedly, is the most influential great man in the world of future~~~
星期六, 四月 30, 2005
Great Days
Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow are great days.
29 April--- an extraordinary day. Birthday of dear Waijin. So, wished her a happy and wonderful birthday.
30 April--- a great day to our world peace. This is a victory of freedom and justice, this day is 60 anniversary of the death of Adolf Hitler....
1 May--- the most meaningful and greatest day to all labours, workers, and entire proletariat class in this world. This is also a victory of humanity.... Our today achievement is because of the huge contribution of those diligent labours and workers. Do pay respect to them~~~
Today, MUET is quite challeging, but don't know why I am very enjoying during the exam.... although that is tough...
We always say "History is always repeated." Really, really, it is repeating!!! And made me recall something happend two years back... Today birthday celebration is much same as a birthday celebration when I was form 5, that time, I was celebrated together with my..... my "previous" by my classmates, sigh~~~ our birthdays also almost same (She is smaller than me a day)....like today~~~ Luckily, today classmates are not naughty as last time...
Still have 27 minutes to go!!! A neogenesis will happen in my mind and body, a drastic change of Arthurnonyx~~~ Salute!!!
星期六, 四月 16, 2005
An Ending
Finally, finally, finally~~~~ that is an ENDING... Today, really an exhausted and depleted day for me, what we prepared in this week, eventually came an ending. Emm.... Today's achievement is yesterday's sacrifice. Although today is not completely succeeded, at least it hit our target twice.
I would like to specially thanks to Hong Fai(Today Ceriathon Game Master), Kah Shiang and his dear helpful U6S1 companions (quite lots), Kevin, Xiang Wei, Lester, Vijay (really have to appreciate his energy that donated to that game), Pei Yoke, Chin Nee, and finally my CLASS COMRADES, the legend SanJay, Boon, Kenyz, Edmund, Khai Cheong, Waijin, Kok Keong and others. (too many, couldn't list out all) Thanks, THANKS a lot for your dedication to Form Six Council.... Your contributions are highly appreciated always...
I lost this week, but this is not too late to regain, sigh... Finally, I can start to study my lessons again...
There will a short break to this blog, so this blog will be deserted until end of this month.
In the name of Chinese Advancement,
In the name of my ancestors, the Han Emperors,
In the name of my future and my next generation,
In the name of my aspiration, Greater Asian Co-Prosperity Sphere (GACPS),
In the name of Human Civilization Progress,
In the name of her...
I will be resurrected, to gain my victory and glory of the future, the Plan's name is [The Emperor Strike Back]....
星期五, 四月 15, 2005
With Pythagoras~
I looked at my watch, is 8:13pm, I was extremely shocked because I still at U6S1, darkness has conquered the whole alma mater at that time. I was not alone, but with a great friend. In my opinion, he is a smart and diligent manager, anything consequence, any possibility, any percentage, he already calculated in his mind. This is because he believes in ACCURACY. He is superb.
His name is Hong Fai 宏辉, I have to mention him because only both of us stayed until an hour before I typed this blog. 6 hours collaboration really a suffering and enjoying work, but from his face, I couldn't feel his tiredness. We did lots of wood works, saw this wood, hit this nail... My God, why am I so free?!?!
From our long conversation, I suddenly found that he looks like Pythagoras, his thinking exactly same as Pythagoras, I wondered he is the next life of Pythogoras. "Mathematic rules the Universe" Pythagoras said. "Maths is God" Hong Fai quoted. Wow... Maths, indeed, everything formed by maths, because of Maths, we created thing, also because of Maths, we devastated thing. Maths really powerful than God sometimes.... Wonderful, I also fall in love with Maths.
Today, I would like to thanks to my brethren, the legend SanJay, he spent his whole afternoon to assist me in drawing poster. And him, Hong Fai... A trusted associate.
星期四, 四月 14, 2005
Hall of Holy
This is my first time stepped into the hall of people(Dewan Rakyat), but I believed that my second step-in will not spend on an audience seat. To achieve this far far away dream, the first thing, I have to strenghten my bahasa and my body. In the hall, I saw him, giving a speech, short but interesting. He is MP from Ayer Hitam, I always appreciate him, because of him, I joined Cochraneans (Let me know lots of great friends, respected comrades and brethrens and my forever dream target~~~), also because of him, I nearly destroyed in loads of jobs. Hahaha, probably this is FATE....
Lawatan hari ini tamat dengan lancar, pelajar-pelajar juga puas hati, hati saya pun lega. Sigh, hari Sabtu ada Ceriathon lagi, sepanjang minggu ini saya tidak pernah membaca buku. Itulah nasibku, saya terpaksa menerimanya. Minggu depan, peperiksaan bermula, saya berjanji selepas hari Sabtu itu, saya mesti membangkit semula untuk mencapaikan kejayaan dulu saya.
A good new to our Asian, Japanese dream will always be DREAM!!! Japan now is facing a difficult struggle in way to UNSC permanent seat. From the reports, roughly 114 nations oppose plan of this rising sun islands. Lets hail to the victory of righteousness and justice. HAIL.....
星期三, 四月 13, 2005
Voice of People
Today, I am encountered a powerful resistance and strong objection from every classes. That's good sign, a sign of democratic, a voice of people, though this noice is terrible annoying....
Does the democratic system is better than a well-managed one-party run state?? Because of democracy, Iraq, now has transformed into a land that full with chaotic and disturbance; because of a moderate autocracy, China has joined the major powers of the world. Human heart is complex and hard to study, human is selfish and individualistic, different people definitely have different opinions.....
星期二, 四月 12, 2005
Processing.....
My dear companion (BoonBox, have to mention this, he did lots sacrifices to accompany me) with me and 'few' exco members went to a shirt making factory. We council decided to produce T shirt for every form six students or it can be said a little contribution to the sixth form....
Please leave your comments to this design, I will always appreciate....
Hari ini, akhirnya kempen anti-Jepun yang pertama di tanah air telah tercetus di Johor Bahru, ya, itu merupakan sesuatu tindakan yang patut digalakkan. Bukan di China dan Korea sahaja, penduduk-penduduk Asia, terutama yang ditakluk oleh tentera Jepun semasa perang dunia kedua, harus bergading bahu dan mengumpulkan seluruh kuasa untuk menentangkan kebangkitan semula Facism Jepun. Membatalkan tindakan Jepun bukan hal-hal orang China (Cina) dan Korea sahaja, kaum lain harus bertindak sekarang demi keselamatan dan kesucian dunia kita!!!!
星期一, 四月 11, 2005
Anger is arising~~
Yesterday, there was a outbreak of massive demonstration to Japanese government in Beijing, Shenzhen and Guangzhou, due to the irresponsible and arrogant attidude of Tokyo. Anti-Japan movements are found everywhere in China and Korea, since two nations with Japan have a disagreement on a disputed island each other and wartime history problems. My dearest comrade, please group our forces to stop the conspiracy of evil Japanese, or you will have same fate with ancestors in earlier 20th century.
Negara Jepun adalah negara yang bahaya, rakyat mereka telah dicemarkan oleh ideologi militarisme kuasa kanan, marilah kita menghentikan plot mereka yang jahanam itu.
日本人は死ってください！！！
お前たちは全てのばか！ばか！畜生！！
星期日, 四月 10, 2005
Hardship in Learning
Belajar apa-apa benda atau teknik mesti akan menghadapi kesusahan. (Saya terpaksa mengguna bahasa nasional kita di sini, kerana semalam ada seorang Melayu terpaksa mengguna bahasa internasional berkommunikasi dengan saya.) Saya sedang belajar sesuatu teknik, tetapi guru saya menafikan cara belajar saya selama ini, menyebabkan hatiku menjadi sejuk:"Adakah selama-lama ini apa yang saya belajar adalah sesuatu bazir?" Nasib baik guru saya menukar pendiriannya, "asal kamu berasa selesa, ikutlah cara sendiri."
In few days really busy, really... I believed that what I do is worthy, and I am being activated since reappear of a power which I wished to regain it since a loong looong month ago.....
星期六, 四月 09, 2005
日本篡改历史！
皇室“是日本在世界上优秀的原因”？
“以天皇为中心”的国家观被大力强化。 
“神武天皇”是日本传说中的人物，是“天照大神”的子孙。在教科书里,神武天皇东征的传说被写成了历史。教科书在注释中特别注明:“神武天皇即位的日子换算成太阳历为2月11日，是日本的建国日。”
在第二章《近世的日本》介绍新学问和思想动向时，介绍了伊势松阪（三重县）的本居宣长的学说:“通过研究《古事记》，发现在接受儒教和佛教影响以前，日本人思想朴素。特别是皇室，一脉相承，万世一系，是日本在世界上优秀的原因”。
书中对明治时期的《大日本帝国宪法》和《教育敕语》大加赞扬，同时为天皇开脱战争责任。书中写道，大日本帝国宪法“首先规定天皇统治日本，然后实际的政治根据各大臣的辅弼（助言）进行，天皇不负政治责任。”教科书还辟出专节介绍昭和天皇的功绩。
南京大屠杀的事实仍然只字未提
竟称南京大屠杀“实际情况仍在争论”？
书中继续否认侵略战争罪行。教科书在朝鲜半岛和日本单元里写道:“自古以来，朝鲜半岛是中国先进的文明传到日本的通道，然而，整个朝鲜半岛如果在与日本敌对的大国支配下，日本的独立岌岌可危，日本必须注意朝鲜半岛的动向。”正因为如此，日本要吞并朝鲜，并和清朝发生甲午战争。
日本占领中国东北以后，中国爆发了抗日运动。教科书污蔑说，中国人“由于受到通过暴力实现革命的苏联共产主义思想的影响，出现了过激的特点，抵制日货、袭击日本人的排日运动活跃”。日本发动“9•18”事变,占领东北三省的原因也是由于所谓的“中国排日运动激烈”。在《西安事变》单元中,该书强调:“共产党获得了喘息，潜入国民党内部，大肆推进将日本引入战争的破坏和挑衅活动。”也就是说,中日战争是“由共产党挑唆引起的”。
卢沟桥事件是由于“中国一侧对日持续射击,进入战争状态”。1937年8月在上海也是所谓的“两名日本士兵被射杀，以此为契机,日中间冲突全面扩大”,“发展为以后8年间的日中战争”。教科书把日本描写成在战争发展的整个过程中都是被动和被迫的,战争的责任似乎完全在中国。日本对中国人民进行残忍的屠杀,在抗日战争中中国军民有2000多万人死亡,其中南京大屠杀就杀害30多万中国人,对此,教科书只字未提,而是竭力为自己辩护。书中说,“没有一个国家在战争中没有任何杀害和虐待非武装人员的事情，日本也不例外。”关于南京大屠杀，教科书则竭力否认，在注释中写道：“在后来的东京审判中，认定这时日本军杀害多数中国民众（南京事件），关于这一事件的实际情况在资料上也出现了疑点，有各种各样的见解，现在仍在争论”。“日本给东南亚和印度人民带来独立的理想”？
在书中，日本还被说成了“解放者”。
教科书在《满洲事变》单元中说:“满洲国五族和谐,以建设王道乐土为口号，由于日本重工业的进入，实现了快速的经济增长,中国人等人口流动显著增加,满洲国建国逐渐成为事实。”
在《大东亚会议和亚洲诸国》单元中说,日本占领广大的东南亚地区，“给东南亚、印度人民带来独立的理想”。“印度尼西亚、缅甸在日本军的指导下建立了军队”,“在日本占领各地区实行了军事统治，当地的独立运动领导人，为了脱离欧美实现独立，与日本军事当局合作”。日本为了争取亚洲各地区的合作，“1943年11月，在东京召开了大东亚会议，满洲、中华民国（南京政府）、菲律宾、泰国、缅甸和自由印度临时政府的代表参加了会议。会上发表了对抗联合国的大西洋宪章的大东亚共同宣言，提倡由各国独立自主，相互合作实现经济发展，消灭种族歧视,这次会议以后,日本提出排除欧美势力，由亚洲人建设大东亚共荣圈的战争口号”。“后来日本败战撤退之后，这些殖民地在数十年间陆续靠自己的力量实现了独立,有的日本士兵留下来参加独立战争，日本进驻南方本是为了‘自存自卫’，但结果却带来了亚洲诸国独立时间提前的效果。”
在这里,日本成了整个亚洲的解放者，战争的目的是为了建设王道乐土，从欧美国家的压迫下解救亚洲人民。书中对日本胜利的战争如甲午战争、日俄战争、日军偷袭珍珠港都进行了大肆渲染。字里行间可以看出,日本右翼仍沉浸在战争胜利的疯狂之中,对失败的战争则转而歌颂日本士兵的“勇武”。教科书在《大东亚战争（太平洋战争）》单元中写道,“和美国的生产力差别逐渐表面化,日本被迫进行缺乏武器弹药的苦战，日军将士发挥敢斗精神，仗打得好。”在《战时生活》单元中写道，“一切物品不足，连庙里的钟等金属为了战争也贡献出来，生活物资极端贫乏，然而，在这样的困难中，众多国民勤奋工作，努力坚持，这是希望战争胜利的行动。”这里对日本军国主义发动战争给本国人民带来的灾难也没有丝毫的反省。
日本只是“战争的受害者”？
新教科书在《战时的生活》单元中强调了日本遭受空袭:“在战争末期，国民直接遭受战火的袭击”,“1945年3月10日,东京大空袭,一夜之间约有10万市民丧命。”“4月,美军在冲绳岛登陆,日本军死者约94000人,一般平民也有94000人死亡。”
8月6日,美国在广岛投下世界第一颗原子弹。8日,苏联违反日苏中立条约对日宣战,9日,侵略攻击满洲，同时,美国在长崎又投下原子弹。”
“苏联破坏日苏中立条约，侵入满洲，对日本平民施暴，掠夺和杀害，而且把包括日军捕虏在内的60万日本人带到西伯利亚，让他们从事残酷的劳动，大约十分之一的人死亡。”
这里日本变成了被侵略的对象。教科书说到自己被害时,不反省为什么会如此，不提对别国犯下的滔天罪行是原因，只说自己受害，好像在那场战争中日本才是最大的受害者。
“强加的”战争反省？
教科书还为战犯翻案，否定日本和平宪法。
在《占领下的日本和日本国宪法》单元中说，“联合国军总司令部要求修改大日本国宪法，日本已经有大正时代民主的经验，认为通过对宪法稍加修改,民主化是可能的，然而，联合国军总司令部仅用1周时间就向日本政府提出了自己制定的宪法草案，强行从根本上改变宪法。政府对联合国军提出的宪法草案感到震惊，但如果拒绝，怕天皇的地位受到威胁，不得不接受。”在注释中说，“根据海牙陆战条约占领军改变占领国宪法是被禁止的。”关于《东京审判》单元中说，“在东京审判中宣布被定为战犯的战争中的领导人全部有罪，东条英机首相等七人被判绞刑，判决中被告被认为是对和平犯罪，这是发动并非自卫战争的战争罪行，用这种罪行惩罚国家领导人在此之前没有先例。”这里又把东条英机等人发动的侵略战争说成是自卫。对于热爱和平的日本人民对战争的反省，教科书给予了几乎彻底的否定。教科中写道:“联合国军总司令部占领后不久，对报纸、杂志、电台、电影等一切言论进行审查，通过媒体宣传日本战争的确不正当。这种宣传和东京审判一起，让日本人产生对本国战争的罪恶感，对战后日本人的历史观产生影响。
台湾“在中国统治之外”？
在《出兵台湾和琉球》单元中，教科书中介绍了1871年漂流到台湾的琉球岛民被当地的高山族杀害一事。“日本向清政府追究杀害琉球岛民的责任，清称台湾的居民是‘化外之民’，回避了责任。”注释中把“化外之民”解释为“国家统治没有达到的人”。其实“化”指的是文明开化程度，“化外”是儒家礼仪之外，与主权没有关系。这一注释说明日本右翼认为中国从没有对台湾行使过主权，与“台独”是一丘之貉,都希望把台湾与中国分裂出去。
应该指出的是，新的教科书送审本并不是什么新鲜货色，是极右分子经常发表的言论，和2001年通过新的教科书编纂会编的教科书大同小异，只是有些提法更加露骨而已。 
令人遗憾的是，这种极右分子的观点在日本也能堂而皇之地进教科书，日本的教育当局也居然给予审定，而且从上次的经验来看送审本很可能通过。人们不禁要问:用这种反映军国主义分子观点、歪曲历史的教科书教育中学生，到底要把青少年引到哪里去？难道还想让他们重蹈二战的覆辙？2001年通过的历史教科书采用率不到百分之一，这次新历史教科书编纂会希望送审的教科书采用率能达10%，一些右翼政客也在遥相呼应。
Shame
苏进强, look carefully is 苏进强, bukan 苏国强 yang duduk sebelah saya. Both doesn't have any relation because 苏进强 IS NOT A CHINESE ANYMORE!!! He is DISQUALIFIED!!!!
I am extremely furious!! My heart is undergoing a complete combustion, I am wondering why our Chinese have a lots of this kind of "eunuchs" (I have to call them "eunuchs" because they are not men, they are cowards...) they are traitors (汉奸), this guy 苏进强, Su Jin-Chiang is one of them (秦桧，吴三桂，汪精卫，李登辉), he did a 'cannot be forgiven' thing, that is GIVE A PRAYER TO YASUKUNI SHRINE THAT PLACED LOTS OF WAR CRIMINALS DURING SECOND WORLD WAR!!! Please remember his doggy face....
Ladies and Gentlemen, Read it:
新华网台北4月4日报道，岛内“台独”组织“台湾团结联盟”的头面人物苏进强4日率团前往日本参拜靖国神社，遭到台湾政界的强烈谴责。
靖国神社的背景材料不用多讲了，大家都知道是供奉二战甲级战犯的地方，是日本军国主义的代表，是爱好和平的人类心中永远的痛。再看看“台湾团结联盟”是个什么东西。2001年8月12日，以李登辉为“精神领袖”，以延续“两国论”分裂路线为宗旨的“台湾团结联盟”（简称“台联党”）正式成立，为抢攻岛内“急独”票源、阻挠两岸关系的发展，台联党一再抛出各种“激进台独”主张，逐渐成为岛内“激进台独”势力的总代表。
先看看台湾政界对这件事的说法，中国国民党发言人表示，苏进强以台湾政党主席身份去参拜，显示出“台联”对日本军国主义的崇敬，如果“台独”势力还希望勾结日本右翼势力对抗中国大陆，这种做法对台湾绝对不利，应该受到谴责。台湾新党主席郁慕明4日发布新闻稿指出，苏进强声称被奉祀在靖国神社内的“台籍军人”是“为国捐躯”，但当年日本强征台湾人民去侵略中国和其他国家，何来“为国捐躯”之说？希望“台联”真正爱台湾人民，不要成为日本军国主义在台湾的附庸势力。台湾亲民党也对此表示遗憾。
汪精卫，是汉奸。也是为自己行为辩解的汉奸。在他叛国“艳电”中，曾美化日本的侵略，说自己的投降、卖国是为了“和平”和“主权”，把日本侵略说成“日本没有领土要求”。其实，他是为了自己的势力不被边缘化，忍受不了在国民党中失去兵权的现实。想在政治舞台上留下名字，留不下芳名，也要留下骂名。
这一点苏进强和汪精卫如出一辙。如果在靖国神社内的“台籍军人”是“为国捐躯”，当年受汪精卫蛊惑或自愿或被强征的“黄协军”和其它替日本欺压、杀戮中国人民的汉奸，岂不就是抗日烈士了？恰恰相反，许多抗日烈士就是被这些汉奸杀害的。靖国神社为何供奉他们，是他们替日本军国主义卖命了，卖命屠杀自己的同胞了。这部分中国人（包括台湾籍）是中华民族的耻辱，苏进强拜祭这些人，就是和汉奸同流合污，就是汪精卫第二。
被媒体称为“破冰之旅”的国民党副主席江丙坤大陆之行，欢迎声连连，气氛融洽、场面感人。网上更热闹异常，有一网站网评近6000条。其中一网友撰出诗句：半世隔绝霜染鬓，一行雁落老泪盈。正当两岸露出和平曙光的时候，有的人不甘寂寞了，有人自认被冷落了，就想搞出点响声来。就像当年汪精卫一样，他们选择的都是取悦日本军国主义，只不过汪精卫取悦的是已经侵略到中国的日本皇军，苏进强取悦的是已经战死在亚洲的各地的日本皇军以及他们帮凶的鬼魂罢了。
当年汪精卫过高估计了日本军国主义的势力，以为落个汉奸的骂名，能换来荣华富贵。没想到没几年他的主子就倒台了。今天想复活军国主义的人本人也是一小撮，他们的野心更不能得逞。军国主义的附庸和跳梁小丑苏进强们的美梦也永远不会实现。
为军国主义招魂，中国和日本爱好和平的人不答应！亚洲爱好和平的人不答应！世界爱好和平的人不答应！
军国主义长不了，军国主义的附庸苏进强们和汪精卫们能长久的了？
Yea.... I always dislike Taiwanese, not because they are Taiwanese but they are "Taiwanese", we know, China got Han Chinese, Tibetan Chinese, Mongolian Chinese, Hong Kong Chinese and etc etc, but Taiwanese never said themself Chinese, they think that Taiwanese =/> Chinese, this is Illogical Assumption, because Taiwan island is an unseparable Chinese Territory, this is unchanging FACT... Do remember!!! Despite how pretty Lin Chiling is, no matter how well Jay Chou can sing, since Taiwan seperatists still exist, I will never welcome Taiwanese...
星期四, 四月 07, 2005
Language Dilemma
Saya terpaksa cakap bahasa di sini, sigh~ bahasa saya macam sampah!!! Arrgghhhh~~~ Kenapa?!?! Adakah saya orang Malaysia? Soalan itu selalu mengelirukan saya, itulah kesusahan kepada pelajar sekolah Cina. Saya selalu berasa bahasa kita seperti bahasa negara luar kepada saya. Sebenarnya, Saya sentiasa bangga menjadi seorang rakyat Malaysia walaupun kawan saya bukan fkir macam itu...
Ada beberapa cikgu Melayu selepas dengar bahasa saya, mereka bertanya:"Kamu dari sekolah mana?" Sigh... Saya berasa sangat malu, saya memalukan sekolah saya, Mr.Tan, maafkan saya. "Dari sekolah persendirian" bukan sesuatu alasan yang melindungi diri, tetapi itulah satu motif kepada saya untuk menjayakan bahasa saya. Orang lain kata:"Pelajar dari sekolah persendirian boleh menguasai ketiga-tiga bahasa dengan baik" Haha.... jangan kata bahasa Malaysia, kadang-kadang, ada orang juga tidak dapat berkommunikasi dalam bahasa Kantonis dengan baik (Saya adalah salah satu), tetapi orang yang tidak tahu bahasa Cina tentu akan rugi pada masa depan.... Haha!! Saya sangat bangga kerana saya mampu mencakap, menulis, membaca, mendengar dengan sangat profesional dalam bahasa yang digunakan oleh 1'380'000'000 orang di dunia... Wuahahaha....
Ok... change mode to English, this few days really busy with something, this is a hardship for me, sometimes my mind couldn't concentrate on studies. May God bless me, Allah bless me, Buddha bless me....Tomorrow, I will talk about a person, a shameful and shameless man in the world!! He is a SHAME of our Chinese...
Then, our biology presentation was extremely wonderful, recalling:"A long time ago inside a body union far, far away…. There was a group of civilians (mainly is fat and cholesterol ethnically) who dissatisfying the brutal rule of Empire of Heart, forming rebel alliance to overthrow the empire. The rebel forces grouping at an important transportation pathway, called coronary artery that connecting the empire and surrounding organ states, and interrupting the blood circulation oftentimes. Years by years, two parties failed to solve the problems on the table. Finally, the wars broke out. There were three famous heartic wars happened between imperial army of Heart and Rebels: Arteriosclerosis, Hypertension and Myocardiac Infarction...."
星期二, 四月 05, 2005
The New Hope
沧海一声笑，滔滔两岸潮，浮沉随浪记今朝。 苍天笑，纷纷世上潮，谁负谁胜出天知晓。 江山笑，烟雨摇，涛浪淘尽红尘俗事知多少。 清风笑，竟惹寂寥，豪情还剩了一襟晚照。 苍生笑，不再寂寥，豪情仍在痴痴笑笑。(Specially give to those who always sad and gloom, do laugh everyday.)
I always lack of confidence... I always self-discriminated.... I always proud of nothing..... I am too ordinary but I always wished to be 'extra'~ Sigh, I am not a intelligent student, never have a better physical outlook, worst in communicating, insufficient in leadership, skillless.... Just drop by to spread some rubbish, why I am I??? But, watashi wa saigo no hito desu!!! Deadline: end of this month~~~~
星期日, 四月 03, 2005
Finding a new way
My mind is totally confusing, pressure is hidden everywhere, life is killing me.... Sometimes, I failed to detect what am I doing at that time? Study STPM, maybe this is God arrangement(A quotation from my great teacher, CM Tan), or not I already finished up my UEC... everything happening without any sign.... Sometime, I recalled back, this is really scary!!! When I was in Senior middle two (Form 5), I already planned all the thing of the last year. But, surprisingly, the last day of form 5, my mind gone wrong unreasonably.... then I betrayed myself and a lot of teachers and friends.
Sigh, human being born to be pure. 人性本善(Confucius said) Environment plays a major role in construsting a human or any creature (sound similar to Darwin's Natural Adaptation)... That's why I am being constructed like that.
Everyday, think of STPM, think of club's funtions, think of her is a waste to my mind. I am finding a new way to meaningfullise my life. Embracing the the arising nationalism of Chinese is also not a good method, but this is a motivation, a power to make me exist to this world. When I wished to end my life, I will think that I haven't seen the coming age of Pax China, I haven't watched the reunification of Mainland and Taiwan, I haven't felt the glory of new oriental civilization, I haven't heard the apology from Japan!!! What for I decease now?!?!
Everyone have his or her living value, so am I. From now, I have a very clear mind, STPM is nothing more than 1 piece of toilet paper. I will become 大马十大杰青 within this 10 years or I specially named it last year "ADP3000 days"....(After Princess Departure)
星期六, 四月 02, 2005
柯南十大不可思议
To those who like to read "Detective Conan"......
第十名：小兰的空手道
众所周知，小兰的空手道得过全国冠军，她的空手道功夫自然了得；但是她的手脚犀利到削铁如泥此等地步实在让人难以恭维。为形容她的空手道好也无须如此不着边际，很明显这是因为剧情需要。因为敌人大多是被逼得狗急跳墙时，小兰才使出她的拿手好戏将其一击必杀！（例如剧场版《瞳孔中的暗杀者》）
第九名：踢球
柯南酷爱踢足球，已经把足球踢到一种出神入化的地步了。比罗纳“耳朵”的控球本领还要强先放在一边，更厉害的是指哪打哪，说打你左眼就决不打你右眼。如果日本真有个柯南，那么他们的足球可以跻身于世界前三名了。
第八名：都是大力士
《柯南》中总是出现小五郎拎起“碍事”的柯南，扔到一边去的情景。且不说小五郎的柔道功夫怎样了得，即便考虑上这一点，单就能把一个小孩子像扔一个书包一样扔来扔去判断，小五郎真是个大力士啊！不过在《柯南》中大人们都是大力士，咱们那几位可怜的小学生总是被各种各样的人扔；或者是他们太轻了？
第七名：身高比例
假设毛利小五郎的身高有1.80米，从柯南站在他身边时那只有五分之二的身高来看，柯南身高不足80厘米。在青山大人印象中小学生就只有这么高？那他老人家一定还没有孩子；或者他老人家一直把他们家的狗当作孩子也说不定。
第六名：怪盗基德
怪盗基德虽然出场不多，但每次出现必然风光无限，他凭借着各种神乎其神的本领：随意变声、易容、再加上玄妙的魔术表演技术，无所不能地偷窃着世界各地的奇珍异宝，成为了全世界警察的敌人。却又没有一人能够把他抓住（柯南也只是能识破他的伪装，全无抓他的能力），天天装作一个普通的高中生逍遥法外。他的种种表现足以证明，他太神奇了，也太离奇了。
第五名：季节交替
可能不会有人注意，《柯南》漫画版中出现了五次冬天，而且每次冬天之间都有以春夏秋为背景的故事。也许你读到这里还不解地问：“那怎么了？不是很正常吗？”那么我要是告诉你柯南可是自始至终都上一年级呢？看来日本的厄尔尼诺真的很严重，一年竟有五个冬天……以后绝对不去日本玩了。
第四名：时间
《柯南》以紧张著称；但紧张到了一两秒钟内能做出远远超出一两秒钟所能及的事情来。在大家当前普遍比较熟悉的《向天国的倒计时》一篇中，最后汽车飞行的两秒钟里、几位小学生的所作所为用慢镜头还放了足足半分钟呢。青山大人真是“分秒必争”啊！从另一个方面来看，也可以说明他不知道“千钧一发”这个词是什么意思，或者他认为这词的意思是：一秒钟里做了一千件事。毕竟人家是日本人嘛！而且不拍得这么扣人心弦也就没看头了，情有可原。
第三名：小学女生
《柯南》中有两位小学女生戏份不轻，那就是步美和哀。细心的《柯南》迷们肯定会发现一个问题：这两位身为小学生的女孩身体发育得……谁都知道女性在初中前后才会开始发育，但是两位才只上一年级，至多也就是7岁，早得太离谱了。或许因为五个小学生之间的五角爱情也是一大看点（尤其在《向天国的倒计时》中），女人、爱情和女人味是同时产生的，没有了性感的身材，爱情也变得不够性感了。青山大人的逻辑没准就是如此。所以他笔下的女角便跨越了年龄的界限。
第二名：APTX4869
人类基因图谱还没开始研究的时候，APTX4869这样的生物毒药就已经在《柯南》中出现了。APTX4869是尖端生物科技终极品，且不说此药是哀一人独自研究成型的，就现有的科技来说，把人毒死这点能够实现、但把人缩小是绝对做不到的。不过，没有这款代表未来生物科技的药，也就没有了《柯南》后半部分，也没有了哀，没有了哀与柯南演绎出的那段至今看不到结局的凄婉爱情，也就没有了青山大人继续发挥的余地，自然他老人家兜里的“夏目漱石”也就没有了。
第一名：柯南的各种宝贝
显然，这些发明都太未来了，以现在的技术手段很难达到那种水平。《柯南》故事发生在现代，假如真有这么个阿笠博士的话，世界科技早已上到了一个全新的高度了。007都会自叹不如。话说回来，正是因为这些神奇道具，否则《柯南》一集也编不出来。
Laputa
Hayao Miyazaki, I think everyone known this guy, he is a great anime maker. Honestly, I am being fascinated greatly by his numerous masterpieces, such as Princess Mononoke, Laputa, Totoro, Naussica, Spirited Away and etc etc....
This song you listening is the main theme of Laputa.... or called "Castle of Sky", I really love the story, it talks about the journey of a young pilot with her girlfriend, a descendant of old Laputa(Princess Laputa), looking for a deserted castle of the sky, Laputa. My dearest comrades, you should have a watch to this anime...
Besides that, Princess Mononoke is also a wonderful anime.... Mr.Miyazaki, I always respect you although you are Japanese.... You did bring the happiness to our world. Thanks......
人类文明正在进步吗？
最近，刚公布的2004年大马教育文凭考试成绩中，有位马来女生勇夺17个A 1，不但成功刷新纪录，而且还震惊了全国，顿时成了老百姓们的热门话题。这项令人鼓舞的消息，不禁令人自问：“我国人民是不是越来越有智慧？人类的智慧是不是越来越进步？”
智慧，并非于聪明，智慧除了包括理解能力高的聪明以外，还拥有辨析是非，判断对错的能力。然而，每当笔者翻阅报章的时候，身体不由自主地毛骨悚然，不寒而栗，犹如观看恐怖片一般。奸杀、强劫、攫夺、路霸伤人、学生恐吓老师等等在报章上“应有尽有”，层出不穷。尤其是路霸伤人事件，不到一个月，却有不少人因为小小的公路意外（有些根本不是意外）所引起的纠纷中而丧失性命，曾几何时人命竟会如此容易地被蹂躏，不知在大海啸中奋力求生的幸存者们会有什么想法？再者，轰动海内外的中国留学生奸杀案，除了人神公愤，还使我国负上治安不好的污名。
这些新闻不禁让人们深思：“国人有能力建造世上最高，最雄伟的建筑物，能在各项考试中考取大量的A和满分的同时，为什么我们的社会却好像和五万年前无法无天的石器时代毫无差别呢？”也许有人会反驳：“现在我们拥有电脑、互联网、空调器、喷射机等高度文明产品，怎么会像石器时代？”
没错，我们的生活环境和方式的确因为科技的发达而起了巨大的变化，变得舒适和方便，但千百年来人心“依然如古”。从上古时代的部落冲突，至到今日的核武、化武的出现，“战争”这两个字不但没有在千百年的人类文明演化中消失，反而“变本加厉”，愈“变”愈“强”。人类之所以称为万物之灵，是在于通晓理性的运用，控制了动物原始的自我和感性，以极致的理性完成阶段的进化。如果人类不停地创造新科技产品的同时，而又互相杀戮，互相毁灭，那人类只不过一群脑部发展得比较完善的野兽。
星期五, 四月 01, 2005
Restoration
Why I want to restart this meaningless and pointless
blog? Why? Excuse me, emm... for me, streamyx is not a waste... at least I paid double eight for it.... sigh~~~~ Yesterday, it really unbelievable... I can sense although I haven't seen... I didn't see her facade, but I already known from behind, BUT, I am suffering a boycotting. What's that?!?! It seems I already 'addicted' too much..... arrggghhh.....Why??? I will never cease easily, I will be back!!!
Click for Music (Princess Mononoke)
黄种人
所有历史退色后的黄其实夕阳仍在我身上
来自流过五千岁的汗还是传说中的城堡
所有倒在江湖里的黄只等我来给他名状
黄种人来到地上挺起新的胸膛
黄种人走在路上天下知我不一样
越动荡越勇敢世界变更要让我闯
一身坦荡荡到四方五千年终于轮到我上场
从来没有医不好的伤只有最古老的力量
所有散在土地里的黄载着顽强背上东方
黄种人来到地上挺起新的胸膛
黄种人走在路上天下知我不一样
越动荡越勇敢世界变更要让我闯
一身坦荡荡到四方五千年终于轮到我上场
一直能用异光看我的黄色的脸
鲜红色的血留在深山里的人
你说这是我的愤怒我说这是我的态度
奋不顾身勇往直前只有我们中国人
从来没有医不好的伤只有最古老的力量
所有散在土地里的黄载着顽强背上东方
越动荡越勇敢流下属于我的黄
一身坦荡荡黄天在上看我如何做好汉
星期四, 三月 31, 2005
History
Where there is a beginning, there is an ending. Everything in this world, no matter how stong, how powerful they are, could not escape from ending, for instance, great T-rex which once dominated our world was extinct 65 MYA.
My 9-days vacation ended in nothing, sigh.... My time flowing as fast as wasted water... As a Chinese, I would like to use my native language to express my final feeling on this site. 人世几回伤往事，山形依旧枕寒流。
世尊说：人生有七苦：生，老，病，死是人生常态，倒也罢了。
那，怨憎会呢？爱别离呢？求不得呢？Who can overcome these soreness.... sigh~~~
问世间，情为何物？直教生死相许。
天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑。
欢乐趣，离别苦，就中更有痴儿女。
君应有语，渺万里层云，
千山暮雪，只影向谁去？
This blog is soon to be deserted, or probably be destructed. Thanks for those who read this blog, viewed my feeling, given supports... I always appreciate you guys. After I finished this, it meant I have no related to my previous post, I am completed reconstructed...
I have a dream. In a new morning of the world, birds sing happily, flower blossoming, everyone live in peace and hormony with their beloved, no grief, no sorrow, no war forever.... Good bye.....
Superiority and Supremacy
In the age of imperialism and colonialism, white men always thought they are more superior than other races, that's why they conquered everywhere to 'civilise' those 'non-white barbarian', they are white supremacists....
Everyone would also known, in the past centuries, we Chinese had this kind of thinking too, we called it 'Empire minded' (Oriental Superiority) or in Mandarin called 天朝心态, it meant that people who in Central Empire(China) are civilised, otherwise are barbaric. Unbelievably, this thinking has already endured for 2000 years (unbeatable for 2000 years) until AD 1840, the broke off of Anglo-China Opium War, our ancestor defeated, and that thinking suddenly cracked into pieces, and that's why I am here. But a 2000 years thinking will never be destroyed easily, nowsaday, there still have lots of people failed to eliminate this bad thinking, sadly, I am one of them.....
I admit that I am an extreme xenophobic nationalist, aaarrgghhh..... This mental disorderity is really uncurable, the root is too deep, I wished that I can forget what I read in my childhood.... If this weirld sickness cannot be cured, I will not survive in this coming era of globalisation..... Despite I have to pay how much effort to reconstruct my soul, I promised I will success, definitely.....
Galapagos and Kaiyit
What is Galapagos? What is Kaiyit? Are they same? No one could answer the question, neither do they. Charles Darwin, a great biologist, who released a new worldwide view of our world, the evolution, from the history, the captain of HMS Beagle, let him to join the fleet actually wished him to find some biblical account of creation. But, the result is completely opposite....
A great discovery of this biologist is Galapagos island, because this isolated island is a living evidence to his hypothesis. This small island (actually is combined-land) was disintegrated from South America continental due to an explosion of volcano in pre-historic time. Therefore, those organism who living on this island is totally lost contact to the mainland. So, how can they survive in that hard condition? The answer is self-modification over million years and years in order to adapt these crucial circumstances--- or generally named 'Evolution', for examples, marine iuguana...
Galapagos is an attracting island, one day, I will go there to have a view to the scene of natural power---desire for surviving.....
Japanese and Chinese
Japanese and Chinese are same. Not exceeding 5 seconds, both sides will shout as loud and fierce as they could:"Your idiot, not same not same!!!" In fact, they are phenotypically identical and culturally similar. But, they still are not the same. From history, most of Japan culture and language are imported from China, but in late 19th century, mostly you all don't know, a lot of Kanji (Japanese Chinese Character) are ultilised in modern Mandarin language.
As we known, although China and Japan is a 'close relative and neighbour' but their relationship is terribly worse. Mainly, is due to history of both countries and a disputed island. In 13 December 1937, Japan launched a massacre on Chinese civilians in Nanjing, slaughtered 300000 innocents of the city, this incident is called 'Rape of Nanking (old name of Nanjing)'. This is a truth, but Japanese authority bullshited:"This is bullshit" and don't want to recognize their old old old mistake. German and France are rival for centuries, but German apologized deeply, and always remembered. That's why, France and German now are friends, become codominant power in Europe. Unlike Japan, besides changing the fact in their history textbooks, and their prime minister often visit that Yasukuni Shrine to give a prayer to those war criminals!!! This is unbearable for Chinese.....
I will write more on my following blog. This year is the 60 anniversary of Axis (German, Italy and Japan) Defeated 1945.... Peace!!!!
Final Destination
When you have a chance to read this, I already became the real Kai Yit. Everyone is unique and different, so am I. Although Kai Yit is an urgly Chinaman, distorted creature, ancient idiot, or even alien, whilst it doesn't matter, I already discovered myself. Now in the name of Chinese Civilization, in the name of future, in the name of my beloved, I will become more powerful, stronger, to achieve my aspirations, to fulfil my ambitions.....
First and foremost, I already made up my mind, I want to do something great in my limited life. Within this ten years, I will become a great man, trust me!!! From tomorrow onward, ball is returned to my hand. Sometime, it is necessary to kill today in order to save tomorrow, then, I killed. I am victorious!!! 'Watashi wa shouri no desu'!!!
チンシーインさん、信じてください、僕は絶対幸福をあなたにもたらすつもりです、僕はいつまでも、あなたを愛すつもりです。自分のために、中国のために、彼女のために、僕は絶対STPMテストに四Aを取ります、待ってください。
The Real Star War
A long long time ago in the galaxy far far away..... That is an empire, her name called USA... One day, Osama bin Skywalker with his dearest alliance, Han Omar are having a struggle with Imperial F-18, B-52 stormtroopers at a desert planet. They simply lebelled themselves 'Justice frightes' but emperor Bush given them a name 'Terrorist to Justice'.... They fight, fight over years and years..... to be concluded...
Liew the Distorted
Korean and Japanese started a arguement on a disputed island(Korean Dokdo or Japanese Takeshima). A Korean cut off his finger in front of Japanese embassy to show his dissatified feeling to his neighbour, that's why I always respect Korean.
Kaiyit, sometime I always suspend on this distorted creature, is it belonged to this era? Sigh, friends said like that, suddenly made my heart down, although I am a right man, whilst I am not standing at the right 'time' at the right 'place'. I am not supposed born in 1986, but 1896, and not Tanah Melayu but Great Qing Empire, yes!! The year of first Sino-Japan war, then, 1915 is my 2005, year of disturbance and heroism, wow~~~ I will definitely give a deadly strike to those rapacious and predatory invaders!!!
How come I am still making jokes?!? I am lonely, noone will share my ancient experiences.(At least Lim ZH and Lam XW have a same interest with me, thanks God, I am not totally alone.)Sometime, I thought that I am an alien, cannot fully integrate with normal human, but I am trying to change and adapt. What's wrong if I have a such interest in those ancient things? Am I an idiot? Wuahahaaha......
Barrier of Soul
Sometimes, people may ask:"Could love transcend the barrier of different religions?" Someone will answer loudly and proudly:"'Daijoubu'!! No problem, the power of love is invincible even almighty God couldn't reach." But, in practice, how many people is able to overcome the barrier of soul, sadly, I am one of them. Sigh, sometime, I do feel extremely despressed and disappointed when the barrier, unpredictedly, occur from none, could I do anything to change it? 'Zannen desu', everything seems to be fixed, fixed by that divine agent behind our world, or generally called 'God'. I used to blamed myself, that time, why I didn't act immediatey to save the regret of today? Why I didn't find the truth? Why I ceased so easily? Now this is useless to talk those nonsense, I already accepted the fate and destiny, I will let go who or what I am not deserved to have. Fate isn't unfair, at least, now I known her...
I do belief in God, but I am more believing in karma, that's mean what you did, what you deserved after it.
Chinese, for my couple years of observation, I found that Chinese is a supertitious and conservative, not matter what they are believing.
Kelantan, the only Islamic state of my country, recently brought out some meaningless rules and regulations, restricting the wearing of women. In my opinion,that is a insulting to female. I am totally respect their reason for enforcing those laws, but I want to say that, unfortunately, here is not Taliban!
Acinonyx and Terrorism
Few people know that I am Acinonyx, but I am! What is terrorism? Someone simply defined as violence against innocent civilians, but I think that this sentence is incomplete, it should be "Violence and hidden threat to US and his dear alliance 'innocent' civilians, including armed forces"...Haha, sounds funny, but this is my point of view. Actually, we couldn't give a precise definition to terrorism, because a 'terrorist' who you think will a 'justice and freedom fighter' for another. I fight for my people, to liberate my people, will I be lebelled as 'terrorist', probably not.... opps, late....
For the sake of her, I will try my best to achieve my glory~~~
Desperate Future
I lost my foreseeing power, probably I think the future is full of hopeless... You may curious to ask 'Naze', but I am very sure you know the truth.
Taiwan strait's uncertainty and instability is hidden threat to Chinese and Asian Pacific Region, fortunately, the production of anti-secession law maybe the best solution to it. Yes, I strongly agree on that law!!! Thoughout our 5000 years of history, Taiwan island is undoubtedly a unseperable and holy territory of the land of centre empire---China, we chinese couldn't stand any force to disintegrate the island from the motherland, the only way we could do is using forces to solve the remaining problem of 1949 civil war...
Sigh, recently, I hardly could see her word, either she has her problem or she doesn't want to bother me anymore... Nonetheless, I will never give up...
Frustrated Declaration
I did a very wrong decision and declaration last month, it cost a load of unwanted mental disorders and mind dysfunctionalities. She also got hurt. Sigh, all fault was caused by my poor calculation and prediction, so do those ironic heroes in mass flow of history....But, at least I learnt a great lesson....
Taiwan strait, cannot be denied, is a timed bomb to the region, once Taiwan declare independence, sooner or later, the island will encounter an attack of thousands of ballistic missiles, I hoped that Taiwan authority will not make a same mistake like me--- Frustrated Declaration.....
Unexplosed Kaiyit
Ancient quoted, exhausted while living in mask, sigh, so am I... The world laughed me an idiot, but I laughed the world couldn't find the way.... Everyday feel tired, feel lonely, like the emperor who spend his life in the deep cool forbidden city....
Lets discuss about HK, what is the price of the resignation of Tung? Will his successor, probably Tsang, will bring the prosperity to HK, which still remain in recovering economy? What is the plan of Beijing?
For me, Tung, undoubtedly, is a great manager, trusted leader, but ironically he isn't a good politician, Damn!! late already, the topic will be continued tomorrow~~~
Long live Chinese
Lady and Gentlemen, Minister Mentor of Singaporean Republic have foreseen the succeed of Deng's reform era and the high degree prosperity of China. From a poorly organised command economy system, uncertainty and instability of politic with famine and starvation before the death of Mao, her fully changed to developing market-driven economic industry and stable society due to the leadership of Deng Xiaoping, a formidable visionary and practical architect....
He is my idol, I always appreciate his contribution, Thanks, Deng~~~~
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