Where there is a beginning, there is an ending. Everything in this world, no matter how stong, how powerful they are, could not escape from ending, for instance, great T-rex which once dominated our world was extinct 65 MYA.
My 9-days vacation ended in nothing, sigh.... My time flowing as fast as wasted water... As a Chinese, I would like to use my native language to express my final feeling on this site. 人世几回伤往事，山形依旧枕寒流。
世尊说：人生有七苦：生，老，病，死是人生常态，倒也罢了。
那，怨憎会呢？爱别离呢？求不得呢？Who can overcome these soreness.... sigh~~~
问世间，情为何物？直教生死相许。
天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑。
欢乐趣，离别苦，就中更有痴儿女。
君应有语，渺万里层云，
千山暮雪，只影向谁去？
This blog is soon to be deserted, or probably be destructed. Thanks for those who read this blog, viewed my feeling, given supports... I always appreciate you guys. After I finished this, it meant I have no related to my previous post, I am completed reconstructed...
I have a dream. In a new morning of the world, birds sing happily, flower blossoming, everyone live in peace and hormony with their beloved, no grief, no sorrow, no war forever.... Good bye.....
Superiority and Supremacy
In the age of imperialism and colonialism, white men always thought they are more superior than other races, that's why they conquered everywhere to 'civilise' those 'non-white barbarian', they are white supremacists....
Everyone would also known, in the past centuries, we Chinese had this kind of thinking too, we called it 'Empire minded' (Oriental Superiority) or in Mandarin called 天朝心态, it meant that people who in Central Empire(China) are civilised, otherwise are barbaric. Unbelievably, this thinking has already endured for 2000 years (unbeatable for 2000 years) until AD 1840, the broke off of Anglo-China Opium War, our ancestor defeated, and that thinking suddenly cracked into pieces, and that's why I am here. But a 2000 years thinking will never be destroyed easily, nowsaday, there still have lots of people failed to eliminate this bad thinking, sadly, I am one of them.....
I admit that I am an extreme xenophobic nationalist, aaarrgghhh..... This mental disorderity is really uncurable, the root is too deep, I wished that I can forget what I read in my childhood.... If this weirld sickness cannot be cured, I will not survive in this coming era of globalisation..... Despite I have to pay how much effort to reconstruct my soul, I promised I will success, definitely.....
Galapagos and Kaiyit
What is Galapagos? What is Kaiyit? Are they same? No one could answer the question, neither do they. Charles Darwin, a great biologist, who released a new worldwide view of our world, the evolution, from the history, the captain of HMS Beagle, let him to join the fleet actually wished him to find some biblical account of creation. But, the result is completely opposite....
A great discovery of this biologist is Galapagos island, because this isolated island is a living evidence to his hypothesis. This small island (actually is combined-land) was disintegrated from South America continental due to an explosion of volcano in pre-historic time. Therefore, those organism who living on this island is totally lost contact to the mainland. So, how can they survive in that hard condition? The answer is self-modification over million years and years in order to adapt these crucial circumstances--- or generally named 'Evolution', for examples, marine iuguana...
Galapagos is an attracting island, one day, I will go there to have a view to the scene of natural power---desire for surviving.....
Japanese and Chinese
Japanese and Chinese are same. Not exceeding 5 seconds, both sides will shout as loud and fierce as they could:"Your idiot, not same not same!!!" In fact, they are phenotypically identical and culturally similar. But, they still are not the same. From history, most of Japan culture and language are imported from China, but in late 19th century, mostly you all don't know, a lot of Kanji (Japanese Chinese Character) are ultilised in modern Mandarin language.
As we known, although China and Japan is a 'close relative and neighbour' but their relationship is terribly worse. Mainly, is due to history of both countries and a disputed island. In 13 December 1937, Japan launched a massacre on Chinese civilians in Nanjing, slaughtered 300000 innocents of the city, this incident is called 'Rape of Nanking (old name of Nanjing)'. This is a truth, but Japanese authority bullshited:"This is bullshit" and don't want to recognize their old old old mistake. German and France are rival for centuries, but German apologized deeply, and always remembered. That's why, France and German now are friends, become codominant power in Europe. Unlike Japan, besides changing the fact in their history textbooks, and their prime minister often visit that Yasukuni Shrine to give a prayer to those war criminals!!! This is unbearable for Chinese.....
I will write more on my following blog. This year is the 60 anniversary of Axis (German, Italy and Japan) Defeated 1945.... Peace!!!!
Final Destination
When you have a chance to read this, I already became the real Kai Yit. Everyone is unique and different, so am I. Although Kai Yit is an urgly Chinaman, distorted creature, ancient idiot, or even alien, whilst it doesn't matter, I already discovered myself. Now in the name of Chinese Civilization, in the name of future, in the name of my beloved, I will become more powerful, stronger, to achieve my aspirations, to fulfil my ambitions.....
First and foremost, I already made up my mind, I want to do something great in my limited life. Within this ten years, I will become a great man, trust me!!! From tomorrow onward, ball is returned to my hand. Sometime, it is necessary to kill today in order to save tomorrow, then, I killed. I am victorious!!! 'Watashi wa shouri no desu'!!!
チンシーインさん、信じてください、僕は絶対幸福をあなたにもたらすつもりです、僕はいつまでも、あなたを愛すつもりです。自分のために、中国のために、彼女のために、僕は絶対STPMテストに四Aを取ります、待ってください。
The Real Star War
A long long time ago in the galaxy far far away..... That is an empire, her name called USA... One day, Osama bin Skywalker with his dearest alliance, Han Omar are having a struggle with Imperial F-18, B-52 stormtroopers at a desert planet. They simply lebelled themselves 'Justice frightes' but emperor Bush given them a name 'Terrorist to Justice'.... They fight, fight over years and years..... to be concluded...
Liew the Distorted
Korean and Japanese started a arguement on a disputed island(Korean Dokdo or Japanese Takeshima). A Korean cut off his finger in front of Japanese embassy to show his dissatified feeling to his neighbour, that's why I always respect Korean.
Kaiyit, sometime I always suspend on this distorted creature, is it belonged to this era? Sigh, friends said like that, suddenly made my heart down, although I am a right man, whilst I am not standing at the right 'time' at the right 'place'. I am not supposed born in 1986, but 1896, and not Tanah Melayu but Great Qing Empire, yes!! The year of first Sino-Japan war, then, 1915 is my 2005, year of disturbance and heroism, wow~~~ I will definitely give a deadly strike to those rapacious and predatory invaders!!!
How come I am still making jokes?!? I am lonely, noone will share my ancient experiences.(At least Lim ZH and Lam XW have a same interest with me, thanks God, I am not totally alone.)Sometime, I thought that I am an alien, cannot fully integrate with normal human, but I am trying to change and adapt. What's wrong if I have a such interest in those ancient things? Am I an idiot? Wuahahaaha......
Barrier of Soul
Sometimes, people may ask:"Could love transcend the barrier of different religions?" Someone will answer loudly and proudly:"'Daijoubu'!! No problem, the power of love is invincible even almighty God couldn't reach." But, in practice, how many people is able to overcome the barrier of soul, sadly, I am one of them. Sigh, sometime, I do feel extremely despressed and disappointed when the barrier, unpredictedly, occur from none, could I do anything to change it? 'Zannen desu', everything seems to be fixed, fixed by that divine agent behind our world, or generally called 'God'. I used to blamed myself, that time, why I didn't act immediatey to save the regret of today? Why I didn't find the truth? Why I ceased so easily? Now this is useless to talk those nonsense, I already accepted the fate and destiny, I will let go who or what I am not deserved to have. Fate isn't unfair, at least, now I known her...
I do belief in God, but I am more believing in karma, that's mean what you did, what you deserved after it.
Chinese, for my couple years of observation, I found that Chinese is a supertitious and conservative, not matter what they are believing.
Kelantan, the only Islamic state of my country, recently brought out some meaningless rules and regulations, restricting the wearing of women. In my opinion,that is a insulting to female. I am totally respect their reason for enforcing those laws, but I want to say that, unfortunately, here is not Taliban!
Acinonyx and Terrorism
Few people know that I am Acinonyx, but I am! What is terrorism? Someone simply defined as violence against innocent civilians, but I think that this sentence is incomplete, it should be "Violence and hidden threat to US and his dear alliance 'innocent' civilians, including armed forces"...Haha, sounds funny, but this is my point of view. Actually, we couldn't give a precise definition to terrorism, because a 'terrorist' who you think will a 'justice and freedom fighter' for another. I fight for my people, to liberate my people, will I be lebelled as 'terrorist', probably not.... opps, late....
For the sake of her, I will try my best to achieve my glory~~~
Desperate Future
I lost my foreseeing power, probably I think the future is full of hopeless... You may curious to ask 'Naze', but I am very sure you know the truth.
Taiwan strait's uncertainty and instability is hidden threat to Chinese and Asian Pacific Region, fortunately, the production of anti-secession law maybe the best solution to it. Yes, I strongly agree on that law!!! Thoughout our 5000 years of history, Taiwan island is undoubtedly a unseperable and holy territory of the land of centre empire---China, we chinese couldn't stand any force to disintegrate the island from the motherland, the only way we could do is using forces to solve the remaining problem of 1949 civil war...
Sigh, recently, I hardly could see her word, either she has her problem or she doesn't want to bother me anymore... Nonetheless, I will never give up...
Frustrated Declaration
I did a very wrong decision and declaration last month, it cost a load of unwanted mental disorders and mind dysfunctionalities. She also got hurt. Sigh, all fault was caused by my poor calculation and prediction, so do those ironic heroes in mass flow of history....But, at least I learnt a great lesson....
Taiwan strait, cannot be denied, is a timed bomb to the region, once Taiwan declare independence, sooner or later, the island will encounter an attack of thousands of ballistic missiles, I hoped that Taiwan authority will not make a same mistake like me--- Frustrated Declaration.....
Unexplosed Kaiyit
Ancient quoted, exhausted while living in mask, sigh, so am I... The world laughed me an idiot, but I laughed the world couldn't find the way.... Everyday feel tired, feel lonely, like the emperor who spend his life in the deep cool forbidden city....
Lets discuss about HK, what is the price of the resignation of Tung? Will his successor, probably Tsang, will bring the prosperity to HK, which still remain in recovering economy? What is the plan of Beijing?
For me, Tung, undoubtedly, is a great manager, trusted leader, but ironically he isn't a good politician, Damn!! late already, the topic will be continued tomorrow~~~
Long live Chinese
Lady and Gentlemen, Minister Mentor of Singaporean Republic have foreseen the succeed of Deng's reform era and the high degree prosperity of China. From a poorly organised command economy system, uncertainty and instability of politic with famine and starvation before the death of Mao, her fully changed to developing market-driven economic industry and stable society due to the leadership of Deng Xiaoping, a formidable visionary and practical architect....
He is my idol, I always appreciate his contribution, Thanks, Deng~~~~
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