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中华人民共和国恋爱法？！

2006-03-18T16:40:00.000+08:00

总　　则
　　第一条　为了规范恋爱行为，保障恋爱活动中当事人的合法权益，维护社会恋爱秩序，促进社会主义市场经济条件下恋爱广泛、健康的发展，制定本法。
　　第二条　在中华人民共和国境内的恋爱活动，适用本法。
　　第三条　恋爱活动应当遵守法律、行政法规，不得损害社会公共利益。
　　第四条　本法所称恋爱权利，是指恋爱人爱与被爱的权利。恋爱人行使恋爱权利，应当按照法定程序进行。本法所称恋爱责任，是指恋爱人在恋爱过程中所付出的时间、金钱和精力等。
　　第五条　恋爱当事人可以委托其代理人代理恋爱，并应当在恋爱时表明其代理关系。没有代理权而以代理人名义恋爱的，应当由代理人承担恋爱责任；代理人超越代理权限的，应当就其超越权限的部分承担恋爱责任。
　　第六条　无恋爱行为能力人或者限制恋爱行为能力人恋爱的，属于早恋，其恋爱无效，但是不影响其他恋爱的效力。14岁以下公民不具有恋爱行为能力。
　　第七条　以欺诈或者胁迫等手段取得爱情的，或者明知有前列情形，出于恶意取得爱情的，不得享有恋爱权利。
　　第八条　被爱人不得以自己与第三人之间的恋爱事由为抗辩事由，对抗被爱人。但是，求爱人明知存在抗辩事由的除外。本法所称抗辩，是指恋爱人根据本法规定拒绝求爱人求爱的行为。
　　第九条　恋爱双方行使恋爱权利，应当在恋爱当事人的营业场所内进行，恋爱当事人无营业场所的，应当在其住所进行。

　　　　　第一章　求　　爱
　　第十条　求爱是求爱人向被爱人以各种方式，直接或间接作出的，请求被爱人给予相当爱意的意思表示。
　　第十一条　求爱必须表示事项：“我爱你”。求爱未表示前款规定事项的，求爱无效。
　　第十二条　求爱时表示“如何爱上你的”、“爱你多久了”、“爱你有多深”等事项的，应当清楚、明确。求爱上未表示“如何爱上你的”，为一见钟情。求爱上未表示“爱你多久了”，以其出生年龄为准。求爱上未表示“爱你有多深”，月亮代表他（她）的心。
　　第十三条　求爱时可以表示本法规定事项以外的其他事项，但是该事项不具有求爱上的效力。
　　第十四条　求爱人求爱后，即承担的责任。
　　第十五条　恋爱权利在下列期限内不行使而消灭：
　　（一）求爱人对被爱人的求爱权利，由爱意产生日起９年９个月零９天；
　　（二）求爱人对被爱人的追索权，自被拒绝求爱起４年４个月零４天；
　　（三）求爱人对被爱人的再追索权，自行使追索权被拒绝起１年１个月零１天。
　　本法所称追索权是指求爱人对被爱人以各种方式再次求爱的行为。
　　第十六条　求爱人的求爱日由求爱人依法确定。

　　　　　第二章　爱情转让
　　第十七条　恋爱人可以将恋爱权利转让给他人或者将一定的恋爱权利授予他人行使。被爱人曾表示过“不得转让”的，爱情不得转让。
　　第十八条　恋爱权利人行使第一款规定的权利时，应当签约并交付被爱人。
　　　　　　第三章　接受求爱
　　第十九条　接受求爱是指被爱人在求爱人作出求爱后，承诺给予对方相当爱意的意思表示。
　　第二十条被爱人应当在求爱人求爱之日起３日内接受求爱或者拒绝求爱。
　　第二十一条　被爱人接受求爱的，不得附有条件；接受求爱附有条件的，视为拒绝求爱。
　　第二十二条　被爱人拒绝求爱的，应当向求爱人表示拒绝理由。求爱人可依法行使追索权和再追索权。

　　　　　第四章　失　　恋
　　第二十三条　失恋是失去所爱的人的爱情，或者自己所爱的人不再爱自己。
　　第二十四条　恋爱人在失恋后，可以依法作出如下行为：
　　1）在自己房间里，把门反锁上，用被子盖上头，睡上几天几晚，适合轻度失恋；
　　2）把头发剃光，出家做尼姑（和尚），适合中度失恋；
　　3）在瑟瑟的北风中，对着长城抱头痛苦，适合中度失恋；
　　4）拿一块黑布把眼睛蒙上，从湘江大桥上跳下去――“才饮长沙水，就成武昌鱼”，适合严重失恋。
　　5）把麻绳的一头套在高高的树上，一头套在颈弓上，以给晨练的人们带来个小的惊喜，适合严重失恋；失恋时可以作出本法规定事项以外的其他事项，但是不受法律保护。

　　　　　第五章　涉外恋爱的法律适用
　　第二十五条　涉外恋爱的法律适用，依照本章的规定确定。前款所称涉外恋爱，是指求爱，拒爱，恋爱，失恋等行为中，既有发生在中华人民共和国境内又有发生在中华人民共和国境外的。
　　第二十六条　中华人民共和国缔结或者参加的国际条约同本法有不同规定的，适用国际条约的规定。但是，中华人民共和国声明保留的条款除外。
　　本法和中华人民共和国缔结或者参加的国际条约没有规定的，可以适用国际惯例。
　　第二十七条　求爱，拒爱，恋爱，失恋等行为，适用行为地法律。

　　　　　第六章　法律责任
　　第二十八条　有下列恋爱欺诈行为之一的，依法追究刑事责任：
　　（一）欺诈恋爱，骗取财物的；
　　（二）恶意转让爱情的；
　　（三）冒用他人恋爱，骗取爱情、财物的；
　　第二十九条　有前条所列行为之一，情节轻微，不构成犯罪的，依照国家有关规定给予行政处罚。

　　　　　第七章　附　　则
　　第三十条　恋爱管理的具体实施办法，由中国人民恋爱委员会依照本法制定，报国务院谁都办批准后施行。
　　第三十一条　本法自２００6年情人节起施行。

有没有搞错！！谈恋爱都要套法律啊！？！

How to Cure Envy and Jealousy

2006-03-18T15:28:00.000+08:00

1: Review the Danger in Envy & Jealousy like this:
'Ooh this is the very Acid eating up my mind from within... All Happiness is Destroyed!'

2: Know that Envy & Jealousy arise because one wants something that another has!
The aversion towards that person arise. Wanting (greed) is Craving towards an object.
Aversion (hate) is Craving away from an object. All forms of Craving causes Suffering!
Know that Envy & Jealousy is the proximate cause of Discontentment.

3: Envy & Jealousy is cured by rejoicing in other's success & gains: Mutual Joy! (Mudita)
'How good that this being, having done good in the past, now earns the well deserved fruit!!!'
Thus one substitutes an disadvantageous mental state with an advantageous mental state.
Know that Mutual Joy! (Mudita) is the proximate cause of Contentment.

4: Begin and Cultivate meditation on Infinite Mutual Joy:
Sit down a silent & empty place with closed eye and beam from this the heart:

'May I be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!' then:

'May my friends be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May my enemies be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May all in this village be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May all in this country be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May all in this earth be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May all in this galaxy be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

'May all in this universe be successful, rich, beautiful, famous, intelligent, popular and praised!'

beaming this tender sympathy out from the heart first out in front, the right, left, back, above as
below, so gradually expanding up to and beyond the limitations of space and into the infinitude!!!

5: Keep on doing that 15-45 min every day. Note the difference in joyous mentality during the day!

May all beings rejoice in Mutual Joy celebrating all beings success, since any real progress is good

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One should not despise giving.
One should neither envy others.
One who envy others cannot attain absorption and will never enter any concentrated trance.
Dhammapada 365

学佛改变了我什么？

2006-03-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

各位同修，学佛改变你什么呢？？
因为父母的关系，我自小到大都是佛教徒（仪式上），每天上香拜佛点灯诵经，那个时候只是认为拜神只是为了向神佛祈求得到他们的保佑和祝福，希望作什么事都一帆风顺。拜了那么多年，陋习依然存在，而且还不自觉。

自从去年参加一个学佛营后，我猛然发现我自己身处于万丈悬崖之中，差点就堕入万劫不复的深渊里，幸亏及时勒马，阿弥陀佛。

以前，我是个民族狂热主义分子，虽然身不在华夏大地，但心却紧紧系着中华，思想上与大陆愤青没什么两样，非华即夷的天朝心态腐蚀我的心十几年了。对日寇美帝心态严重畸形变态，时时刻刻幻想日本被核毁灭的情形。在高中时期，还与一班“同志”号召反日、抵制日货的疯狂行为，时不时就向其他朋友灌输日本的丑恶和南京大屠杀三十万等等。在台独上，更是决不妥协，谁支持台独，谁就是敌人。除此之外，我曾是大大的反西方主义者，鸦片战争到八国联军，我觉得自己好像都有参加过似的。反西方，反美英帝国主义，反白人文化，反英文，当然也反基督教，汉语至上主义已无形中造成我的英语一落千丈。唉，罪过罪过！

阿弥陀佛。如今，我把佛法的八正道（中道）学与自用，所以我已经原谅日本人在二战中犯的滔天大罪，但并没有忘记，以史为鉴。近年来的中日纠纷，也开始客观地思考，而不像以往那样一味地袒护中国。台独方面呢，我还是比较倾向和平统一，但如果台湾拒绝再成为美日遏制中国的战略棋子，而和大陆建立良好的关系，那台湾是不是一个独立国家也不重要了。对于西方，我也开始学习他们的优点，并研究圣经以更了解基督教的想法。

以前，我的淫欲很重，每晚彻夜难眠，时时想入非非，意淫难以遏制。几年来的邪淫让我瘦骨如材，健康倒退，肾虚脾弱手脚冰冷等等。唉，罪过罪过！

阿弥陀佛，我要感谢佳礼网友的劝诫，如今，我每天起来都会打坐，默念佛号，然后礼佛念大悲咒，以净化自己的脑袋，睡前念心经使我轻易入眠。我戒除邪淫已快两个月了，体制也慢慢改善。虽然人非圣贤，有时候意淫还是防不胜防地出现，但已经减少了许多。英雄气短，儿女情长。

还有，很多不好的习性，如不孝顺父母，恶言，贪睡，执著，妄语等等，也慢慢因佛法的熏陶而改善。佛教并非纯粹宗教那么简单，可以是一门教育，哲学，也是处世道理。如今，我每天行中道和六度，严守五诫，时时刻刻不忘佛陀的教诲。更严重的是，有时，我还会不经意地想出家当和尚，是不是有点狂热了一点！？但我并不承认我是佛教狂热分子。如果一切因缘具足的话，我会欣然地接受。

阿弥陀佛，愿我们早日破迷开悟。

像有错吗？？

2006-02-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

几个星期前，回教诸国针对丹麦一家报章刊登讽刺回教先知穆哈默德的漫画而爆发大规模的示威抗议行动，有些激进分子还扬言要杀害所有在西亚的北欧人。因为这一件事，小弟才知道穆哈默德是不能被形象化的，而这也是回教世界愤怒的主要导火线。

先知不能被形象化，阿拉更不用说了，当然他们的雕像是不可能在这个星球上出现。这到底是历史没有记载到先知的样貌，还是对先知的一种尊重，或者是一种无名的恐惧呢？！？！

有些基督教徒时常说其他宗教徒（尤其是佛道两教）膜拜偶像，拜“魔鬼”的化身，唉。不知者无罪嘛。当然，稍微了解佛教的人都知道是谁在拜啦。
封建迂腐的人才认为佛“住在”佛像里。

然而，说他人“拜偶像”的通常出自是那些寻求“超自然的外力”来得到解脱的人之口中。

好，回归正题。像有错吗？为什么有些宗教不需要像呢？

我们看到某某人的像，就会回想那人的生平事迹和丰功伟绩。
例如，
看到孔子，就想到礼义廉耻，以德服人，以礼相待。
看到佛陀，就想到破迷开悟的大智慧（觉正净）。
看到菩萨，就想到慈悲喜舍地普渡众生。
看到耶稣，就想到为了救赎人类的痛苦而牺牲的伟大。
看到圣玛丽亚，就想到母爱。
看到毛泽东，就想到中国人民站起来了。
看到林连玉，就想到华教不能亡
看到国家英雄纪念碑，就想到建国的辛酸和血泪。
看到自己的祖先，就想到有你才有我。

可是回教徒呢？阿拉和先知都没有像？？只能用一堆阿拉伯字表示，怎么办？！
凭空想象？自我捏造？？当恶念来的时候，用什么法子抑制呢？
所以，不知不觉中，奥萨马或者是科梅尼就成了某些极端分子心中的“佛陀”或“耶稣”。

我认为“偶像”的定义不是拿来拜的，而只是用来纪念一个伟人，并把他当作自己的学习对象，恶念来时，可以用他的像来净化自己的心灵。

这些是他们说过的。。

2006-02-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

佛学之博大精深，虽有圣哲无所措手。
----康有为

佛比所有的学说和教条显得更加伟大。千百年来，他的启示一直震撼着人类。
----著名政治家尼赫鲁

佛教的理论，使上智人不能不信。
-----近代思想家章太炎

佛教徒处在理性思维的高级阶段。人类到释迦牟尼佛时代，辩证思维才成熟。辩证法最初来源于佛教。
-----恩格斯

请看菩萨（系指释尊）的慈悲，不但施于人类，而是广泛及于一切众生。
-----印度总理甘地（“甘地自叙传”第七章）

在世界宗教中，只有佛教是切实地以系统理性的分析来考察生活中的问题，并寻找解决问题的方法。　
-----世界著名学者巴格尔

释迦牟尼真是大哲，我平常对人生有许多难以解答的问题，他居然早已明白的启示了。
-----鲁迅

假使没有佛教因果律，宇宙就只有混乱。
----世界几何学之父威勒博士

佛教大矣，孔次大，耶为小。
----近代思想家谭嗣同

佛教不但不是迷信，而且是破除迷信最彻底的学理，科学造诣深者，愈能解释佛经中素心的真义。
----中国现代科学家尤智表

佛教是历史上唯一真正注重和依据实证的宗教。
----著名哲学家尼采

通过特殊的催眠方法约有百分之七十的人，可鲜明地回忆前世记忆，甚至有的可追忆到自已前九世的境况。
----美国心理学家文巴克博士

佛教本身蕴藏极深的智慧，它对宇宙人生的洞察，有着独到和深刻的发现。
----上海同济大学陈从周教授

只要日月继续存在，只要人类还继续生活在这个星球上，佛教就会一直延续去。
-----斯里兰卡总理班达拉奈克

佛教以出世的精神，于入世的事业。
-----著名美学家朱光潜

释迦牟尼佛是把智慧之光投射人类心灵的第一人。
-----印度总统拉克斯坦

我认为佛学的提倡，不特于对科学毫无抵触，而且能使科学的方法上加一层深密，
科学的分类上加一层正确，科学的效果上加一层保证。
----早期马克思哲学宣传者李石岑

佛法之广大精深，余所素信不疑者也。
-----中国共产党创始人陈独秀

辩证法在佛教中已达到很精细的程度。
-----马克思

无常的社会观，菩萨行的人生观，引导我走上了革命道路。
-----早期革命家瞿秋白

出家人是最高尚最伟大的，顺治皇帝曾作"黄金白玉非为贵，唯有袈裟披肩难"之赞誉。
-----著名书画曲剧家李叔同

发展科学，庄严国土，佛教论文，利乐有情。
----李铁映为《佛教科学论》出版题词
　

佛教文化对中国伦理道德等产生了很大影响，其许多主张同我们现在提倡的精神文明的思想是一致的。
-----李瑞环　

佛学不可不学，办了佛学院，两年毕业，专弄政治，这个办法不行，
得搞四年，光政治好，佛学上没有学问是不行的。
----毛泽东一九六年一月二十二日同班禅大师的谈话

佛教教义崇尚和平，向世界宣扬佛的和平主义，是我们每一个佛子都应有的责任。
-----印度前总理尼赫鲁

在科学上，几乎每件事都是超过你直接经验的。世间人往往仅以自已的见闻和经验来评判事物，但他不知道，我们的感觉和经验经常在欺骗自已。
-----著名物理学家威斯柯夫

佛学乃哲学之母，研究佛学，可补科学之偏。
-----孙中山

如果有一个能够应付现代科学需求，又能与科学相依共存的宗教，那必定是佛教。
-----爱因斯坦

我本人是科学家，但对佛法同样感兴趣。我认为佛法与科学是一而二而一的。
----沈家祯博士

佛学广矣，大矣，深矣，微矣，切于人事，证于实用，实天地间最高尚圆满，深地著名之学说也。佛教之信仰，乃智信而非迷信。
------梁启超

佛教所开示的法，包含内容的广大深奥，确实无与伦比。
----英国著名学者克里

小故事大智慧（耐心欣赏）

2006-02-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

「就讓我解釋一下，信耶穌在科學上有甚麼問題。」一個無神論的哲學教授上課時說。他頓了一頓，叫了一個新生站起來，問：「孩子，你是基督徒吧，是不是？」

「是，先生。」

「那麼你是信上帝了？」

「絕對是。」

「上帝是不是善的？」

「當然！上帝是善的。」

「對了。」

「那麼你是善還是惡？」

「聖經說我是惡的。」

教授露齒而笑：「啊，聖經！」他想了一回，說：「給你一個問題。如果這裏有個病了的人，你有能力醫治他，你會醫治他嗎？起碼試一試？」

「我會的，先生。」

「那麼你便是善的了……」

「我可不會這樣說。」

「為甚麼不會呢？當你有能力，你會去幫助生病和殘廢的人……事實上當我們有能力，我們大部份人都會這樣做……但上帝不會。」

沒有回應。

「祂沒有這樣做呀，祂有嗎？我的兄弟是基督徒，他患了癌症，懇求耶穌醫治，可是結果他死了。耶穌怎會是善的？唔？你能答我嗎？」

沒有回應。

老人表示同情，「不，你不能回答，是嗎？」他拿起書桌上的杯子，喝了一口水，好讓那學生有時間喘一口氣。教哲學時，得對初學者寬容一點。「年輕人，我們再開始過吧。」

「呃……是。」

「撒旦是不是善的？」

「不是。」

「撒旦從那裡來？」

那學生支吾地說：「從……上帝那兒……」

「對了，上帝造了撒旦，是不是？」老人用瘦骨嶙峋的手梳梳稀薄的頭髮，對嘻嘻笑著的學生聽眾說：「各位，我想這個學期將會十分有趣。」他回過頭來，對那個基督徒學生說：「孩子，告訴我，這個世界是否有惡存在？」

「是的，先生。」

「哪裡都充滿了惡，是不是？上帝是不是創造所有東西？」

「誰創造了惡？」

沒有回應。

「世上有疾病，是不是？不道德呢？仇恨呢？醜陋呢？所有使人苦惱的事──存在於這個世界嗎？」

那學生顯得坐立不安，勉強答道：「是的。」

「誰創造它們？」

沒有回答。

教授忽然提高聲調說：「是誰創造它們的？請告訴我！」教授把臉湊到那基督徒學生面前。

一把輕而平穩的聲音說：「孩子，上帝創造了所有的惡，是不是？」

沒有回應。那學生嘗試堅定地直視教授，但失敗了。教授突然走開，在班前踱來踱去，活像一隻老黑豹。全班都被迷住。「告訴我，」他說，「這個上帝不斷地創造一切的惡，衪怎會是善的？」教授揮舞著雙臂以包括著世上所有的邪惡。「這個善的上帝所造的仇恨、殘酷、痛苦、折磨、死亡和醜陋，以及所有苦難充斥著這個世界，是嗎，年輕人？」

沒有回應。

「你看不見這一切都在嗎？唔？」

教授走上前，對那學生輕聲說﹕「上帝是善嗎？」

沒有回應。

「孩子，你信耶穌嗎？」

那學生顫抖的聲音出賣了他：「教授，我信。」

老人惋惜地搖搖頭。「科學說你有五官去確認和觀察你周遭的世界。你有看見過耶穌嗎？」

「先生，我沒有。我從來沒看見過他。」

「那告訴我們，你有聽見過耶穌嗎？」

「我沒有，先生。」

「你有否觸摸過你的耶穌、嚐到你的耶穌、或是嗅到你的耶穌……
實際上，你對上帝有沒有任何感官認知（譯按：請注意，教授沒有說這個認知是直接還是間接、透過儀器等等的）？」

沒有回應。

「請回答我。」

「沒有的，先生。我恐怕沒有。」

「你恐怕……你沒有？」

「沒有，先生。」

「你還信祂？」

「……是……」

「那真需要信心呀！」教授向學生微笑：「根據實證、可測試和可證實的定律，科學說你的上帝不存在。孩子，你以為怎樣？你的上帝在哪裡？」

那學生答不上來。

「請坐下。」

那位基督徒坐下來……被擊敗了。

另一個基督徒舉手說：「教授，我可以發言嗎？」

教授微笑著說：「啊，另一個基督徒先鋒！來，來，年輕人，給大家說些恰當的見識。」

那基督徒環視房中四周，「先生，你正在提出一些有趣的論點。現在我有一個問題想問你。有一樣東西叫熱嗎？」

「有，」教授答，「世上有熱。」

「有一樣東西叫冷嗎？」

「有的，孩子，世上亦有冷。」

「沒有的，先生，世上沒有冷。」

教授的笑容凝結起來。班房突然變得很冷。第二個基督徒繼續說：「你有很多種熱，很熱、超熱、巨熱、白熱、少少熱或是沒有熱，但我們沒有一樣東西叫『冷」』。我們有零下458度（譯按：華氏），這是沒有熱，但就不可以再降低些。沒有一樣東西是叫冷的，不然我們會有冷過零下458度的溫度──先生，你看，冷只是一個用來形容欠缺熱的字。我們不能量度冷。因為熱是能量，熱可用熱量單位來量度。冷不是熱的相反，先生，這只是熱的欠缺。」

……一片死寂。

教授回應：「首先，我沒有說過冷是熱的相反。你暗示我有，硬說成是我說的。冷是熱的相對量度方式，特別是低過零度時。所有零下的溫度都可以用冷的定義來形容。如我所說，冷不是熱的相反，僅是一個對熱、涉及它在絕對零度的相對狀態的描述。再者，我能引申你論點的前提，及將之應用在對體積的描述。沒有一樣東西叫收縮，因為小只是大的欠缺，或者體積增長的欠缺。宇宙中最小的粒子是在原子邊緣的電子。所有收縮的東西都只能收縮到這個體積，不能再小，我們可以說收縮不存在嗎？」

那基督徒困惑、迷亂起來。這個基督徒已準備放棄，不然他就會說出不知所謂的東西，在餘下的學期成為別人的笑柄。

寂靜掠過班房。一陣短暫的停頓後，聽眾開始騷動起來，靠在椅邊跟鄰座交換意見。

一張紙從那個基督徒的手中落下來。紙上是一份他預先準備好的問題清單；那些問題現在提出來就太荒謬了。由於那個基督徒差不多準備返回座位，他被要求留下來挑戰教授。他只好不情願地照做。

「教授，這個世上有沒有一樣東西叫黑暗？我知這現在是一條愚蠢問題。」

「孩子，這現在的確是一條愚蠢問題。如果沒有黑暗的狀態，夜晚是甚麼？你在指責甚麼……？上帝不是在你的聖經說『讓這裡有黑暗』'嗎？你在否認這個所謂上帝的舉動嗎？」

「那麼你是說有一樣東西叫黑暗了？」

「我會答『是』──假如用你的說法、根據你的聖經；我會答『否』──因為黑暗是一個狀態而不是一件東西。」

「你又錯了，先生。黑暗不是某種東西，而是欠缺某種東西。你能夠有低光、正常光、強光、閃光，但如果你連續地沒有光，你是甚麼都沒有，而這叫黑暗，是不是？」

教授稱：「笨蛋，這正是我所說的。我說黑暗不是一種東西，就像飢餓、細小、富有、貧窮、黑暗、光明都不是一種東西。黑暗可以是某東西相對存在的狀態。」

「這是我們用來為字詞定義的意思。在真實情況下，黑暗不是一樣東西。如果它存在，你就可以造些較暗的黑暗及給我一瓶黑暗。教授，你可否……給我一瓶較暗的黑暗？」

「當然，只有像你的笨蛋才會問一條問題誤導別人去表示黑暗是一樣東西。你可否給我一瓶『細小』、『飢餓』。你的上帝自稱全能又可否如此？」

儘管佔了上風，教授還是對他眼前厚顏的年青人微笑。「這將會是一個很好的學期。年輕人，你介意告訴我們多些你的想法嗎？」

「好的，教授。我的意思是，你的哲學前提一開始就錯了，所以你的結論必定有錯……」

教授生氣起來：「錯了……？你好大膽……」

「先生，我可以解釋一下我的意思嗎」

全班都豎起耳朵。

「解釋……噢，解釋吧……」教授幫那基督徒從剛才給教授智慧的表現鎮懾的不穩狀態恢復過來。

一如平常，他是如此和藹可親的。他揮動雙手安靜全班，讓那學生繼續說。

「你正在二元論方法的前提上下工夫，」那基督徒解釋道，「例如有生存有死亡，有好神有壞神。你將上帝的概念看成有限的、我們可量度的東西。先生，科學連思想都解釋不了。它用到電力和磁力，但這些都不曾被看見，對它們離完全了解還差得遠。將死亡視作生存的相反，是忽視死亡不是一種實在的東西的事實。死亡不是生存的相反，僅是生存的欠缺。」　　

「我有說過生存是死亡的相反嗎？我有說過用二元論方法來看待事物嗎？沒有一個狀態是相反的。就像嬰兒不是老人的相反、或健康的新生女嬰不是患癌的老婆婆的相反。所有東西的狀態只存在於一條連續統一體的線上。人類是四腳動物和植物的延續。這是進化，著眼於生長的科學。你從未見過人家寫聖經，我們可不可說聖經是外太空生物寫成的？」

那年輕人從書桌拿起一份鄰座在看的報紙。「教授，這是這個國家其中一家最下流的小報。是不是有樣東西叫不道德？」

「當然不是，經驗和事實的好壞只在於我們為它賦與的意義。沒有東西是不道德的，就如沒有東西是道德的。」

「先生，你又錯了。你看，不道德僅是道德的欠缺。有沒有一樣東西叫不公義？沒有。不公義是公義的欠缺。有沒有一樣東西叫惡？」那基督徒頓了一頓。「惡是否善的欠缺？」

「不是，不道德不是道德的欠缺。不道德是持有此看法的人眼中的道德。就是如此。」

那基督徒繼續說：「教授，如果世上有惡，而我們都認同，那麼上帝──如果存在──必定是透過一個有惡的機制在工作。那是甚麼工作呢？聖經告訴我們，這工作是看看我們每個人自由意志的意願，是選擇善還是惡。」

「邪惡與正義是一個零和遊戲，原則上互相抵銷對方。一個人的舉動可以被同時考慮成邪惡和正義。它們同時存在，並非互相排斥。為甚麼你覺得即使上帝存在，祂也是在工作的？這只是你的假設，認為上帝不會袖手旁觀。如果邪惡是那個機制，那它的目的是去減弱那所謂正義，因為這同樣是一個零和遊戲。」

教授面露慍色：「作為一個哲學科學家，我不會將這個情況視為可在任何選擇上做任何事；作為一個實在論者，我絕對不承認上帝這概念或其他神學因素等可作為對世事解釋之一部份，因為上帝是不可被觀察的。」

那基督徒回應：「我覺得在世上，上帝道德準則的欠缺（譯按：學生的意思是指不道德）大概是最能被觀察的現象。」

「甚麼東西令你覺得，只因道德準則不是出自聖經這個世界就沒有道德準則？」

「每週對它的報道為報紙賺來以億計的金錢啊！」

「那麼報紙對基督徒暴力舉動的報道呢？我們經常讀到類似的新聞。那些人給上帝的意願控制了思想。」

「教授，告訴我，你會告訴學生他們是從猴子進化出來嗎？」

「如果你是說自然進化過程，年輕人，我當然會。」

「先生，你有親眼觀察過進化嗎？」

教授冷冷地瞪著他的學生。

「教授，由於連觀察過進化的人都沒有，連證明這個過程是在進行都不能，先生，你這豈不是在教授你的意見而已？抑或說你此刻不是科學家，而是傳教士？」

教授不滿地說：「你能證明你的胃已經吸收了你今天的早餐嗎？五十年前的早餐又怎樣？你能用肉眼證明地球是圓的而不需任何科學儀器？如果你目睹有人槍擊一個受害者，由於子彈進入受害人的身體後就永遠不能被你看見，你能證明那受害人真的被子彈所殺嗎？如果你在法庭作證，指你目睹甲向乙開槍，你不只在提供意見。再者，子彈被槍管射出飛過空中，快得你永遠看不見。如果我們連自己的觀察都不能相信，你和你的上帝的精神連繫還有啥值得相信。在哲學討論中，我就即管不理你的無禮行為。現在你說完沒有？」

「那麼你不接受上帝的道德準則去衡量甚麼是正義？」

「如果任何人相信任何一套道德準則，他只會很易受影響去相信任何其他的道德準則──我選擇科學！」

「啊，科學！」那學生露出鄙夷的笑容。「先生，你正確地指出科學是觀察現象的學問。科學的前提同樣有錯……」　　

教授急促地說：「科學沒有錯，只是你現在對科學的理解有錯。科學在人類在世上漫步前早已存在。所有的答案已在，它們只是在等待被發現。」

教授的洞察令全班騷動起來。那基督徒一直站著，直至騷動平息下來。

「為了引申你先前向另一位同學提出的論點，我可否給你一個例子來解釋我的意思？」

教授明智地保持沉默。　　

那基督徒環視房中四周。「班上有沒有人看見過教授的腦袋？」

全班爆發出巨大的笑聲。　　

那基督徒指向他年老、漸漸垮掉的導師。　　

「這裡有沒有人聽見過教授的腦袋……觸摸過教授的腦袋、嚐過或嗅過教授的腦袋？」　　

看來沒有人試過。那基督徒惋惜地搖搖頭。「看來沒有人對教授的腦袋有任何感官認知。那麼，根據實證、可測試和可證實的定律，科學說教授沒有腦袋。」　　

教授回應道：「讓我糾正你的錯誤。就說一個盲人永遠看不見你這實體，你能說你從未存在過嗎？這個世界能被看見，但又能被一些糖衣包裝、由一些不誠實、無原則的政客或宗教領袖放出的偏見所蒙蔽。」

班上一片混亂，為教授歡呼狂喜。

那基督徒慚愧地坐下……因為這正是他原本應有的狀態。

學生的古怪言論引起了教授的興趣。教授於是問他有沒有閱讀過任何關於科學的東西。

「沒有啊，」學生說。「我所知道的都從教會聽回來。」

「孩子，那正好解釋你對科學的無知。」教授說。「對一種東西的經驗知識不一定來自直接觀察。我們可以觀察那東西引起的效果而知道它一定存在。電子從來未被觀察，但它們能產生一道能被觀察的痕跡，所以我們知道它們存在。」

「哦，」基督徒說。

「沒有人觀察過我的心臟，但我們能聽到它跳動。我們也可從別人的經驗知識得知，沒有人可以沒有心臟（真的還是人造的）而生存，最少在沒有連接到一些醫療設備的情況下。所以我們知道我有心臟，就算我們未見過它。」

「哦。這很合理，」基督徒學生說。

「同樣地，我們可以知道我有個腦袋。如果我沒有的話，我就不能說話、走路等等了，不是嗎？」教授說。

「大概不能了。」

「事實上，如果我沒有腦袋的話，我就不能做任何事了。或許，除了成為一位電視傳道家吧。」全場大笑，就連那位基督徒也笑了。

「進化論已被知道是真的，是因為証據。」教授繼續說。「它是對化石紀錄最好的解釋。就連有名的創造論家也承認，由爬蟲類到哺乳類動物的演變，在化石紀錄中有良好的證據。一個創造論家的辯論小組，包括Michael Behe和Philip Johnson等，在一埸電視轉播的辯論中正承認這點。那是在Buckley的"Firing Line"節目中。你有收看嗎？」

那位基督徒學生清清嗓子，然後低聲說：「我的母親不準許我收看教育電視節目。她認為那會削弱我的信心。」

教授搖頭嘆息。「知識確是削弱信仰的途徑呢，」他說。「但無論如何，進化論是對已被觀察的現象的最好解釋。」

基督徒急忙問：「你－你指我們見過它？」

「當然了。進化就在最近發生過，而且還繼續發生。並非在夏威夷土生土長的鳥和昆蟲在數世紀前被送到該地。他們都已進化成能夠適應當地的植物。所以，進化在有紀錄的歷史，而且是近代的歷史中發生過。你知道嗎？」

「病毒和疾病也進化成有抗藥性。這不僅能被觀察，更是科學家每日需要對抗的主要問題之一。倫敦地下鐵路隧道裏的蚊字因為與其他蚊子群隔絕而進化成另一個種類。但是，進化論談夠了。那和我們的論題－惡－沒有關係，對嗎？」

「嗯......」

「它和我們的論題有什麼關係呢？」

「如果你不信上帝的話，你一定是相信我們從猿猴而來。」

教授笑著說：「進化論者並不相信人是由猿或猴而來。他們相信的是人和猿有共同祖先。」

「哇！」基督徒說。「教會不是這樣告訴的。」

「我能肯定。他們不能反駁進化論，所以才散佈關於進化論的謊言。但你不知道很多基督徒也相信上帝透過進化來創造人嗎？」

「我不知道。」

「事實上，在我剛才提到的辯論會中，四位講員中的兩位都是有神論者。其中一位更是教士呢。」

「真的嗎？」

「真的。很多基督教教派都接受進化論。天主教作為基督教最大的教派，也和進化論相容。所以進化論在這裏不相干，對嗎？」

「沒錯。」

「就算只有無神論才能相信進化論，而這不是真的，甚至就算沒有証據支持進化論，而這也不是真的，這也不能解釋惡，對嗎？那是沒有關係的。」

「我明白了，」基督徒說。「我也不知道為什麼我會提出這論點。我想我以為那是沒有証據而相信的例子。」

「嗯，」教授說。「如你所見，並不是如此。進化論有很多支持的証據，就算它真的沒有証據，這也和惡的論題無關。當我們繼續哲學課時，你就會明白如何運用你的理解能力去把重要的和無關的問題分開。」

「我想我已在學習呢，」學生凝視著地上說。

「讓我們回到惡的問題，」教授說。「你說惡是善的欠缺。那如何解決惡的問題呢？」

學生沒趣地答：「如果惡是善的欠缺，那麼上帝就沒有創造惡。」很明顯，這是他死記硬背，經常重覆的答案。

教授聳聳肩膀說：「好了，現在就假設這是真的。但這仍然沒有解釋惡。如果一次海嘯把一個城鎮夷為平地，奪去十萬人的性命，那是惡嗎？」

「那是善的欠缺，」學生說。

「那就如何？問題是為什麼上帝不阻止這場災難。如果上帝是全能的，衪可以阻止它。如果上帝是全知的，衪也會知道它何時發生。所以他是否創造了那次海嘯並不重要。我們要知道的是衪為什麼不做任何事去阻止它。」

學生顯得很困惑：「但衪為什麼要阻止它？這不是衪的錯呢。」

「如果一個人有能力去阻止海嘯把城鎮夷為平地，並這個人故意沒有去阻止它，我們不會說這個人是善的。就算那人說，『那不是我的錯，』我們也會因為一個人在上千人要死去時見死不救而吃驚。所以，如果上帝能阻止天災而沒有做的話，我們按此推理就不應說上帝是善的。事實上，我們大概會說上帝是惡的。」

基督徒學生想了一會，說：「我想我需要認同。」

「所以把惡重新定義為善的欠缺，完全沒有解決惡的問題，」教授說。「極其量，那只顯示了上帝沒有創造它，但沒有解釋為什麼上帝沒有阻止它。」

基督徒學生向教授擺動著手指說：「但這是根據我們人的標準。如果上帝有更高的道德觀呢？我們不能用我們的標準判斷他。」

教授笑了。「那麼你的論辯就失敗了。如果你承認上帝不符答我們對善的標準，我們就不應稱他為善。論辯完畢。」

「我不明白啊，」學生皺著眉說。

「如果我在外面看到一輛有四個輪胎，一個金屬車身，一個駕駛盤，一個馬達等的車輛，而它符合汽車的定義的話，它是一輛汽車嗎？」

「當然是了。」基督徒學生說。「汽車就是這樣的。」

「但如果有人說，按照另一些定義，它能算是一輛飛機。那是否意味著它不是一輛汽車？」

「不，」學生說。「它仍然符合汽車的定義。那就是我們說它是汽車的意思。它不符合飛機的定義，所以我們不應那樣稱呼它。」

「正確。」教授說。「如果它符合那定義，它就是那東西。如果神上帝符合善的定義，衪就是善的。如果衪不符合的話，它就不是。如果你承認衪不符合我們對善的定義，衪就不是善的。說衪或許根據另一些定義是善的，毫無用處。如果我們想知道根據我們的定義，衪是否善的話，你已答了那問題。上帝不是善的。」

「我不能相信！」基督徒學生說。「換成數分鐘前，我或許已經在取笑神不是善的說法。現在我卻同意。上帝不符合善的定義，所以衪不是善的。」

「慢著，」學生說。「就算我們不稱衪為善，根據另一些標準，上帝仍可以是善的。任憑我們如何想，上帝仍然可以根據衪自己的道德觀說衪是善的。就算我們不能稱衪為善，那不代表他在另一些標準中也不是善的。無論如何，衪可以有自己的一套定義呢。」

「唉呀，你不會想推進上帝可能在另一些標準中為善的看法的。」教授說。

「有何不可？」

「如果衪對事物的定義和我們的截然不同，衪也可能對其他的事物有著和我們不同的看法。衪可能對永賞、永生等都有自己的一套看法。你在天堂的永生可能只有一年，也可能是一千年的折磨。上帝可以說，衪有自己一套包括痛苦折磨的定義。」

「對啊！」基督說跳起來睜著眼說。「如果上帝可以重新定義任何詞語的話，任何事情也可以發生。上帝可以把所有信徒都送進我們稱為地獄的地方，然後說那裏是天堂。衪可以給我們在天堂十天，然後說那是衪對永恆的定義！」

「現在你總算在思考了！」教授指著學生說。「這正是哲學課要為學生帶來的。」

基督徒學生繼續說：「上帝也可以答應給我們永生然後不給我們，說那是衪對遵守承諾的定義！」

「是的，是的，」教授說。

「我真不敢相信我曾經迷上基督教這東西。它是那麼的不堪一擊，」學生搖頭說。「只要想一陣子，教會在主日學中教我的所有論據全都崩潰了。」

「看來就是了」教授說。

「我今晚就要去我的教會，把我的想法告訴牧師。他們從沒有把如此重要的事告訴我。而且他們肯定沒有告訴我關於進化論的真相呢！」

那位學生，站起來的時候還是一位基督徒，現在坐下來時已變成一位無宗教信仰者。他還開始運用他的腦袋－因為這正是腦袋的作用。其他學生看到他坐在那裏，都目瞪口呆好一陣子。他們知道，他們都見證了一個人生命的轉變，就是一位年青人的心智從謊言和教條轉向對真相樸實的追求。

學生你看看我，我看看你，然後開始鼓掌。這再變成了歡呼喝彩。教授也大笑著，滿意地向學生鞠躬。當學生都安靜下來後，教授繼續講課。從此，哲學課上每天坐無虛席，直到學期的結束。

随

2006-02-04T09:56:00.000+08:00

随时、随性、随遇、随缘、随喜

三伏天，禅院的草地枯黄了一大片。
“快撒点草籽吧！好难看啊！”小和尚说。
“等天凉了。”师父挥挥手，“随时！”
中秋，师父买了一包草籽，叫小和尚播种。
秋风起，草籽边撒边飘。
“不好了！好多种子都被风吹飞了。”小和尚喊。
“没关系，吹走的多半是空的，撒下去也发不了芽。”师父说，“随性！”
撒完种子，跟着就飞来几只小鸟啄食。
“要命了！种子都被鸟吃了！”小和尚急得跳脚。
“没关系！种子多，吃不完！”师父说，“随遇！”
半夜一阵骤雨，小和尚早晨冲进禅房：
“师父！这下真完了！好多草籽被雨冲走了！”
“冲到哪儿，就在哪儿发！”师父说，“随缘！”
一个多星期过去。
原来光秃的地面，居然长出许多青翠的草苗。一些原来没播种的角落，也泛出了绿意。
小和尚高兴得直拍手。
师父点点头：“随喜！”

随不是跟随，是顺其自然，不怨怼，不躁进，不过度，不强求。
随不是随便，是把握机遇，不悲观，不刻板，不慌乱，不忘形。

Albert Einstein and Buddhism

2006-01-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

"The religion of the future will be a cosmic religion. Buddhism has the characteristics of what would be expected in a cosmic religion for the future: it transcends a personal God, avoids dogmas and theology; it covers both the natural & spiritual, and it is based on a religious sense aspiring from the experience of all things, natural and spiritual, as a meaningful unity. Buddhism answers this description. If there is any religion that would cope with modern scientific needs, it would be Buddhism."- Albert Einstein

[1954, from Albert Einstein:The Human Side, edited by Helen Dukas and Banesh Hoffman, Princeton University Press]

Racial Discrimination in Malaysia

2006-01-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

From China Daily BBS

List of Racial Discrimination in Malaysia

List of Racial Discriminations in Malaysia, practiced by Gov’t as well as Gov’t agencies. This list is an open secret. Best verified by Gov’t itself because it got the statistics. This list is not in the order of importance,. that means the first one on the list is not the most important and the last one on the list does not mean least important.

This list is a common knowledge to a lot of Malaysians, especially those Non-Malays (Tamils, Chinese, Ibans, Kadazans, orang asli, Christians, etc) who were being racially discriminated. Figures in this list are estimates only and please take it as a guide only. Gov’t of Malaysia has the most correct figures. Is Gov’t of Malaysia too ashamed to publish their racist acts by publishing racial statistics?

This list cover a period of about 47 years since Independence (1957).

List of racial discriminations (Malaysia):

50 road names (at least) had been change from Chinese names to other names.

10 all public universities Vice chancellors are Malays

99% of 2000 Petronas gasoline stations are owned by Malays

99% of Petronas directors are Malays

2% is what Chinese New Village get compare with 98% of what Malays kampongs (villages) got for rural development budget.

1000 While a Chinese parent with RM1000 salary (monthly) cannot get school-text-book-loan, a Malay parents with RM2000 salary is eligible.

5% of all new intake for gov’t nurses, police, army is Non-Malays.

2.5% is Gov’t budget for Chinese primary schools. Tamil school got only 1%, Malay school got 96.5%

15% Discount for a Malay to buy a house, regardless whether the Malay is rich or poor.

5% The gov’t universities lecturers of Non-Malay origins had been reduced from about 70% in 1965 to only 5% in 2004

2% is the percentage of Non-Malays gov’t servants in Putrajaya (the new gov’t administrative capital).. But Malays make up. 98%

7% is the percentage of Chinese gov’t servants in the whole gov’t (in 2004), drop from 30% in 1960

2% is the present Chinese staff in RMAF (Royal Malaysian Air Force), drop from 40% in 1960

0 of the gov’t TV statio ns (TV1 , TV2, TV3) are directors of Non-Malays origin

2 million Malaysian Chinese had emigrated oversea since 40 years ago.

0.5 million Tamils Malaysians emigrated oversea

3 million Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became Malaysian citizens with Bumiputra status.

0 Non-bumi are allowed to get shop lots in the new Muar bus station (Nov 2004)

1 Out of all the 5 major banks, only one bank is multi-racial, The rest are controlled by Malays.

10% place for Non-Bumi students for MARA science schools beginning from year 2003, But, only 7% are filled. Before that it was 100% Malays.

1 Catholic church in Shah Alam took 20 years to apply to be constructed. but told by Malay authority that it must look like a factory and not look like a church. Still not yet approved in 2004.

10 times, at least, Malays (especially UMNO) had threatened to massacre the Chinese Malaysians using May 13 since 1969

50 cases whereby Chinese and Indian Malaysi ans are beaten up in the Khidmat Negara (National Service) program in 2003.

8000 B is the total amount (RM 8000 Billion Rnggit) the Gov’t channeled to Malays pockets through ASN, ASB, Tabung Haji, privatisation of Gov’t agencies, MARA, etc through NEP over 34 years period.

25% is Chinese population in 2004, drop from 45% in 1957

20 reported cases whereby Malay ambulance attendance treated Chinese patients inhumanely and Malay Gov’t hospital staffs purposely delay attending to Chinese patients in 2003. Unreported cases may be 200.

600,000 are the Tamil and Chinese Malaysians with red IC and was rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60 % of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenship compare with the Chinese and Indians.

95% of Gov’t contracts are given to Malays.

3 only 3 out of 12 Human Rights item s are ratified by Malaysia Gov’t since 1960

0 Elimination of All Forms of Racial Discrimination (UN Human Rights) is not ratified by Malaysia Gov’t. since 1960s

5% Only 5% is given to Non-Malays for Gov’t scholarships over 40 years.

0 Chinese or Tamils were sent to Japan & Korea under “Look East Policy”.

100% All business licensees are controlled by Malay gov’t e.g. Taxi permits, AP permit etc.

2 Chinese taxi drivers were barred from driving in JB Larkin bus station. There are about 30 taxi drivers and 3 are Chinese in Oct 2004. Spoiling taxi club properties was the reason given.

80% of the Chinese rice millers in Kedah had to be sold to Malay controlled Bernas in 1980s. Otherwise, life is make difficult for Chinese rice millers.

10 At least 10 Chinese owned bus companies (throughout Malaysia, throughout 40 years) had to be sold to MARA or other Malay transport companies due to rejection by Malay authority to Chinese application for bus routes and rejection for their application for new buses.

1 Dewan Gan Boon Leong (in Malacca) was altered to other name (e.g. Dewan Serbaguna or sort ) when it was being officially used for a few days. Gov’t try to shun Chinese names. This racism happened in around year 2000 or sort.

100% All contractors working under Petronas projects must be Bumiputra status.

3% of Petronas employees are Chinese.

30 gov’t produced TV dramas and film always showed that the bad guys had Chinese; face and the good guys had Malay face. You can check it out since 1970s. Recent years, this tendency become less.

100 big companies set up, managed and owned by Chinese Malaysians were taken over / bought over by gov’t / Malays and later managed by Malays since 1970s e.g. UMBC, MISC, UTC, etc

100 constituencies (states and parliaments) had been racistly re-delineated so that Chinese voters were diluted so that Chinese candidates particularly DAP candidates lost in election since 1970s.

20 constituencies won by DAP would not get funds from gov’t to develop. Or, these Chinese majority constituencies would be the last to be developed.

0 temples / churches were built for each Taman (housing estates). But, every Taman got at least one mosque / surau built.

3000 mosques / surau were built in all Taman throughout Malaysia since 1970. No temples, no churches are required to be built in Taman.

2637 Malay primary schools built since 1968 – 2000

48 Chinese primary schools closed. down since 1968 – 2000

144 Tamil primary schools closed down since 1968 – 2000

128 STPM Chinese top students could not get into the course that they aspired i.e. Medicine (in 2004)

1 publishing of Bible in Iban language banned (in 2002?)

20 cases every year whereby Chinese drivers who accidentally knocked down Malays were seriously assaulted or killed by Malays.

50 cases each year whereby Chinese, especially Chinese youths being beaten up by Malay youths in public places. We may check at police reports provided the police took the report, otherwise, there will be no record.

7% is the present (2004) Malaysian Indians population, a drop from 12% in 1957

0 percent of Non-Malays staffs is legally required in Malay companies. But there must be 30 % Malays staffs in Chinese companies.

12% is what ASN / ASB got per annum while banks’ fixed deposit is only about 3.5% per annum.

There are hundreds more racial discriminations in Malaysia to add to this list of “colossal” racism. It is hoped that the victims of racism will write in to expose racism. Malaysian Government should publish statistics showing how much Malays had benefited from the “special rights” of Malays and at the same time tell the statistics of how much other minority races are being discriminated. Hence, the responsibility lies in the Malaysian gov’t itself to publish unadulterated statistics of racial discrimination. If the Malaysia gov’t hide the statistics above, then there must be some evil doings, immoral doings, sinful doings and shameful doings, like the Nazi, going on onto the Non-Malays of Malaysia.

Civilized nation, unlike evil Nazi, must publish statistics to show its treatment on its minority races, This is what Malaysia must publish...We are asking for the publication of the statistics showing how “implementation of special rights of Malays” had inflicted colossal racial discri mination onto Non-Malays.

Anyway, I still love MALAYSIA!!!!!

佳礼宗教论坛

2006-01-09T22:53:00.000+08:00

在这个宗教论坛里，对我来说，好像是在打宣传战，打得不亦乐乎，把宗教变成了商品似的，完全忽略了宗教的本来意义。

我认为佛教和基督教是不能被比较的，这就好像橙和苹果之比，没得比啊！

其实佛教和基督教根本就没有冲突点，可以说是没有个理由去争执。而人类是怎样来？世界怎样形成？这些应该对我们不重要吧，即使让我们知道了，又如何呢？
耶稣是父亲，佛陀是老师，互不相干。同时拥有父亲和老师，是很正常的呀。好的父亲希望自己的孩子有个好老师，好的老师也希望学生能有好父亲。所以说，佛教和基督教是互补性的。

我觉得每个宗教的正真宗旨是教导信徒行善断恶，救助不幸者，让这世界没有战争，没有屠杀，让这个世界变得更和平、更美丽。不幸的是，纵横历史，少部分的政客却利用神的名义、佛的言论来达到本身的政治目的，煽动一群对社会现状不满的无知者，并挑起他们对金银财宝的贪欲，然后搞个圣战，不是为了上帝，只是为了满足自己的权欲。

十字军东征、欧洲宗教战争、中东战争、波斯湾战争、两伊战争、911恐怖袭击、卡伊达、塔利班、太平天国、白莲教、靖国神社或者某某圣战组织等等，其实他们都是叛教者，他们不配做神的子民、佛的弟子，因为他们歪曲了自己的宗教。

我们现在这个社会是个人心和环境皆污染的社会，什么攫夺、打抢、奸杀等犯罪事件层出不穷，恐怖袭击、种族暴力事件更是令人目不忍睹。这是身为宗教“学者”的我们该讨论的，而不是作无谓的“公说公有理，婆说婆有理。”

我们应该团结一致，把我们的福音、我们的法音传遍世界的每一个角落，让我们的大爱照耀这个地球。

我有一个梦，在一个全新的早晨里，圣光普照，耶稣和佛陀手牵着手，缓缓地从天而降，带领我们到一个极乐天堂去。。。。（我突然觉得自己是白痴。）

转载：“汉字不灭，中国必亡！”

2006-01-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

不少人认为汉字复杂落后，一个字一个模样，实在难写、难记，于是乎大造汉字的反，把中华民族和中国文化一切落后、腐朽的东西都归咎于汉字这个“王八蛋”，且举几例：
　　
　　蔡元培：“汉字既然不能不改革，尽可直接的改用拉丁字母了。”
　　
　　瞿秋白：“汉字真正是世界上最龌龊最恶劣最混蛋的中世纪的茅坑。”
　　
　　鲁迅：“汉字不灭，中国必亡！”
　　
　　吕叔湘：“现在通行的老宋体实在丑得可以，倒是外国印书的a，b，c，d，有时候还倒真有很美的字体呢。”
　　
　　毛泽东：“走世界共同的拼音化道路。”
　　
　　中国语文学界的宗师们：“电子计算机是汉字的掘墓人！”
　　
　　你看，这么多大人物诅咒汉字，给汉字判了刑甚至是死刑，而我们每天还要看、写这些“丑陋”的汉字，这着实让人很是无奈。不管汉字如何“龌龊”，身在国内，大家一起用这个“茅坑”、一起给汉字“掘墓”倒也彼此彼此。当我到法国留学时，这种对汉字的无奈竟转化成了自卑，生怕洋人嗅到我身上有“中世纪茅坑” 的臭味。
　　
　　
　　和法国人交往久了，发现他们不但没有把我当做老古董，反而对汉语文化产生了浓厚的兴趣。一同去法国的一个中国同学的老师，很想得到汉字的书法，可惜这个同学不会刷毛笔字。他和我说到此事，我就毛遂自荐，和他一起到中国人开的商店买了回了文房四宝，大笔一挥刷了个“龙”字，看了不满意，又把这个字写了几幅，矬子里面挑将军，我们选了一幅比较顺眼的拿到装裱店裱好，送给了他的老师。他老师看到这幅字大加赞赏，立刻挂在办公室的墙上。我心里直犯嘀咕：但愿他别在这里接待其他中国人。这只是给外国人写字，我可从来没给同胞写过一个字的，我的字实在拿不出手。好歹外国人只是好奇，并不了解博大精深的汉语文化艺术，也就斗胆蒙他一下。就像中国人吃西餐、喝洋酒，也是为了满足好奇心，吃个新鲜，其实根本不懂得怎么吃。刀、叉、勺子怎么拿，什么酒配什么菜，用什么样式的酒杯，什么酒是饭前喝的，什么酒是佐餐喝的，什么酒是饭后喝的，也蛮有学问的。
　　
　　在法国读书吃学生食堂很是方便。巴黎有十几家大学食堂，全是福利性质的，政府给予伙食补贴，学生只交全价的四分之一，十几个法郎就吃得很好了，即使吃垃圾食品“麦当劳”也要四十多个法郎呢。大学食堂的餐券全市通用，只要见到标有“Restau－U”字样的建筑就可进去就餐。但周末好多Restau－U关门，我不得不自己在学生公寓的厨房做饭。每当我做饭，总有几个外国人像看魔术一样目不转睛地看我“表演”，甚感好奇，一会儿问酱油是什么，一会儿问葱、姜、蒜怎么用，经常我做完了一个菜，就让他们给品尝光了。尽管我肚子不满意，心里倒也挺畅快，因为他们喜欢中国的东西。
　　
　　说到“东西”，倒让我想起教一个法国女孩学汉语的故事。也是在这个厨房，一次我做饭，一个叫Vanessa的法国女生站在我旁边边看边和我聊天，知道我是中国人后，就问我说汉语是不是很难学。因为自己的厨技给自己争了光，这时的我倒也对汉语有了信心，爽快地告诉她说：“汉字很好学，我现在就可以教你。”
　　
　　说罢，我两腿叉开，双臂紧贴身体两侧，我让她看着我的身体说：“这就是个汉字。”
　　
　　“这是什么字呀？”她疑惑不解地问。
　　
　　我告诉她：“这个汉字就是homme的意思，是汉字‘人’，读‘rén’。”然后我用手指蘸了些水，在贴着瓷砖的墙上写了个“人”字，告诉她汉字的“人”就这么写，就像两条腿支撑着身体。
　　
　　她的兴致来了，我趁热打铁，这次我双腿照样叉开，但把两臂伸平，告诉她这个汉字是grand的意思，是汉字“大”，读“dà”，“大”字的模样就是人处于体积最大时的形状，当然要把胳膊也伸出来了。
　　
　　从她的眼神看得出来，她对汉字产生了兴趣。我又拿起一根中国人吃饭用的小棍（法语“筷子”是baguettes，“小棍子”的意思）告诉她这就是汉语的 un，汉字“一”的读音“yī”；然后如法炮制，把一双筷子平行摆放，把汉字“二”也教给了她。接着把一根筷子放在头上，双腿叉开，两臂伸平，告诉她这也是个汉字，是ciel的意思，汉字“天”的读音是“tiān”， “天”字的模样就是人再大也不能冲破天，所以，“大”字上面加上“一”字，就成“天”了。这只是我即兴的解释，不知道汉语言学家是怎么解释的，但不管怎么解释，让老外明白了就算解释对了。
　　
　　你看，我做了一顿饭，教她学会了好几个汉字。她迷恋上了魔术般的汉字，就请求我教她汉语。我也爽快地收下了这个洋徒弟，我们谈好了条件，我不收她的学费，但我教她汉语的同时，她要纠正我讲法语时的错误，也就是说我们结成了语伴。
　　
　　我住十二楼，她住九楼，我们每星期二、四、六晚上在她的房间学习两个小时。她找了一本很老的汉语课本，但我并不按照课本教，主要是从日常用语教起，从最简单的汉字写起，因为我怕一上来就弄些复杂的把她给吓住，扼杀了她的学习兴趣。开始简单的汉字是好教，什么“日”呀、“月”呀、“火”呀的，这些象形字画个模样她就能理解，照猫画虎，很快她就会写了，记得也牢。后来学的词汇多了，问题也就来了。
　　
　　一次，学习“东西”这个词，我就给她解释，汉字“东”的读音是“dōng”，单写是est的意思；汉字“西”的读音是“xī”，单写是ouest的意思；“东”和“西”两个字组成一个词“东西”，有两个意思，一个表示方位，就是est et ouest的意思，但当此意解时发音是“dōngxī”；第二个意思是chose的意思，这时候“东西”的读音就成了“dōngxi”，第二个“西”字要读轻音。第一个意思很好教，她很快就学会了，但第二个意思教起来就遇到麻烦了，我给她讲得很细致，生怕她搞错：“‘东西’est quelque chose mais ce n’est pas de gens.”（“东西”指的是事物，但并不指代人）解释完了，我就让她造句子练习。
　　
　　她练得很认真，指着室内的一些东西说：“这个东西是水杯。”“这个东西是电视。”“这个东西是冰箱。”我见她学得很快，高兴地对她说：“对了，除了人都可以叫东西。” “我明白，先生。” 她看上去心有成竹，然后就指着我说：“你不是东西。”又指着自己说：“我也不是东西。”
　　
　　我连忙打住她，告诉她不能这样说，说一个人“不是东西”是骂人的话。她很过意不去，连忙抱歉说：“对不起，先生。”说完，疑惑不解地问：“先生，你不是说人不是东西么？怎么是骂人呢？那你究竟是不是东西呢？”
　　
　　我也不知道怎么教了，尴尬了半天，我想出了妙计，告诉她说：“东西不能和人联系，不能说人是个东西，也不能说人不是个东西。”
　　不知道是我教得好，还是她聪明，她的汉语学得很快，半年后她就可以和我用汉语交流了。我这时觉得汉语并不难学呀，要知道好多国内学习外语的人从幼儿园一直学到研究生，还和老外交流不了几句呢。汉语至少没有这么多的动词变位，不需要记住每个名词和形容词的性。汉语的构词能力很科学，如“树”，即使你不认识 “杨”、“松”、“槐”这些字，看到“杨树”、“松树”、“槐树”也知道是某种树。可在法语里，你不认识peuplier， pin ， sophora你就根本不知道它们指的是什么东西。汉语的语法更简单，过去时就加个“曾经”，完成时就加个“过”或在句尾加个“了”就万事大吉了。法语的时态我就不举例子了，我不想以此来挑战读者的忍耐力，正像我在北京语言学院学习时我的法国老师Eric所讲：“法语是检验人的忍耐力的工具。”
　　
　　我回国后，Vanessa追我到中国学汉语，不过这次我可没时间到她宿舍教她了，我给她联系在北京语言学院强化学习了半年。她现在就在设在巴黎的联合国教科文组织总部任职，想必汉语为她谋取这份工作帮了大忙。
　　
　　我不再为自己的母语是汉语而自卑了，通过亲自教老外学汉语使我感悟到汉语是世界上最科学、最精练的语言。汉字是象形文字，看汉语文件的时候你不需要在大脑里把看到的语言符号翻译成语音流就能直接理解。再有，汉字占的篇幅小，在联合国用六种工作语言印制的文件中，不用看封面，最薄的肯定是汉语文本，这样你就可以在单位时间里获得比拼音文字更多的信息，做到一目十行。从1958年公布的《汉语拼音方案》到现在近半个世纪，也没有推广起来，因为那个方案不科学，特别没有考虑到汉语的发音特点。汉语普通话标记上声调也就有1300多个音节，怎么能区分六万多个常用的词义呢？可见汉语拼音化是走不通的。我们眼下的任务是纯洁汉语、规范汉语、努力在全球传播汉语。

Sanjaya Birthday Party

2005-12-18T18:34:00.000+08:00

Master Sanjaya, the Legend. Yesterday night, there was a great moment happened on this planet: the 19 anniversaries of my comrade, Sanjaya. Happy birthday to him...

Therefore, his parents held a celebration for San. We, Boon, Kenny, Kemmaw, Xiangwei, Lester and I, six handsome guys had a wonderful and delicious BBQ dinner, which prepared by his mum, in San's house compound, we, plus San, seven future leaders had a looong conversation and chatting until midnight. Just like a gathering for old friends, this kind of moment, I like it!!!!!

Sanjaya, I know this guy since we were in lower six. Don't know why, just few days, we already became friends. Perhaps, in buddhism, this is the effect of a cause. For me, he is a trusted and helpful ally, and also a top-secret keeper. When I facing some difficulties, he is always the first who give me morally and mentally supports and definitely standing a sameline with me. During the school time, we have a lot of topics to discuss, to debate because we are sharing some similarities in our hobbies. I always treat him as a great brother, because I saw myself in his shadow.

Although he is not a Chinese, I always feel his strong chineseness, much greater than those 'banana', he has a lot of hidden ability, just like a jade that hidden in a stone..... I really hope that "long live our comradeship!!!"

From tomorrow onward, I will stop blogging, and maybe stop online for a week to purify my mind and reconstruct my body. See you.

菩提本无树，明镜亦非台

2005-12-16T12:35:00.000+08:00

身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，勿使惹尘埃??
菩提本无树，明镜亦非台，本来无一物，何处惹尘埃??

我很喜欢这两句话，表面上少少的文字差异，内容上却天渊之别呢。。。

慧能（638～713）

慧能，是中国禅宗的第六祖。在他未有成就前，有个不错的典故要与同修们分享：话说慧能去拜见弘忍大师，弘忍见着他即问：居士从何处来，欲求何物？慧能说：弟子是岭南人，唯求作佛！弘忍说：你是岭南人，又是獦獠（当时中原对南方少数民族的称呼），如何堪作佛？！慧能说：人有南北，佛性岂有南北？和尚佛性与獦獠佛性无别；和尚能作佛，弟子当能作佛。弘忍遂命他随众劳动，在碓房舂米。

慧能在碓房间踏碓八个月，当时东山禅众达七百人。相传弘忍有一天为了考验大众禅解的浅深，准备付以衣法，命各人作偈呈验。时神秀为众中上座，即作一偈云：“身是菩提树，心如明镜台，时时勤拂拭，莫使惹尘埃。”一时传诵全寺。弘忍看后对大众说：后世如能依此修行，亦得胜果，并劝大众诵之。慧能在碓房间，闻僧诵这一偈，以为还不究竟，便改作一偈，请人写在壁上。偈云：“菩提本无树，明镜亦非台；本来无一物，何处惹尘埃！”众见此偈，皆甚惊异。弘忍见了，即于夜间，召慧能试以禅学造诣，传与衣钵，并即送他往九江渡口。临别又叮嘱他南去暂作隐晦，待时行化。因此慧能回到广东曹溪后，隐遁于四会、怀集（今广西怀集县）二县间，过了十余年，至广州法性寺；值印宗法师讲《涅槃经》，因有二僧辩论风幡，一个说风动，一个说幡动，争论不已。慧能便插口说：不是风动，也不是幡动，是你们的心动！大家听了很为诧异。印宗便延他至上席，请问深义，慧能回答，言简理当。印宗便问：久闻黄梅衣法南来，莫非就是行者？慧能便出示衣钵，印宗欢喜赞叹，即集众就法性寺菩提树下为慧能剃发。又请名德智光律师等为他授具足戒（按法性寺即今广州光孝寺。寺中有六祖瘗发塔、菩提树、风幡堂、六祖殿诸古迹）。两月后，慧能即于寺中菩提树下，为大众开示禅门，说般若波罗蜜法。

慧能强调“见自性清净，自修自作法身，自行佛行，自成佛道”。因此他对于当时僧俗念佛愿生西方的净土法门，另有一种看法。他对韦刺史开示说：“人有两种，法无两般，迷悟有殊，见有迟疾。迷人念佛求生于彼，悟人自净其心。所以佛言，自净心净，即佛土净。凡愚不了自性，不识身中净土，愿东愿西。悟人在处一般。所以佛言：随所住处恒安乐。使君但行十善，何须更愿往生？”

Ask from buddha???

2005-12-15T18:44:00.000+08:00

Lots of people say buddhism a backward religion, is a polytheism. And also say that buddhism has a lot of superstitious elements inside it. Saying a lot of unknown Sanskrit spell during praying and so on..... Normally people who say buddhism is superstitious because he himself not understand about buddhism...

Ok, repeat again. Buddhism is not religion, surely it is not polytheism or monotheism. Those sanskrit word is not spell, there are called MANTRA, although chinese translation is called 咒, more properly is called 真言 or 陀罗尼, for example most common one 大悲咒陀罗尼, i think buddhist should know this. Ok, Some people will ask (I asked before) why should I recite those unknown mantra? Are those mantra have their own meaning? If got why dun translate to our common language? why still remain as Sanskrit form? Ok, Mantra, actually have 2 types, 1st those mantras all are names of gods and ghost, 2nd mantras is buddha languages, definitely have their meaning, and we also can translate it to our language, but even how we translate we also can't bring the complete meaning of the mantra. This is because our wisdom have a great distance from buddha wisdom. So if you wanna know the meaning, you only can depend on your achievement.

Sometimes, I saw my relative put his TOTO number in front of a buddha sculpture, and ask that patung: Bless me, my buddha, hope this number, open tomorrow. Oh my god, this is a terrible misconception toward buddhism and that buddha sculpture. Because of this action, other people labelled buddhism as superstitious!!! First thing, you have to know one thing, that patung really is a PATUNG, is a sculpture that made by wood, soil and so on. Is buddha staying there?!?! Definitely not!!! That thing is totally non-organism, non-minded, is only just a patung. You may ask, if like that why we always pray in front of a patung???

To be continued.....

当民族主义碰上了佛教

2005-12-15T10:04:00.000+08:00

相信认识我的人，都会说我是一位极端的民族主义者，什么都要以大中国的利益为主，而且非常讨厌日本人，好像与日本人有不共戴天之仇。唉~~~ 阿弥陀佛。幸好我的怨恚心已经彻彻底底地消除了，否则将来不知会发生什么事。。。善哉善哉~ 多谢伟松师兄。

这是我所参悟出来的：佛教内需不需要民族主义呢？或者是爱国主义呢？？菩萨度一切众生是不分男女老幼，民族宗教的。无论你是日本人还是中国人，回教徒还是基督教徒，共产党还是民主党，人还是畜生，在佛陀眼中一切皆平等，既然如此，那民族主义要来干嘛。今日我们有民族宗教之分，因为我们还有颗分别心，比较心，这是不好的，因为一切色相都是无常的呀。记得，我们不要执著于色相！！！

那我这样说得话，是不是当敌人攻来的时候，叫大家不要抵抗，不要爱国？？这是大错特错的。那我就告诉你们个佛陀的故事，两千五百年前，印度的琉璃王有一天欲攻打迦毗罗卫国，佛陀为了他的国家，就坐在路边阻止琉璃王大军的到来。印度有个风俗，如果打仗遇到出家人，就得退兵，琉璃王就跟佛陀说：「现在太阳光十分猛烈，请佛陀到阴凉的树下去。」佛陀说：「亲族之荫胜余荫，我亲族之荫都没有了，我还要那个树下的荫做什么呢？」就是如此。爱国，不但只是爱国，这也包括爱家，爱自己的父母亲人师长。

以前我日日夜夜都执著于日本人在二战时干下的暴行，南京大屠杀怎样惨怎样死，要怎样强大反击等妄想。后来，我才发现一切事情都有他本身的因缘，世间的一切事物都是由众因缘条件和合而生起，所谓：“此有故彼有；此无故彼无。”我们一般人都太执著于那个果，而很少去想想那个因。

“菩萨惧因，凡夫畏果。”

自己是不是伟大的龙的传人，我懒得去理，就重要的是让自己的心回到觉正净。。。。

Buddhism misunderstanding

2005-12-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Buddhism is not a religion, i repeat.. Buddhism is NOT A RELIGION!!!! But it is teaching to correct people behavior and let us to discover the truth of universe and humanity 宇宙人生观. It just like Confucianism.... Everyone is future buddha, no matter you are christian, muslim, jews and so on... Because buddha is not a god-like creature, but he or she is a person who enlightened...

Does god exist in buddhism view?? Certainly. But you should know a thing the god in buddhism is totally different with other religion, because buddhism is generally regarded as a non-theistic "religion". Although it does teach the existence of “gods” (devas), these are merely heavenly beings who temporarily dwell in celestial worlds of great happiness. Such beings, however, are not eternal in that incarnational form and are subject to death and eventual rebirth into lower realms of existence.

In buddhism prospect, the creation of the universe is more pointed to the interconnected causes and effects rather than a work of a divine agent. But just REMEMBER!!!! Buddhism is not reject any religion teaching, because all religion are equal and actually came from a source.... I am not promoting buddhism, but wanna correct the misconception of buddhism from other people. The main teaching of buddhism recommended that a certain lifestyle or path be followed which consists of:

Right Understanding
Right Thought
Right Speech
Right Action
Right Livelihood
Right Effort
Right Mindfulness
Right Concentration

宿命的爱情

2005-12-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

一对相恋的青梅竹马因为一场阴谋而分离，他们都以为对方已死，但依然深爱着对方，直到有一天他们。。。。

一位是来自超自然事件调查组的特种部队，江民宇。

一位是传说中与人类为敌的九尾狐，尹诗妍。

现代动作与特殊映像结合的2004年科幻片“九尾狐外传”（구미호외전）。
爱上人类，但却被人类背叛的九尾狐。将传说中的人类和九尾狐的爱情，重现为现代悲剧性的爱情故事。
外貌酷似人类，但较人类具有更优越的超能力，却在数量上处于劣势的九尾狐族，必须在月圆周期内以食用人类的肝的方法才能得以生存的他们，为了生活在世上而不得不隐瞒自己的身份。

市内发生了一系列连环杀人案件，警察民宇发现其中有一个共同点，那就是尸体都被挖去了肝脏，有次民宇推断此案件可能与肝脏贩卖组织有关。为了深入调查案件，民宇装扮成贩卖肝脏组织的成员，打入其内部。民宇在旧地下车库发现了大量手术用的医疗器具，同时在床上还有一具尸体。此时民宇才意识到原来自己的身份已经被敌人识破，民宇试图逃脱，但是却被对方的安眠针打中，原来贩卖肝脏的事情都是九尾狐族中成员所为。同为九尾狐族的武影、诗妍、彩儿等人在了解这一情况后，决定铲除族中败类。正巧碰上民宇被组织成员绑走的场面，民宇趁着混乱试图逃脱，诗妍追上前想杀人灭口，就在即将挥剑刺杀民宇那一瞬间，诗妍突然看到民宇胸前的项链，诗妍认出民宇是过去的恋人。。。。。

现代版的人狐恋到底会有怎么样的结果呢？？人类能不能和九尾狐共存呢？？
爱情能改变宿命吗？？韩迷们，不要错过这一部由金泰熙和赵贤宰主演的非凡的韩剧。。。。

九尾狐外传 Gumiho:The Forbidden Love~~~~~
参考网站：
http://koer.blogbus.com/logs/2004/08/338378.html
http://www.kbs.co.kr/drama/gumiho
http://ent.tom.com/1030/1592/2005323-129012.html

忏悔灭五毒

2005-12-14T08:53:00.000+08:00

在学佛营内的处罚是跪香，我跪了两次，自我处罚，自我忏悔。。。我的确干了不少的业障。。。
五毒：贪瞋痴慢疑
以往我无时无刻被这五毒缠身，但现在我已好好地反省忏悔~~~
贪~ 过去，我很贪图名利，爱出风头。
瞋~ 我是首号反日反美反台独分子，导致我心中对日本产生一种仇恨瞋恚心，罪过罪过~
痴~ 我曾经痴迷过一位女子。
慢~ 无可置疑，我是个傲慢心很重的人，民族优越感，独中我慢心很强。
疑~ 我以前对佛法抱着非常怀疑的态度。。。

忏悔后，心中有种不知名的清净感。。。。
阿弥陀佛。

I found the way~~~

2005-12-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

with Ignorance as condition, Mental Formations arise
with Mental Formations as condition, Consciousness arises
with Consciousness as condition, Name & Form arises
with Name & Form as condition, Sense Gates arises
with Sense Gates as condition, Contact arises
with Contact as condition, Feeling arises
with Feeling as condition, Craving arises
with Craving as condition, Clinging arises
with Clinging as condition, Becoming arises
with Becoming as a condition, Birth arises
with Birth as condition, Aging & Death arises

In this long holidays, I joined a buddhist learning camp at a buddist centre, Guang Hui Yuan 广慧缘 at Ampang Tasek there, I spent 7 days 6 nights (4 Dec to 10 Dec) there.... Ahhhh.... this is really very unforgettable wonderful moment in my life... I would like to share my great experiences to you all. Eventually, I found it, I found the way of truth. Previously, my mind was very confuse and ignorant, people said Bible is for Christian, Al-Quran is for Muslims, how about buddhists? But, now I got it, that is "Sutra on the White Lotus of the Sublime Dharma or Lotus Sutra", in Chinese called 大乘妙法莲华经, it also titled as 'ultimate of all sutras', is one of important sutras 经典 in Mahayana Buddhism 大乘佛法.

What is buddhism? Lots of people have misconception on buddhism, including buddhist themselves. First I wanna clarify that buddhism is not a religion but an education. Unlike Christianity, Islam, Hinduism, buddhism isn't a kind of RELIGION but EDUCATION, a true way of universe and humanity. I really hoped that everyone can correct your misunderstanding toward buddhism. So, I admit that I have NO religion but a buddhist....

OK...okokok..... Lets come to our topic: Buddhist Camp!!!

First Day, 4 Dec 2005. (Nazi Detention Camp)
My four cousin sisters and brothers and I reached there at 8 morning, then I saw some of my classmates, there are H'ng Ee, Sia Wei, and most surprisingly is I saw Loke Xi-mun, and some cochraneans, I believe one of them is Mr Tan (Head of SMK cochrane PIBG) daughter, so fimiliar. I also met a guy that I saw him in Yakin Tuition Centre previous day, but that time I didn't know his identity only can feel he is not a simple guy, Yes, my prediction is right. He is Ang Kuan Ping 洪广彬, form SMK Chung Hwa form six finished STPM as me, this guy really really.... hard to use word to describe his brain capacity. He is damnned brilliant, and weird too. His knowledge is hundreds times greater than mine. Ok, talk about first day.....

Regret. Disappointed. Sad. Boring. These are my feelings on 1st day, I should not join this camp..... Sigh. Why? because this camp has no any outdoor activities!!! Oh my god~~~ and then we have to follow 8 restrictions like those buddhist monks.
There are:
1. 不杀生, no killing....
2. 不邪淫, no sexual thinking....
3. 不偷盗, no stealing.....
4. 不饮酒, no alcohol.....
5. 不妄语, no saying nonsense, this is too hard for me....
6. 不用香物洗澡, no using fragrant oil or shampoo to bath....
7. 过午不食, no eating after noon, arrrgghhh, very hungry during sleepingleh....
8. 床褥厚度不过2寸, no sleep on bed that height more than 2 inches....

Besides that, our handphones and watchs were confiscated, these whole week live without time......arrrggggg?!?!?! Our sleeping place is a big CAMP, we sleep on wooden floor, oh so unbearable. Since our camp is located at mountain area, so there are damned freezing, and almost raining everydayleh....破屋更遭连夜雨！！！

Two meals everyday, Same type of food everyday, sleep at eleven and wake up at five, use salt to brush teeth, use cold water to bath, recite sutras at morning and evening, and one day have to spend at least 8 hours to study Lotus Sutra..... and so on, the life is so tortured... Hmm, honestly these kind of feelings all gone in second day when I was searching the way of truth.

Sadly, a lot of members went home on 2nd day, they could not stand this kind of environment, more terrible than Alaska or Sahara. Ya, some of them are not, Xi-mun Mandarin level failed to make her survive so she choose to leave... aarrggghh, those people are so unlucky because they miss the golden chance to learn Lotus Sutra.

I became Boy Room leader, no choice since I am the eldest there, and Kuan Ping was my assistant. Boys have 25 (Last day only remained 21), all of us slept in a big camp and we also have to guard the night 守夜 on given time.... 1st day just like a disaster for me, sigh!!!!

2nd day to 3rd day.....
The condition is getting better, my body and mind seem able to adapt in this critical circumstances, unfortunately few of them fled away. Kuan Ping and I become a great partners, we discussing all the time no matter history, politic, science, philosophy etc etc.... undoubt he is a genius, and a bit of arrogant. He also admitted, he has a younger brother, called Kuan Chin. This kid also very intelligent and cute, haha, this boy helped me a lot when we are stucked in forest.... Outdoor activities......hmmmm..... only 1 day, got wushu teaching, since everyday raining...

4th day to 6th day.....
Certainly, I am one of those who like to ask questions during sutra lessons...... Hours and hours reading sutra, listening those lecturers giving their ideas.....
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Last day.....
After days suffering, finally came to the last day----->
Survivor day..... All of us grouped into 5 teams, I am first team leader, Kuan Chin was in my group, today mission jungle trekking and mountain climbing. The location is Hulu Langat. Go by bus??? 你就想！！Walk to Hulu Langat from Ampang Tasek??? Yes! 有没有搞错！？！？！ Few kilometres walking along highway, not only me, but 60 something people, just like massive evacuation...Haha.... Eventually, we reached the jungle side..... we walk.... we walk along the river, thousands of stone are our obstacles, but we fear not of it!!! Spending almost 2 hours wandering in this tropical forest, finally reached our camping place.

First time making fire to cook....
First time drinking those river water, damn!!! God knows whether bacteria freely??
First time climbing mountain, sooo exhausted.....
First time seeing tiger footprint, so scary.....

After finishing lunch, is time to 下山！！！ But, not going together, but team by team, each team have to use their own method, use their way to return to our place. Shhttt.... Are you kidding?!?! This is so dangerous, we will be trapped in these gigantic forest....

As a leader, I am responsible to take my members out from this jungle safely, luckily Kuan Chin, he has lots of experince in jungle surviving. So we decided follow the river flowing.... 11 people, 3 boys 8 girls doing just like 'Survivor', searching their way out. Raining make the condition harder, the whole area suddenly becoming Amazon, I felt that menaces are everywhere.... we walk, we climb, we cross......
Blessingly, in the end, we still came out from the jungle.....

During in jungle, I suddenly found a thing, I don't know what is that, maybe this is the way of truth~~~~

An hour later, the camp finished.......

Arrggghhhh~~~~~~~ These 7 days are my great moment of my life, definitely..... I am waiting for next year~~~~

大韩织梦编

2005-08-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

我在高一开始接触韩剧，那时我记得是《冬季恋歌》，便与大韩民族结下了不解之缘，然后到往后的《蓝色生死恋》，《红豆女之恋》，《爱上女主播》（《夏娃的诱惑》）一直到近日的《天国的阶梯》，《浪漫满屋》和现在的《爱在哈佛》。韩剧的出现多多少少使这个世界变得精彩丰富。当然，天下并没有十全十美的东西，韩剧也是如此吧~ 但比起中港台和日剧更略胜一筹。

首先，先说说《浪漫满屋》吧。。我觉得《浪漫满屋》充满幻想主义，空想主义。剧中女主角，忽然间能和大明星结婚，同居在宫殿似的豪宅，然后浪漫收场。很乌托邦，直截了当一点：不切实际！！这也反映了我们现代人现实生活上呆板无趣，情场上不满现状和惆怅的心态，和思想上对这类乌托邦式恋爱的憧憬吧！我并不是什么爱情专家，只是觉得这种成人童话故事能够在现今社会得到如此多的支持，也证明了资本主义制度下所带来枯燥生活以及读书考试工作结婚生子发富的不变模式。

嗯…… 《浪漫满屋》，顾名思义，一定很浪漫。但我觉得它的浪漫成份也不过是最后那几集罢了。再说，浪漫并不等于幸福，取名《幸福满屋》不是更好吗？FullHouse 幸福满屋，不是配搭上来得更好听吗？由此可见，现代人所热衷于追求浪漫，其次是幸福吧！哈哈……

浪漫是空幻短暂的，幸福是实际长久的。浪漫是刺激性的，而幸福是稳定性的。但，它们之间是相辅相成的，幸福为主，浪漫为辅。好了，好了，该回到主题吧！

最近播映的《爱在哈佛》果然厉害，一洗我对韩剧的固有偏见，也害得我着迷入魔，朝思暮想着这部戏。虽然才看了五集，但我的心早已在哈佛校园了。啊！太好看啦！！！当然，这有我的原因的：

首先，背景特别新颖，《爱在哈佛》这部剧设在世界第一的哈佛大学内，哗！一个梦也梦不到的地方呢！不像《浪漫满屋》随随便便搭建一间大屋来“浪漫”，《爱在哈佛》可是在世上最严肃壮观的“圣地”找浪漫咧！从中，我才知道哈佛的内在美，真的很美！！很像古欧洲的宫殿般的豪华。看这部戏，激发了我的决心和斗志。不入虎穴，焉得虎子呢，想了解天下第一学府，就不要错过啦！

它的背景音乐很有味道，怎么说呢？难以解释，需要去亲身体验才可以。《爱在哈佛》在哈佛，所以人人都说英语，不清楚的人还以为是外国片呢！

男主角，（金来沅），很深入我心，尤其是他那热诚的祖国心民族魂。“为了捍卫我祖国……”“我心中挂着一幅大韩民国的国旗……”很像我。哈哈！！开玩笑，但我以他为模范。由于男主角是念法律学的，所以在这戏也可以学到一些美国法学的常识。

女主角，（金泰熙），没错！！她是我追看这部戏的主要动力。她，可以用“沉鱼落雁，闭月羞花”来形容她那天仙般的容貌。她，美丽中带有七分可爱，可爱中带有七分美丽。与她在《天国的阶梯》有过“一面之缘”，她演的反派也反得可爱。当然，里头还有一个重要的主观因素，嗯……*秘密*

韩剧，大多数都离不开“四角恋爱+世仇情敌+生离死别”的框架，这部戏也是如此。这部戏开启我对大学校园生活的期待，所以我要努力求学考入大学。（哈佛是无望的啦）

这是我今年封笔之作，还有几天就是预考了，所以要加油！！再见！！

-----UNIVERSITY 由你玩四年-----

以下是南洋娱乐今日刊登的剧情简述：（不想太快知道结果，不要看噢！）

爱在哈佛到世界最高学府谈清说爱 2005/08/27

八度空间最近播出的《爱在哈佛》，剧中女主角金泰熙一洗在《天国的阶梯》的恶形恶相，饰演一个性格坚强、富正义感，但却身罹绝症的哈佛大学医科生，还与男主角金来沅发展出一段浪漫而凄美的“生死恋”。《爱在哈佛》除可说是金泰熙转型之作外，剧组远赴美国哈佛大学实景拍摄，更是此剧最大卖点。

《爱在哈佛》虽没有惯常的身世秘密、血缘关系，但也不离女主角患癌、家族恩怨、三角、四角关系的俗套模式，不过却比以往的韩剧来得清新，因为此剧冲出韩国以外国家拍摄。虽然以国外作背景不足为奇，如《巴黎恋人》就是以巴黎为背景，但《爱在哈佛》却以世界最高学府哈佛实景拍摄，令普罗观众有眼界大开之感。唯一可惜之处是：本来剧组预算是全剧皆在美国拍摄，碍于制作费问题（全剧制作费逾1千500万令吉），逼得改为一半在美国；一半就得回归韩国拍摄。姑勿论如何，能以哈佛大学作为剧集中心，也是一大突破，起码中港台电视剧从未有过。

《爱在哈佛》故事并不复杂。金来沅饰演的金贤宇和李廷镇的洪政民都是哈佛法律系高材生，但政民父亲在一次商业诉讼中败在贤宇的律师父亲手中，因此而自杀；政民已将贤宇视为仇人，谁知两人又同时爱上金泰熙饰演的医科生李书仁，令两人恩怨加深。贤宇和政民毕业后相继回国，两人在一单官司上斗个你死我活之际，书仁却证实患上淋巴癌。贤宇不顾一切要与书仁结婚，但书仁的性命却与这单官司有不可分割的关系，逼令贤宇要作出抉择。

主角非等闲之辈

25岁的金泰熙这回在《爱在哈佛》担正演出女主角，她出道3年多，发展一直平平，但自演出《天国的阶梯》的“友莉”后，其恶女形象深入民心，令她在香港以至台湾人气，都比第一女主角的崔智友更响、更受欢迎。

与此同时，由于李英爱玩低调，加上宋慧乔、崔智友等阿姐广告酬劳有偏高之嫌，金泰熙乘时插队，令一众广告商转移目标。现时广告价虽升至约80万令吉，但仍有十多个广告约在手。前阵子有说她为了赶拍广告，连本来与Rain合作拍摄的新剧《毒爱》也推掉。看来下半年度，单是拍广告已令她应接不暇，但为向香港观众推销自己“改邪归正”之作，还特别抽空于上个月赴香港和台湾跟观众见面呢！

除女主角金泰熙为韩剧迷熟悉外，男主角金来沅也非等闲之辈。24岁的他出道2年，凭《屋塔房的小猫》成名，其后与文根英主演电影《吾妻16岁》令他人气更上一层楼，2004年更在电影大钟赏中打败大哥大裴勇俊夺得“电影最佳新人奖”。金来沅最近在新片《苏格拉底先生》中一改乖乖仔形象，饰演一个黑帮分子。

论可观性，《爱在哈佛》算是正面，再者，打破主角逢绝症必死传统，来个大团圆结局。唯一是片中3个主角的蹩脚英语令人发笑，连韩国观众也觉得他们说英语像小孩念“英文”，成为《爱在哈佛》一小瑕疵。

Hee.... is a Pretty Gal!!!!

2005-08-27T15:34:00.000+08:00

Hee...
Hee...
Kim Tae Hee...
金泰熙。。。

Beauty of Oriental

2005-08-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

Okok, guys. Lets us continue our topic: The great difference between English and Chinese. As I mentioned in last post, English is infinite! Because a lot of words are only belonging to professional, no matter is Literature and Science. For examples, a student who researched English poem and literature will never able to read "The Origin of Life (C. Darwin)" or "The Theory of Relativity", same as us (maybe me only) also cannot read a Shakespeare's poem or even Lord of the Rings. That's why living in English world is so.... so... so helpless when no dictionary around you.

English is first dimensional(1D), is a line-form language, unlike Chinese! English also is a bunch of codes. Writing English is Coding, Reading English is Code-breaking!!! Ladies and Gentlemen, just imagine, if you change 'a,b,c,d,e' into '1,2,3,4,5', theoretically, english is just a group of CODES!!! For examples, cab can be written as 312, bad is 214 and so on. If using some pronounciation, there is nothing different between them!!!

Chinese is totally different with English. Chinese is second dimensional(2D), fully using the geometrical space of paper. EVERY CHINESE CHARACTER IS A BEAUTIFUL PICTURE!! That is so great what our ancestors have invented!! Ask you simple question, if get an information from a picture and code, which method is faster?? Hahahaha.... Chinese National Standard of anti-illiterate is knowing 1500 chinese characters, a requirement of university entry for normal science courses is just 2000 to 3000 characters, with this 3000 characters, everyone can study, read newspaper, do research easily and effectively. I think that I can manage more than 10000 characters...

But, but, in english world, if you don't know more than 20000 words, you will never read a STAR newspaper. If you english database is less than 30000 word, please forget about TIME. A normal graduate known at least 80000 words. Since the millions of new technology, new inventions appear in this era, our english dictionary is getting thicker and thicker......

Foreigner view to the East

2005-08-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

老外眼中的《西游记》 --------------------------------------------------------------------------------瑞典一所乡村中学，一个老师正在上外国文学，有个学生请老师介绍一下中国的《西游记》，老师是这样向学生解释的：故事说的是一个中国的和尚去西方旅游的经历。这种旅游的性质实质是一种探险。他骑着一匹白色的马，带着一位名叫沙僧的仆人。为了打发旅途的寂寞，他还带了一只宠物猴和一头宠物猪上路。

一路上，这个和尚路过许多高山，渡过一些大河大川，受到许多惊吓。他走过名叫火焰山的火山口，艳遇过一个只有女孩的女儿国。据说他带的猴子本领很大，一路上替他扫除许多障碍，其实不过是一只蝎子、两只蜈蚣、五只黄鼠狼、七只蜘蛛等而已，大的动物有一头牛、两只狮子和三匹狼。猴子还有一些让人不解的行为，比如一发火就烧，一路上烧了几个山洞、一棵柳树，还有几个漂亮的宫殿，还围着一堆白骨狠打许多遍才罢手。

和尚带的宠物猪看起来没什么作用，只是充当旅途的解闷工具罢了。据说它一口气吃了四只西瓜，把和尚、佣人、猴子的一份都吃了，还说它调戏了七只蜘蛛，被蜘蛛们狠咬了一口。
　
那个仆人也什么用也没有，整天担着一副破行李，听任摆布。

和尚花了13年才到了印度，寻了一些印度佛经，像得了宝贝一样回国了。　

学生们听罢非常惊讶：一是想不到中国人这么热衷冒险；二是想不到一千年前中国人就喜欢宠物猪了。

Coding Civilization

2005-08-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

I saw this article in a forum, I found that this is great and meaningful. Although the essay below has a little bit of language nationalism, I think this is reasonable and logical. Before I write, I wanna tell you all that I am not offend anyone, any country, or any civilization.

Ok, I still remembered, about 1960s to 1970s, a lot of professional pointed that Romanization is only surviving way of the Chinese Language, just like romanized Vietnamese. The main reason is the romanized script(e.g.english) can used in typing machine. Haha, now I recalled it, I think that's funny. Since the advancement of computer technology, Chinese character typing speed already faster than english, and in following years, the technique will be more convenient, more advanced, But English, I think still in stationary condition.

In the field of modern science, China has a lot of good reseachers and scientists, I didn't hear before anyone cannot do science reseach because of his or her chinese not so 'deep' or not so 'advance and accurate'. Without knowing english, Chinese still can sent people to outer space in accurate route, Chinese still can test a Nuclear weapon without any mistake. Every english material is able to be translated into Chinese. Besides that, Chinese global influence is getting stronger due to the arising of China national power.

English language has loads of disabities. In previous years, a lot of people (including those 'Banana-Chinese', yellow skin white soul) looked down ideogram-formed Chinese, insulting the language is ancient and outdated, just like those Egyptian hieroglyphics that extinct thousands years ago. But, in my point of view, english is 'ancient', no contributed to human neuron development, very troublesome and confusing or even worse than the old Egyptian script.

Our universe is infinite, is endless, so is the English language. English is so "powerful", so arrogant, tried to name all things, all creatures of the entire universe until, sadly, those extreme terrible words appear in dictionary, i.e. Floccinaucinihilipilification (把某事的价值加以抹杀的行为或习惯), Antidisestablishmentarianism (反对教会与国家分开学说), and Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis (吸入硅酸盐细末或石英岩灰而形成的肺尘埃沉着病). The most most most looooongest words I ever seen is this: (For those medicine student, you are so unfortune)That is:

methionylglutaminylarginyltyrosylglutamylserylleucylphenylalanylalanylglutaminylleuc-yllysylglutamylarginyllysylglutamylglycylalanylphenylalanylvalylprolyphenylalanylval-ythreonylleucylglycylaspartylprolylglycylisoleucylglutamylglutaminylserylleucyllysyl-isoleucylaspartylthreonylleucylisoleucylglutamylalanylglycylalanylasparthlalanylleuc-ylglutamylleucylglycylisoleucylprolylphenylalanylserylaspartylprolylleucylalanylaspa-rtylglycylprolylthreonylisoleucylglutaminylaspfraginylalanylthreonylleucylarfinylala-nylphenylalanylalanylalanylglycylvalythreonylprolylalanylglutaminylcysteinylphenylal-anylglutamylmethionylleucylalanylleuoylisoleucylarginylglutaminyllysyhistidylprolylt-hreonylisoleucylprolylisoleucylglycylleucylmethionyltyrosylalanylasparaginylleucylva-lylphenylalanylasparaginyllysyglycylisoleucylaspartylglutamylphenylalanylthrosylalan-ylglutaminylcysteinylglutamyllysylvalylglycylvalylaspartylserylvalylleucylvalylalnyl-aspartylvalylprolylvalylglutaminylglutamylserylalanylprolylphenylalanylarginylglutam-inylalanylalanylleucylarginylhistidylasparaginyvalylalanylprolylisoleucylprolylisole-ucylphenylalanylisoleucylphenylalanylisoleucylcysteinylprolylprolylaspartylalanylasp-artylaspartylaspartylleucylleucylarginylglutaminylisoleucylalanylseryltyrosylglycyla-rginylglycyltyrosylthreonyltyrosylleucylleucylserylarginylalanylglycylvalylthreonylg-lycylalanylglutamylasparainylarginylalanylalanylleucylprolylleucylasparaginylhistidy-lleucylvalylalanyllysylleucyllysylglutamyltyrosylasparaginylalanylalanylprolylprolyl-leucylglutaminylglgycylphenylalanylglycylisoleucylserylalanylprolylaspartylglutaminy-lvalyllysylalanylalanylisoleucylaspartylalanylglycylalanylalanylglycylalanylisoleucy-lserylglycylserylalanylisoleucylvalyllysylisoieucylisoleucylglutamylglutaminylhistid-ylasparaginylisoleucylglutamylprolylglutamyllysylmethionylleucylalanylalanylleucylly-sylvalylphenylalanylcalylglutaminylprolylmethionlysylalanylalanylthreonylarginylseri-ne (1913 alphabets, 色氨酸合成酶a蛋白质（一种含有267种氨基酸酶）), That.....that's all the "word"....OH MY ALMIGHTY GOD!!! Okok gentlemen, take a deep deep brealth!! Haha, Those "Breathtaking" great words, you will never know the meaning, even you will not pronounce it nicely.

OkOk, too terrible, too scary, really cannot stand, so I will continue in following post. Good night!!

Calm

2005-08-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Finally finally, I can smell the fresh air. This is air of freedom after 5 days 'enemy' haze isolation strategy. Ahhh... Because of this stupid haze, made me cannot concentrate on my study (Lame Excuse), eventually I can start my revising...

So romantic~~~
The sky is Blue again~~~

Look, above these news pictures have similarity! That's Haze Emergency. I found it in my storeroom, a memorable newspaper cutting when I was standard 5. This picture recorded that 19 September 1997, entire Sarawak went into Emergency condition as it API reached 835!!!! Is 835!!! Man, so terrible. Beside it is yesterday, Kuala Selangor(518) and Port Klang(525), both area are enforced by emergency order...

History always tell us that history is repeating time over time, and what human learned from history is: HUMAN LEARN NOTHING IN HISTORY. Sigh~~~

Hhhhh......H for???

2005-08-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

H for what? When we were children, our teacher tought us H for house, H for horse... But, I will teach my younglings H for HAZE!!!!! Haze again!!! Since when, Mr. haze already became a part of our normal life. Everyear, I dare say that, everyear, our country is encountering the haze trouble. I wanna ask Our elected dear leaders, our chosen government, What are they doing right now?!?! Probably hide in somewhere to escape himself or herself from this man-made contamination.

Indons are bullshits!!! This is really unfortunate to have a neighbour like this. Burning something beside your house, and you just keep quiet until absorb too much those harmful gas and get lung cancer... Why our government didn't make any complaint to those hillpigs-Indons? Because of "Asean Spirit"? Indeed, Malaysian leaders are afraid of Jakarta, this is undeniable fact, I still remember last time, lots of activists protested in front of Malaysia Embassy, and they shouted, screamed, "Serang Malaysia." And our leaders just asked public and media to calm down and remain silent. Sigh.... I don't wanna say too many, in short, Indons is a cause of our country instability...
These are works of brainless Indons!!!!

Dude, Do you know the reason of dinosour extinction? If you wanna know, please go out and stay there for 10 minutes, you will know!!! We are following the step of T-REX!!!

Another H.... is Allusjd Goed!!! Holland, the Netherlands. My Dutch auntie, uncle, my pretty cousin sister and cute cousin brother with their Mat Salih friends came to Malaysia last week. Ahh.... 4 years already didn't see them, time going so fast. Haha, a Dutch whiteman told me that Malaysia is the safest place in the world. Then, I gave him a 'unbelievable' look.... haha~~~ now I think he realized that his lungs no longer safe anymore in this land. Once my health getting better, I will stay there for couple of months. Ya, now I have to work hard hard to achieve my 'island'...

Today is 7th day of 7th lunar month, or Qixi. This day is Chinese Valentine Day, so I wished the lover of this world happy forever...

Island

2005-08-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

Everyone has his or her own island, so am I. But, I think my island is rather simple than other. But for me, it is a great dream for me, the thing I dream for decades. A lot of 'normalized' people seem first pail of golds, a PhD, a Dato, a pretty wife or a Benz as their island.

For me, those are nothing worth than rubbish although billions of human are trying to land this so-called 'The wonderful island'. Last Saturday, some of my friends and I went to watch a great, meaningful and marvellous movie that I ever watch in my 20-years life, "The Island". I love this show very very much, it has loads of philosophy of living, meaning of surviving and those have implanted in my mind. Everyone has his or her island, everyone fight for their island. But, what are they going to do when they realise their island actually just a wasteland which covered by thistles and thorns.

My island is simple, but hard, very hard to achieve. A normal and HEALTHY body. Haha, maybe you will said that we are already healthy, high achievement of medicine technology, no war, no plague, what are we worrying of?? Ya, you are right. But, for me, I never think like that. A lot of people might say I am joking when I saying my legs pain or my kidney is not well, and their way of saying are arrogant and make me uneasy. When I was small, I already disliked 'Doctor' this term, because for me they are a capitalism-creature which only want to clear his stock and enlarge his capital storage, so simply ask for operation, force you to swollen all of useless pill eventhough sometime you are healthier than he! I am bored when I saw a doctor.

Some of my close friends known I cannot let a freezing substance touch my mouth or my throat, because it will lead a cascade effect of devastation in my respiration organs. That's why, I have never drink any cold water for 8 years!!! (Ya, sometime I will do it secretly to fulfill my jealosy, now i really stopped until~~~ unknown) My lungs have a critical problem (Doc: Imcomplete Development) since I was 12 make me cough and flu all the day all the time and asthma. Then, I learned swimming, thanks god, the condition was being better and have not been cured entirely.

That time, western technique was useless to save me, so I was brought to some Chinese herbalist. They said that my stomach is my main source of my sickness, and affected my lungs working and also said my body are hurt internally and that also my main reason of my skinny and bony body (My self-esteem was extremely low because of my skeleton-like muscleless body, I was shame and sometimes I was wearing shirt when I swimming although my swimming skill is well). And, they advised me to less eating meat. Numerous of remedies were 'experimented' in my body, like a guinea pig. My body sometimes better sometimes worse, the root of my illness have not been destroyed. Last year, doctor warmed me that my liver and kidney are relatively 'weak' and ask me not to drink Coke and other gaseous liquid until the condition is clear. Besides my internal organ, my eyes and legs have some problem, but my lung, my kidney, my stomach and my liver are my priority in battling my sicknesses.
Sigh.... I am talking too much rubbish. Haha, dun be so worry, dude, at least I am surviving.

The glory record I achieved in fighting my illness is I have No flu anymore. Flu-free!!!! Haha, fighted for 8 years, finally gained the victory. I believed that I will defeat all my enemy in the near future and make a beautiful landing to my island. May the force be with me. My another island... Emmm.... I will try my best to persevere my health for the sake of my another island, another dream of my life....my dear...

If you gave me no A or all fail in STPM and a healthy body, I will agreed without any thinking, because HEALTH IS WEALTH!!!

Negotiation done!!

2005-05-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

Aaarrggghhh, finally, eventually, lastly, the problem solved entirely. This is really a hardship for me. So now, the form six t-shirt is like that:

Front....

Back....

Firstly, I have to thanks to my two great and powerful tailors who assisted me at negotiation, they are my dear mummie and my dear auntie.... Secondly, is Kenny and his brother Henry~~ Thirdly, and my comrades of form six council that always reinforce me all the time, they are Hong Fai, Kevin, Chin Nee, Pei Yoke..... etc etc, Lastly, My U6S2 allies, and my dear sister Wei Zi.....

So, now everything already settled, every form six have to buy.... No matter you support or not, you have to buy also... Our form six council already done our job, tried our best already, the colour changed to superblack from that ugly shitty brown... Now, is your turn to show your responsibility!!!!

Sacrifice

2005-05-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

Aaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
Finally Orientation Week for lower six is already ended, but another problem occurs!!! That stupid stupid T-shirt, is killing me!!! Sux!!!!

The negotiation is failed, I don't know what am I going to do?

Historical Landing

2005-05-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

ComRade, you are right. My blog really getting deviated from the main theme --- A response to Current issue....

From now onwards, I will not touch more about my personal thinking and life because this is totally meaingless. Lien Chan 连战 and James Soong 宋楚瑜 did a great job, they are pioneers of peace. Last month, presidents of two major opposition parties of Taiwan island, Kuomintang/Chinese Nationalist Party (KMT) and People First Party (PFP) successfully landed on another shore of the strait, and created a whole new hope to entire Chinese. As already known, CCP(Chinese Communist Party) is the rival of KMT since 1928, both of them have been fighting with other for decades. But, this peaceful visit of Lien has let the people see the ray of hope, especially that two pandas, a sign of peace and harmony. His visit to Beijing Government not only brought back two cute fat pandas, but also a lot of benefits, such as more than 10 agricultural product will be sold in Mainland, and Beijing also cancelled certain tour restrictions in order to make the people flowing between Mainland and Island become more easily....

Motherland haven't been reunified yet, son of the yellow emperor have to work hard to achieve our nation dream. Hu Jintao is great politician, he did well in handling this remaining problems of 1949 civil war. I hoped that, within this 5 years, Taiwan and Mainland will be reunified....

Besides Lien and Soong, I myself also made a historical landing.... Hoped I can land on it forever....

Next blog, I will touch on the communism, Comrade, hope you can release your unique points of view....

Incredible~~~

2005-05-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

I always admit that I have a superpowerful great language power in Mandarin Chinese, but I was totally wrong about my assumption~~~ I couldn't manage well my 'national' language in a conversation. Really incredible!!!!! In that time, my heart beat a speed that ever FAST in my life, lub-dub-lub-dub-lub-dub...(faster than ferrari), my hands shivering fast like I am staying in artic area.... Arrrgggghhhh~~~~

Tomorrow I have a Maths and Chemistry exams, but I am still writing here. Am I crazy? Probably....

Tomorrow is a great day~ May thirteen. To all Malaysians, please never forget what happened in 13-5-1969....

And finally, tomorrow also is a dear friend's birthday.... Happy Birthday~~~
思恋之苦逢秋雪，落红纷飞只见颖。

Yell!!!

2005-05-05T14:45:00.000+08:00

I wished to yell as loud as I could:"Why!!!" Life is full of pressure and pleasure. Today is 050505, nothing special at all~~~

Indestructible Alliance

2005-05-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

Imperial Seal, finally the Exiled Emperor have his own seal. The world will return to His majesty....

Today is 4th of May, is a great day for our Chinese (Although lots of us will never know...), today is 86 anniversary of 新文化运动 modern cultural movement, that happened at 4-5-1919. This day, this happening has change China, China has moved to a modern nation from a conservative feudalist state. Modern Mandarin is started to be used in that time....

Today, I felt very touching because a trusted ally give me a great and unforgettable gift to me, an imperial seal. Thanks Kok Keong, and I always appreciate it in the rest of my life. And also apologise for my faults I did, really very sorry....

You are my trusted ally, truly~~~

Neogenesis

2005-05-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

A new genesis of Liew Kai Yit!!! Happy 19th anniversary of his powerful formation~~~~

He, Liew Kai Yit, undoubtedly, is the most influential great man in the world of future~~~

Great Days

2005-04-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow are great days.

29 April--- an extraordinary day. Birthday of dear Waijin. So, wished her a happy and wonderful birthday.

30 April--- a great day to our world peace. This is a victory of freedom and justice, this day is 60 anniversary of the death of Adolf Hitler....

1 May--- the most meaningful and greatest day to all labours, workers, and entire proletariat class in this world. This is also a victory of humanity.... Our today achievement is because of the huge contribution of those diligent labours and workers. Do pay respect to them~~~

Today, MUET is quite challeging, but don't know why I am very enjoying during the exam.... although that is tough...

We always say "History is always repeated." Really, really, it is repeating!!! And made me recall something happend two years back... Today birthday celebration is much same as a birthday celebration when I was form 5, that time, I was celebrated together with my..... my "previous" by my classmates, sigh~~~ our birthdays also almost same (She is smaller than me a day)....like today~~~ Luckily, today classmates are not naughty as last time...

Still have 27 minutes to go!!! A neogenesis will happen in my mind and body, a drastic change of Arthurnonyx~~~ Salute!!!

An Ending

2005-04-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, finally, finally~~~~ that is an ENDING... Today, really an exhausted and depleted day for me, what we prepared in this week, eventually came an ending. Emm.... Today's achievement is yesterday's sacrifice. Although today is not completely succeeded, at least it hit our target twice.

I would like to specially thanks to Hong Fai(Today Ceriathon Game Master), Kah Shiang and his dear helpful U6S1 companions (quite lots), Kevin, Xiang Wei, Lester, Vijay (really have to appreciate his energy that donated to that game), Pei Yoke, Chin Nee, and finally my CLASS COMRADES, the legend SanJay, Boon, Kenyz, Edmund, Khai Cheong, Waijin, Kok Keong and others. (too many, couldn't list out all) Thanks, THANKS a lot for your dedication to Form Six Council.... Your contributions are highly appreciated always...

I lost this week, but this is not too late to regain, sigh... Finally, I can start to study my lessons again...

There will a short break to this blog, so this blog will be deserted until end of this month.

In the name of Chinese Advancement,
In the name of my ancestors, the Han Emperors,
In the name of my future and my next generation,
In the name of my aspiration, Greater Asian Co-Prosperity Sphere (GACPS),
In the name of Human Civilization Progress,
In the name of her...

I will be resurrected, to gain my victory and glory of the future, the Plan's name is [The Emperor Strike Back]....

With Pythagoras~

2005-04-15T21:56:00.000+08:00

"Maths is God" From a person. Yeah~ He is really my trusted associate.

I looked at my watch, is 8:13pm, I was extremely shocked because I still at U6S1, darkness has conquered the whole alma mater at that time. I was not alone, but with a great friend. In my opinion, he is a smart and diligent manager, anything consequence, any possibility, any percentage, he already calculated in his mind. This is because he believes in ACCURACY. He is superb.

His name is Hong Fai 宏辉, I have to mention him because only both of us stayed until an hour before I typed this blog. 6 hours collaboration really a suffering and enjoying work, but from his face, I couldn't feel his tiredness. We did lots of wood works, saw this wood, hit this nail... My God, why am I so free?!?!

From our long conversation, I suddenly found that he looks like Pythagoras, his thinking exactly same as Pythagoras, I wondered he is the next life of Pythogoras. "Mathematic rules the Universe" Pythagoras said. "Maths is God" Hong Fai quoted. Wow... Maths, indeed, everything formed by maths, because of Maths, we created thing, also because of Maths, we devastated thing. Maths really powerful than God sometimes.... Wonderful, I also fall in love with Maths.

Today, I would like to thanks to my brethren, the legend SanJay, he spent his whole afternoon to assist me in drawing poster. And him, Hong Fai... A trusted associate.

Hall of Holy

2005-04-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

This is my first time stepped into the hall of people(Dewan Rakyat), but I believed that my second step-in will not spend on an audience seat. To achieve this far far away dream, the first thing, I have to strenghten my bahasa and my body. In the hall, I saw him, giving a speech, short but interesting. He is MP from Ayer Hitam, I always appreciate him, because of him, I joined Cochraneans (Let me know lots of great friends, respected comrades and brethrens and my forever dream target~~~), also because of him, I nearly destroyed in loads of jobs. Hahaha, probably this is FATE....

Lawatan hari ini tamat dengan lancar, pelajar-pelajar juga puas hati, hati saya pun lega. Sigh, hari Sabtu ada Ceriathon lagi, sepanjang minggu ini saya tidak pernah membaca buku. Itulah nasibku, saya terpaksa menerimanya. Minggu depan, peperiksaan bermula, saya berjanji selepas hari Sabtu itu, saya mesti membangkit semula untuk mencapaikan kejayaan dulu saya.

A good new to our Asian, Japanese dream will always be DREAM!!! Japan now is facing a difficult struggle in way to UNSC permanent seat. From the reports, roughly 114 nations oppose plan of this rising sun islands. Lets hail to the victory of righteousness and justice. HAIL.....

Voice of People

2005-04-13T19:04:00.000+08:00

Today, I am encountered a powerful resistance and strong objection from every classes. That's good sign, a sign of democratic, a voice of people, though this noice is terrible annoying....

Does the democratic system is better than a well-managed one-party run state?? Because of democracy, Iraq, now has transformed into a land that full with chaotic and disturbance; because of a moderate autocracy, China has joined the major powers of the world. Human heart is complex and hard to study, human is selfish and individualistic, different people definitely have different opinions.....

Processing.....

2005-04-12T18:55:00.000+08:00

My dear companion (BoonBox, have to mention this, he did lots sacrifices to accompany me) with me and 'few' exco members went to a shirt making factory. We council decided to produce T shirt for every form six students or it can be said a little contribution to the sixth form....

Please leave your comments to this design, I will always appreciate....
Hari ini, akhirnya kempen anti-Jepun yang pertama di tanah air telah tercetus di Johor Bahru, ya, itu merupakan sesuatu tindakan yang patut digalakkan. Bukan di China dan Korea sahaja, penduduk-penduduk Asia, terutama yang ditakluk oleh tentera Jepun semasa perang dunia kedua, harus bergading bahu dan mengumpulkan seluruh kuasa untuk menentangkan kebangkitan semula Facism Jepun. Membatalkan tindakan Jepun bukan hal-hal orang China (Cina) dan Korea sahaja, kaum lain harus bertindak sekarang demi keselamatan dan kesucian dunia kita!!!!

Anger is arising~~

2005-04-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, there was a outbreak of massive demonstration to Japanese government in Beijing, Shenzhen and Guangzhou, due to the irresponsible and arrogant attidude of Tokyo. Anti-Japan movements are found everywhere in China and Korea, since two nations with Japan have a disagreement on a disputed island each other and wartime history problems. My dearest comrade, please group our forces to stop the conspiracy of evil Japanese, or you will have same fate with ancestors in earlier 20th century.

Negara Jepun adalah negara yang bahaya, rakyat mereka telah dicemarkan oleh ideologi militarisme kuasa kanan, marilah kita menghentikan plot mereka yang jahanam itu.

日本人は死ってください！！！
お前たちは全てのばか！ばか！畜生！！

Hardship in Learning

2005-04-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

Belajar apa-apa benda atau teknik mesti akan menghadapi kesusahan. (Saya terpaksa mengguna bahasa nasional kita di sini, kerana semalam ada seorang Melayu terpaksa mengguna bahasa internasional berkommunikasi dengan saya.) Saya sedang belajar sesuatu teknik, tetapi guru saya menafikan cara belajar saya selama ini, menyebabkan hatiku menjadi sejuk:"Adakah selama-lama ini apa yang saya belajar adalah sesuatu bazir?" Nasib baik guru saya menukar pendiriannya, "asal kamu berasa selesa, ikutlah cara sendiri."

In few days really busy, really... I believed that what I do is worthy, and I am being activated since reappear of a power which I wished to regain it since a loong looong month ago.....

日本篡改历史！

2005-04-09T19:01:00.000+08:00

皇室“是日本在世界上优秀的原因”？

“以天皇为中心”的国家观被大力强化。

“神武天皇”是日本传说中的人物，是“天照大神”的子孙。在教科书里,神武天皇东征的传说被写成了历史。教科书在注释中特别注明:“神武天皇即位的日子换算成太阳历为2月11日，是日本的建国日。”

在第二章《近世的日本》介绍新学问和思想动向时，介绍了伊势松阪（三重县）的本居宣长的学说:“通过研究《古事记》，发现在接受儒教和佛教影响以前，日本人思想朴素。特别是皇室，一脉相承，万世一系，是日本在世界上优秀的原因”。

书中对明治时期的《大日本帝国宪法》和《教育敕语》大加赞扬，同时为天皇开脱战争责任。书中写道，大日本帝国宪法“首先规定天皇统治日本，然后实际的政治根据各大臣的辅弼（助言）进行，天皇不负政治责任。”教科书还辟出专节介绍昭和天皇的功绩。

南京大屠杀的事实仍然只字未提

竟称南京大屠杀“实际情况仍在争论”？

书中继续否认侵略战争罪行。教科书在朝鲜半岛和日本单元里写道:“自古以来，朝鲜半岛是中国先进的文明传到日本的通道，然而，整个朝鲜半岛如果在与日本敌对的大国支配下，日本的独立岌岌可危，日本必须注意朝鲜半岛的动向。”正因为如此，日本要吞并朝鲜，并和清朝发生甲午战争。

日本占领中国东北以后，中国爆发了抗日运动。教科书污蔑说，中国人“由于受到通过暴力实现革命的苏联共产主义思想的影响，出现了过激的特点，抵制日货、袭击日本人的排日运动活跃”。日本发动“9•18”事变,占领东北三省的原因也是由于所谓的“中国排日运动激烈”。在《西安事变》单元中,该书强调:“共产党获得了喘息，潜入国民党内部，大肆推进将日本引入战争的破坏和挑衅活动。”也就是说,中日战争是“由共产党挑唆引起的”。

卢沟桥事件是由于“中国一侧对日持续射击,进入战争状态”。1937年8月在上海也是所谓的“两名日本士兵被射杀，以此为契机,日中间冲突全面扩大”,“发展为以后8年间的日中战争”。教科书把日本描写成在战争发展的整个过程中都是被动和被迫的,战争的责任似乎完全在中国。日本对中国人民进行残忍的屠杀,在抗日战争中中国军民有2000多万人死亡,其中南京大屠杀就杀害30多万中国人,对此,教科书只字未提,而是竭力为自己辩护。书中说,“没有一个国家在战争中没有任何杀害和虐待非武装人员的事情，日本也不例外。”关于南京大屠杀，教科书则竭力否认，在注释中写道：“在后来的东京审判中，认定这时日本军杀害多数中国民众（南京事件），关于这一事件的实际情况在资料上也出现了疑点，有各种各样的见解，现在仍在争论”。“日本给东南亚和印度人民带来独立的理想”？
在书中，日本还被说成了“解放者”。

教科书在《满洲事变》单元中说:“满洲国五族和谐,以建设王道乐土为口号，由于日本重工业的进入，实现了快速的经济增长,中国人等人口流动显著增加,满洲国建国逐渐成为事实。”

在《大东亚会议和亚洲诸国》单元中说,日本占领广大的东南亚地区，“给东南亚、印度人民带来独立的理想”。“印度尼西亚、缅甸在日本军的指导下建立了军队”,“在日本占领各地区实行了军事统治，当地的独立运动领导人，为了脱离欧美实现独立，与日本军事当局合作”。日本为了争取亚洲各地区的合作，“1943年11月，在东京召开了大东亚会议，满洲、中华民国（南京政府）、菲律宾、泰国、缅甸和自由印度临时政府的代表参加了会议。会上发表了对抗联合国的大西洋宪章的大东亚共同宣言，提倡由各国独立自主，相互合作实现经济发展，消灭种族歧视,这次会议以后,日本提出排除欧美势力，由亚洲人建设大东亚共荣圈的战争口号”。“后来日本败战撤退之后，这些殖民地在数十年间陆续靠自己的力量实现了独立,有的日本士兵留下来参加独立战争，日本进驻南方本是为了‘自存自卫’，但结果却带来了亚洲诸国独立时间提前的效果。”

在这里,日本成了整个亚洲的解放者，战争的目的是为了建设王道乐土，从欧美国家的压迫下解救亚洲人民。书中对日本胜利的战争如甲午战争、日俄战争、日军偷袭珍珠港都进行了大肆渲染。字里行间可以看出,日本右翼仍沉浸在战争胜利的疯狂之中,对失败的战争则转而歌颂日本士兵的“勇武”。教科书在《大东亚战争（太平洋战争）》单元中写道,“和美国的生产力差别逐渐表面化,日本被迫进行缺乏武器弹药的苦战，日军将士发挥敢斗精神，仗打得好。”在《战时生活》单元中写道，“一切物品不足，连庙里的钟等金属为了战争也贡献出来，生活物资极端贫乏，然而，在这样的困难中，众多国民勤奋工作，努力坚持，这是希望战争胜利的行动。”这里对日本军国主义发动战争给本国人民带来的灾难也没有丝毫的反省。
日本只是“战争的受害者”？

新教科书在《战时的生活》单元中强调了日本遭受空袭:“在战争末期，国民直接遭受战火的袭击”,“1945年3月10日,东京大空袭,一夜之间约有10万市民丧命。”“4月,美军在冲绳岛登陆,日本军死者约94000人,一般平民也有94000人死亡。”

8月6日,美国在广岛投下世界第一颗原子弹。8日,苏联违反日苏中立条约对日宣战,9日,侵略攻击满洲，同时,美国在长崎又投下原子弹。”

“苏联破坏日苏中立条约，侵入满洲，对日本平民施暴，掠夺和杀害，而且把包括日军捕虏在内的60万日本人带到西伯利亚，让他们从事残酷的劳动，大约十分之一的人死亡。”

这里日本变成了被侵略的对象。教科书说到自己被害时,不反省为什么会如此，不提对别国犯下的滔天罪行是原因，只说自己受害，好像在那场战争中日本才是最大的受害者。

“强加的”战争反省？

教科书还为战犯翻案，否定日本和平宪法。

在《占领下的日本和日本国宪法》单元中说，“联合国军总司令部要求修改大日本国宪法，日本已经有大正时代民主的经验，认为通过对宪法稍加修改,民主化是可能的，然而，联合国军总司令部仅用1周时间就向日本政府提出了自己制定的宪法草案，强行从根本上改变宪法。政府对联合国军提出的宪法草案感到震惊，但如果拒绝，怕天皇的地位受到威胁，不得不接受。”在注释中说，“根据海牙陆战条约占领军改变占领国宪法是被禁止的。”关于《东京审判》单元中说，“在东京审判中宣布被定为战犯的战争中的领导人全部有罪，东条英机首相等七人被判绞刑，判决中被告被认为是对和平犯罪，这是发动并非自卫战争的战争罪行，用这种罪行惩罚国家领导人在此之前没有先例。”这里又把东条英机等人发动的侵略战争说成是自卫。对于热爱和平的日本人民对战争的反省，教科书给予了几乎彻底的否定。教科中写道:“联合国军总司令部占领后不久，对报纸、杂志、电台、电影等一切言论进行审查，通过媒体宣传日本战争的确不正当。这种宣传和东京审判一起，让日本人产生对本国战争的罪恶感，对战后日本人的历史观产生影响。

台湾“在中国统治之外”？

在《出兵台湾和琉球》单元中，教科书中介绍了1871年漂流到台湾的琉球岛民被当地的高山族杀害一事。“日本向清政府追究杀害琉球岛民的责任，清称台湾的居民是‘化外之民’，回避了责任。”注释中把“化外之民”解释为“国家统治没有达到的人”。其实“化”指的是文明开化程度，“化外”是儒家礼仪之外，与主权没有关系。这一注释说明日本右翼认为中国从没有对台湾行使过主权，与“台独”是一丘之貉,都希望把台湾与中国分裂出去。

应该指出的是，新的教科书送审本并不是什么新鲜货色，是极右分子经常发表的言论，和2001年通过新的教科书编纂会编的教科书大同小异，只是有些提法更加露骨而已。

令人遗憾的是，这种极右分子的观点在日本也能堂而皇之地进教科书，日本的教育当局也居然给予审定，而且从上次的经验来看送审本很可能通过。人们不禁要问:用这种反映军国主义分子观点、歪曲历史的教科书教育中学生，到底要把青少年引到哪里去？难道还想让他们重蹈二战的覆辙？2001年通过的历史教科书采用率不到百分之一，这次新历史教科书编纂会希望送审的教科书采用率能达10%，一些右翼政客也在遥相呼应。

Shame

2005-04-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

苏进强, look carefully is 苏进强, bukan 苏国强 yang duduk sebelah saya. Both doesn't have any relation because 苏进强 IS NOT A CHINESE ANYMORE!!! He is DISQUALIFIED!!!!

I am extremely furious!! My heart is undergoing a complete combustion, I am wondering why our Chinese have a lots of this kind of "eunuchs" (I have to call them "eunuchs" because they are not men, they are cowards...) they are traitors (汉奸), this guy 苏进强, Su Jin-Chiang is one of them (秦桧，吴三桂，汪精卫，李登辉), he did a 'cannot be forgiven' thing, that is GIVE A PRAYER TO YASUKUNI SHRINE THAT PLACED LOTS OF WAR CRIMINALS DURING SECOND WORLD WAR!!! Please remember his doggy face....

Ladies and Gentlemen, Read it:
新华网台北4月4日报道，岛内“台独”组织“台湾团结联盟”的头面人物苏进强4日率团前往日本参拜靖国神社，遭到台湾政界的强烈谴责。

　　靖国神社的背景材料不用多讲了，大家都知道是供奉二战甲级战犯的地方，是日本军国主义的代表，是爱好和平的人类心中永远的痛。再看看“台湾团结联盟”是个什么东西。2001年8月12日，以李登辉为“精神领袖”，以延续“两国论”分裂路线为宗旨的“台湾团结联盟”（简称“台联党”）正式成立，为抢攻岛内“急独”票源、阻挠两岸关系的发展，台联党一再抛出各种“激进台独”主张，逐渐成为岛内“激进台独”势力的总代表。

　　先看看台湾政界对这件事的说法，中国国民党发言人表示，苏进强以台湾政党主席身份去参拜，显示出“台联”对日本军国主义的崇敬，如果“台独”势力还希望勾结日本右翼势力对抗中国大陆，这种做法对台湾绝对不利，应该受到谴责。台湾新党主席郁慕明4日发布新闻稿指出，苏进强声称被奉祀在靖国神社内的“台籍军人”是“为国捐躯”，但当年日本强征台湾人民去侵略中国和其他国家，何来“为国捐躯”之说？希望“台联”真正爱台湾人民，不要成为日本军国主义在台湾的附庸势力。台湾亲民党也对此表示遗憾。

　　汪精卫，是汉奸。也是为自己行为辩解的汉奸。在他叛国“艳电”中，曾美化日本的侵略，说自己的投降、卖国是为了“和平”和“主权”，把日本侵略说成“日本没有领土要求”。其实，他是为了自己的势力不被边缘化，忍受不了在国民党中失去兵权的现实。想在政治舞台上留下名字，留不下芳名，也要留下骂名。

　　这一点苏进强和汪精卫如出一辙。如果在靖国神社内的“台籍军人”是“为国捐躯”，当年受汪精卫蛊惑或自愿或被强征的“黄协军”和其它替日本欺压、杀戮中国人民的汉奸，岂不就是抗日烈士了？恰恰相反，许多抗日烈士就是被这些汉奸杀害的。靖国神社为何供奉他们，是他们替日本军国主义卖命了，卖命屠杀自己的同胞了。这部分中国人（包括台湾籍）是中华民族的耻辱，苏进强拜祭这些人，就是和汉奸同流合污，就是汪精卫第二。

　　被媒体称为“破冰之旅”的国民党副主席江丙坤大陆之行，欢迎声连连，气氛融洽、场面感人。网上更热闹异常，有一网站网评近6000条。其中一网友撰出诗句：半世隔绝霜染鬓，一行雁落老泪盈。正当两岸露出和平曙光的时候，有的人不甘寂寞了，有人自认被冷落了，就想搞出点响声来。就像当年汪精卫一样，他们选择的都是取悦日本军国主义，只不过汪精卫取悦的是已经侵略到中国的日本皇军，苏进强取悦的是已经战死在亚洲的各地的日本皇军以及他们帮凶的鬼魂罢了。

　　当年汪精卫过高估计了日本军国主义的势力，以为落个汉奸的骂名，能换来荣华富贵。没想到没几年他的主子就倒台了。今天想复活军国主义的人本人也是一小撮，他们的野心更不能得逞。军国主义的附庸和跳梁小丑苏进强们的美梦也永远不会实现。

　　为军国主义招魂，中国和日本爱好和平的人不答应！亚洲爱好和平的人不答应！世界爱好和平的人不答应！

　　军国主义长不了，军国主义的附庸苏进强们和汪精卫们能长久的了？

Yea.... I always dislike Taiwanese, not because they are Taiwanese but they are "Taiwanese", we know, China got Han Chinese, Tibetan Chinese, Mongolian Chinese, Hong Kong Chinese and etc etc, but Taiwanese never said themself Chinese, they think that Taiwanese =/> Chinese, this is Illogical Assumption, because Taiwan island is an unseparable Chinese Territory, this is unchanging FACT... Do remember!!! Despite how pretty Lin Chiling is, no matter how well Jay Chou can sing, since Taiwan seperatists still exist, I will never welcome Taiwanese...

Language Dilemma

2005-04-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Saya terpaksa cakap bahasa di sini, sigh~ bahasa saya macam sampah!!! Arrgghhhh~~~ Kenapa?!?! Adakah saya orang Malaysia? Soalan itu selalu mengelirukan saya, itulah kesusahan kepada pelajar sekolah Cina. Saya selalu berasa bahasa kita seperti bahasa negara luar kepada saya. Sebenarnya, Saya sentiasa bangga menjadi seorang rakyat Malaysia walaupun kawan saya bukan fkir macam itu...

Ada beberapa cikgu Melayu selepas dengar bahasa saya, mereka bertanya:"Kamu dari sekolah mana?" Sigh... Saya berasa sangat malu, saya memalukan sekolah saya, Mr.Tan, maafkan saya. "Dari sekolah persendirian" bukan sesuatu alasan yang melindungi diri, tetapi itulah satu motif kepada saya untuk menjayakan bahasa saya. Orang lain kata:"Pelajar dari sekolah persendirian boleh menguasai ketiga-tiga bahasa dengan baik" Haha.... jangan kata bahasa Malaysia, kadang-kadang, ada orang juga tidak dapat berkommunikasi dalam bahasa Kantonis dengan baik (Saya adalah salah satu), tetapi orang yang tidak tahu bahasa Cina tentu akan rugi pada masa depan.... Haha!! Saya sangat bangga kerana saya mampu mencakap, menulis, membaca, mendengar dengan sangat profesional dalam bahasa yang digunakan oleh 1'380'000'000 orang di dunia... Wuahahaha....

Ok... change mode to English, this few days really busy with something, this is a hardship for me, sometimes my mind couldn't concentrate on studies. May God bless me, Allah bless me, Buddha bless me....Tomorrow, I will talk about a person, a shameful and shameless man in the world!! He is a SHAME of our Chinese...

Then, our biology presentation was extremely wonderful, recalling:"A long time ago inside a body union far, far away…. There was a group of civilians (mainly is fat and cholesterol ethnically) who dissatisfying the brutal rule of Empire of Heart, forming rebel alliance to overthrow the empire. The rebel forces grouping at an important transportation pathway, called coronary artery that connecting the empire and surrounding organ states, and interrupting the blood circulation oftentimes. Years by years, two parties failed to solve the problems on the table. Finally, the wars broke out. There were three famous heartic wars happened between imperial army of Heart and Rebels: Arteriosclerosis, Hypertension and Myocardiac Infarction...."

The New Hope

2005-04-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

沧海一声笑，滔滔两岸潮，浮沉随浪记今朝。苍天笑，纷纷世上潮，谁负谁胜出天知晓。江山笑，烟雨摇，涛浪淘尽红尘俗事知多少。清风笑，竟惹寂寥，豪情还剩了一襟晚照。苍生笑，不再寂寥，豪情仍在痴痴笑笑。(Specially give to those who always sad and gloom, do laugh everyday.)

I always lack of confidence... I always self-discriminated.... I always proud of nothing..... I am too ordinary but I always wished to be 'extra'~ Sigh, I am not a intelligent student, never have a better physical outlook, worst in communicating, insufficient in leadership, skillless.... Just drop by to spread some rubbish, why I am I??? But, watashi wa saigo no hito desu!!! Deadline: end of this month~~~~

Finding a new way

2005-04-03T07:19:00.000+08:00

My mind is totally confusing, pressure is hidden everywhere, life is killing me.... Sometimes, I failed to detect what am I doing at that time? Study STPM, maybe this is God arrangement(A quotation from my great teacher, CM Tan), or not I already finished up my UEC... everything happening without any sign.... Sometime, I recalled back, this is really scary!!! When I was in Senior middle two (Form 5), I already planned all the thing of the last year. But, surprisingly, the last day of form 5, my mind gone wrong unreasonably.... then I betrayed myself and a lot of teachers and friends.

Sigh, human being born to be pure. 人性本善(Confucius said) Environment plays a major role in construsting a human or any creature (sound similar to Darwin's Natural Adaptation)... That's why I am being constructed like that.

Everyday, think of STPM, think of club's funtions, think of her is a waste to my mind. I am finding a new way to meaningfullise my life. Embracing the the arising nationalism of Chinese is also not a good method, but this is a motivation, a power to make me exist to this world. When I wished to end my life, I will think that I haven't seen the coming age of Pax China, I haven't watched the reunification of Mainland and Taiwan, I haven't felt the glory of new oriental civilization, I haven't heard the apology from Japan!!! What for I decease now?!?!

Everyone have his or her living value, so am I. From now, I have a very clear mind, STPM is nothing more than 1 piece of toilet paper. I will become 大马十大杰青 within this 10 years or I specially named it last year "ADP3000 days"....(After Princess Departure)

柯南十大不可思议

2005-04-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

To those who like to read "Detective Conan"......

第十名：小兰的空手道
众所周知，小兰的空手道得过全国冠军，她的空手道功夫自然了得；但是她的手脚犀利到削铁如泥此等地步实在让人难以恭维。为形容她的空手道好也无须如此不着边际，很明显这是因为剧情需要。因为敌人大多是被逼得狗急跳墙时，小兰才使出她的拿手好戏将其一击必杀！（例如剧场版《瞳孔中的暗杀者》）

第九名：踢球
柯南酷爱踢足球，已经把足球踢到一种出神入化的地步了。比罗纳“耳朵”的控球本领还要强先放在一边，更厉害的是指哪打哪，说打你左眼就决不打你右眼。如果日本真有个柯南，那么他们的足球可以跻身于世界前三名了。

第八名：都是大力士
《柯南》中总是出现小五郎拎起“碍事”的柯南，扔到一边去的情景。且不说小五郎的柔道功夫怎样了得，即便考虑上这一点，单就能把一个小孩子像扔一个书包一样扔来扔去判断，小五郎真是个大力士啊！不过在《柯南》中大人们都是大力士，咱们那几位可怜的小学生总是被各种各样的人扔；或者是他们太轻了？

第七名：身高比例
假设毛利小五郎的身高有1.80米，从柯南站在他身边时那只有五分之二的身高来看，柯南身高不足80厘米。在青山大人印象中小学生就只有这么高？那他老人家一定还没有孩子；或者他老人家一直把他们家的狗当作孩子也说不定。

第六名：怪盗基德
怪盗基德虽然出场不多，但每次出现必然风光无限，他凭借着各种神乎其神的本领：随意变声、易容、再加上玄妙的魔术表演技术，无所不能地偷窃着世界各地的奇珍异宝，成为了全世界警察的敌人。却又没有一人能够把他抓住（柯南也只是能识破他的伪装，全无抓他的能力），天天装作一个普通的高中生逍遥法外。他的种种表现足以证明，他太神奇了，也太离奇了。

第五名：季节交替
可能不会有人注意，《柯南》漫画版中出现了五次冬天，而且每次冬天之间都有以春夏秋为背景的故事。也许你读到这里还不解地问：“那怎么了？不是很正常吗？”那么我要是告诉你柯南可是自始至终都上一年级呢？看来日本的厄尔尼诺真的很严重，一年竟有五个冬天……以后绝对不去日本玩了。

第四名：时间
《柯南》以紧张著称；但紧张到了一两秒钟内能做出远远超出一两秒钟所能及的事情来。在大家当前普遍比较熟悉的《向天国的倒计时》一篇中，最后汽车飞行的两秒钟里、几位小学生的所作所为用慢镜头还放了足足半分钟呢。青山大人真是“分秒必争”啊！从另一个方面来看，也可以说明他不知道“千钧一发”这个词是什么意思，或者他认为这词的意思是：一秒钟里做了一千件事。毕竟人家是日本人嘛！而且不拍得这么扣人心弦也就没看头了，情有可原。

第三名：小学女生
《柯南》中有两位小学女生戏份不轻，那就是步美和哀。细心的《柯南》迷们肯定会发现一个问题：这两位身为小学生的女孩身体发育得……谁都知道女性在初中前后才会开始发育，但是两位才只上一年级，至多也就是7岁，早得太离谱了。或许因为五个小学生之间的五角爱情也是一大看点（尤其在《向天国的倒计时》中），女人、爱情和女人味是同时产生的，没有了性感的身材，爱情也变得不够性感了。青山大人的逻辑没准就是如此。所以他笔下的女角便跨越了年龄的界限。

第二名：APTX4869
人类基因图谱还没开始研究的时候，APTX4869这样的生物毒药就已经在《柯南》中出现了。APTX4869是尖端生物科技终极品，且不说此药是哀一人独自研究成型的，就现有的科技来说，把人毒死这点能够实现、但把人缩小是绝对做不到的。不过，没有这款代表未来生物科技的药，也就没有了《柯南》后半部分，也没有了哀，没有了哀与柯南演绎出的那段至今看不到结局的凄婉爱情，也就没有了青山大人继续发挥的余地，自然他老人家兜里的“夏目漱石”也就没有了。

第一名：柯南的各种宝贝
显然，这些发明都太未来了，以现在的技术手段很难达到那种水平。《柯南》故事发生在现代，假如真有这么个阿笠博士的话，世界科技早已上到了一个全新的高度了。007都会自叹不如。话说回来，正是因为这些神奇道具，否则《柯南》一集也编不出来。

Laputa

2005-04-02T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hayao Miyazaki, I think everyone known this guy, he is a great anime maker. Honestly, I am being fascinated greatly by his numerous masterpieces, such as Princess Mononoke, Laputa, Totoro, Naussica, Spirited Away and etc etc....

This song you listening is the main theme of Laputa.... or called "Castle of Sky", I really love the story, it talks about the journey of a young pilot with her girlfriend, a descendant of old Laputa(Princess Laputa), looking for a deserted castle of the sky, Laputa. My dearest comrades, you should have a watch to this anime...

Besides that, Princess Mononoke is also a wonderful anime.... Mr.Miyazaki, I always respect you although you are Japanese.... You did bring the happiness to our world. Thanks......

人类文明正在进步吗？

2005-04-02T18:01:00.000+08:00

最近，刚公布的2004年大马教育文凭考试成绩中，有位马来女生勇夺17个A 1，不但成功刷新纪录，而且还震惊了全国，顿时成了老百姓们的热门话题。这项令人鼓舞的消息，不禁令人自问：“我国人民是不是越来越有智慧？人类的智慧是不是越来越进步？”

智慧，并非于聪明，智慧除了包括理解能力高的聪明以外，还拥有辨析是非，判断对错的能力。然而，每当笔者翻阅报章的时候，身体不由自主地毛骨悚然，不寒而栗，犹如观看恐怖片一般。奸杀、强劫、攫夺、路霸伤人、学生恐吓老师等等在报章上“应有尽有”，层出不穷。尤其是路霸伤人事件，不到一个月，却有不少人因为小小的公路意外（有些根本不是意外）所引起的纠纷中而丧失性命，曾几何时人命竟会如此容易地被蹂躏，不知在大海啸中奋力求生的幸存者们会有什么想法？再者，轰动海内外的中国留学生奸杀案，除了人神公愤，还使我国负上治安不好的污名。

这些新闻不禁让人们深思：“国人有能力建造世上最高，最雄伟的建筑物，能在各项考试中考取大量的A和满分的同时，为什么我们的社会却好像和五万年前无法无天的石器时代毫无差别呢？”也许有人会反驳：“现在我们拥有电脑、互联网、空调器、喷射机等高度文明产品，怎么会像石器时代？”

没错，我们的生活环境和方式的确因为科技的发达而起了巨大的变化，变得舒适和方便，但千百年来人心“依然如古”。从上古时代的部落冲突，至到今日的核武、化武的出现，“战争”这两个字不但没有在千百年的人类文明演化中消失，反而“变本加厉”，愈“变”愈“强”。人类之所以称为万物之灵，是在于通晓理性的运用，控制了动物原始的自我和感性，以极致的理性完成阶段的进化。如果人类不停地创造新科技产品的同时，而又互相杀戮，互相毁灭，那人类只不过一群脑部发展得比较完善的野兽。

Restoration

2005-04-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

Why I want to restart this meaningless and pointless
blog? Why? Excuse me, emm... for me, streamyx is not a waste... at least I paid double eight for it.... sigh~~~~ Yesterday, it really unbelievable... I can sense although I haven't seen... I didn't see her facade, but I already known from behind, BUT, I am suffering a boycotting. What's that?!?! It seems I already 'addicted' too much..... arrggghhh.....Why??? I will never cease easily, I will be back!!!

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黄种人

2005-04-01T14:53:00.000+08:00

来自翻过五千里的浪还是在从前的城墙
所有历史退色后的黄其实夕阳仍在我身上
来自流过五千岁的汗还是传说中的城堡
所有倒在江湖里的黄只等我来给他名状
黄种人来到地上挺起新的胸膛
黄种人走在路上天下知我不一样
越动荡越勇敢世界变更要让我闯
一身坦荡荡到四方五千年终于轮到我上场
从来没有医不好的伤只有最古老的力量
所有散在土地里的黄载着顽强背上东方
黄种人来到地上挺起新的胸膛
黄种人走在路上天下知我不一样
越动荡越勇敢世界变更要让我闯
一身坦荡荡到四方五千年终于轮到我上场
一直能用异光看我的黄色的脸
鲜红色的血留在深山里的人
你说这是我的愤怒我说这是我的态度
奋不顾身勇往直前只有我们中国人
从来没有医不好的伤只有最古老的力量
所有散在土地里的黄载着顽强背上东方
越动荡越勇敢流下属于我的黄
一身坦荡荡黄天在上看我如何做好汉

History

2005-03-31T15:08:00.000+08:00

Where there is a beginning, there is an ending. Everything in this world, no matter how stong, how powerful they are, could not escape from ending, for instance, great T-rex which once dominated our world was extinct 65 MYA.

My 9-days vacation ended in nothing, sigh.... My time flowing as fast as wasted water... As a Chinese, I would like to use my native language to express my final feeling on this site. 人世几回伤往事，山形依旧枕寒流。

世尊说：人生有七苦：生，老，病，死是人生常态，倒也罢了。
那，怨憎会呢？爱别离呢？求不得呢？Who can overcome these soreness.... sigh~~~

问世间，情为何物？直教生死相许。
天南地北双飞客，老翅几回寒暑。
欢乐趣，离别苦，就中更有痴儿女。
君应有语，渺万里层云，
千山暮雪，只影向谁去？

This blog is soon to be deserted, or probably be destructed. Thanks for those who read this blog, viewed my feeling, given supports... I always appreciate you guys. After I finished this, it meant I have no related to my previous post, I am completed reconstructed...

I have a dream. In a new morning of the world, birds sing happily, flower blossoming, everyone live in peace and hormony with their beloved, no grief, no sorrow, no war forever.... Good bye.....

Superiority and Supremacy
In the age of imperialism and colonialism, white men always thought they are more superior than other races, that's why they conquered everywhere to 'civilise' those 'non-white barbarian', they are white supremacists....

Everyone would also known, in the past centuries, we Chinese had this kind of thinking too, we called it 'Empire minded' (Oriental Superiority) or in Mandarin called 天朝心态, it meant that people who in Central Empire(China) are civilised, otherwise are barbaric. Unbelievably, this thinking has already endured for 2000 years (unbeatable for 2000 years) until AD 1840, the broke off of Anglo-China Opium War, our ancestor defeated, and that thinking suddenly cracked into pieces, and that's why I am here. But a 2000 years thinking will never be destroyed easily, nowsaday, there still have lots of people failed to eliminate this bad thinking, sadly, I am one of them.....

I admit that I am an extreme xenophobic nationalist, aaarrgghhh..... This mental disorderity is really uncurable, the root is too deep, I wished that I can forget what I read in my childhood.... If this weirld sickness cannot be cured, I will not survive in this coming era of globalisation..... Despite I have to pay how much effort to reconstruct my soul, I promised I will success, definitely.....

Galapagos and Kaiyit
What is Galapagos? What is Kaiyit? Are they same? No one could answer the question, neither do they. Charles Darwin, a great biologist, who released a new worldwide view of our world, the evolution, from the history, the captain of HMS Beagle, let him to join the fleet actually wished him to find some biblical account of creation. But, the result is completely opposite....

A great discovery of this biologist is Galapagos island, because this isolated island is a living evidence to his hypothesis. This small island (actually is combined-land) was disintegrated from South America continental due to an explosion of volcano in pre-historic time. Therefore, those organism who living on this island is totally lost contact to the mainland. So, how can they survive in that hard condition? The answer is self-modification over million years and years in order to adapt these crucial circumstances--- or generally named 'Evolution', for examples, marine iuguana...

Galapagos is an attracting island, one day, I will go there to have a view to the scene of natural power---desire for surviving.....

Japanese and Chinese
Japanese and Chinese are same. Not exceeding 5 seconds, both sides will shout as loud and fierce as they could:"Your idiot, not same not same!!!" In fact, they are phenotypically identical and culturally similar. But, they still are not the same. From history, most of Japan culture and language are imported from China, but in late 19th century, mostly you all don't know, a lot of Kanji (Japanese Chinese Character) are ultilised in modern Mandarin language.

As we known, although China and Japan is a 'close relative and neighbour' but their relationship is terribly worse. Mainly, is due to history of both countries and a disputed island. In 13 December 1937, Japan launched a massacre on Chinese civilians in Nanjing, slaughtered 300000 innocents of the city, this incident is called 'Rape of Nanking (old name of Nanjing)'. This is a truth, but Japanese authority bullshited:"This is bullshit" and don't want to recognize their old old old mistake. German and France are rival for centuries, but German apologized deeply, and always remembered. That's why, France and German now are friends, become codominant power in Europe. Unlike Japan, besides changing the fact in their history textbooks, and their prime minister often visit that Yasukuni Shrine to give a prayer to those war criminals!!! This is unbearable for Chinese.....

I will write more on my following blog. This year is the 60 anniversary of Axis (German, Italy and Japan) Defeated 1945.... Peace!!!!

Final Destination
When you have a chance to read this, I already became the real Kai Yit. Everyone is unique and different, so am I. Although Kai Yit is an urgly Chinaman, distorted creature, ancient idiot, or even alien, whilst it doesn't matter, I already discovered myself. Now in the name of Chinese Civilization, in the name of future, in the name of my beloved, I will become more powerful, stronger, to achieve my aspirations, to fulfil my ambitions.....

First and foremost, I already made up my mind, I want to do something great in my limited life. Within this ten years, I will become a great man, trust me!!! From tomorrow onward, ball is returned to my hand. Sometime, it is necessary to kill today in order to save tomorrow, then, I killed. I am victorious!!! 'Watashi wa shouri no desu'!!!

チンシーインさん、信じてください、僕は絶対幸福をあなたにもたらすつもりです、僕はいつまでも、あなたを愛すつもりです。自分のために、中国のために、彼女のために、僕は絶対STPMテストに四Aを取ります、待ってください。

The Real Star War
A long long time ago in the galaxy far far away..... That is an empire, her name called USA... One day, Osama bin Skywalker with his dearest alliance, Han Omar are having a struggle with Imperial F-18, B-52 stormtroopers at a desert planet. They simply lebelled themselves 'Justice frightes' but emperor Bush given them a name 'Terrorist to Justice'.... They fight, fight over years and years..... to be concluded...

Liew the Distorted
Korean and Japanese started a arguement on a disputed island(Korean Dokdo or Japanese Takeshima). A Korean cut off his finger in front of Japanese embassy to show his dissatified feeling to his neighbour, that's why I always respect Korean.

Kaiyit, sometime I always suspend on this distorted creature, is it belonged to this era? Sigh, friends said like that, suddenly made my heart down, although I am a right man, whilst I am not standing at the right 'time' at the right 'place'. I am not supposed born in 1986, but 1896, and not Tanah Melayu but Great Qing Empire, yes!! The year of first Sino-Japan war, then, 1915 is my 2005, year of disturbance and heroism, wow~~~ I will definitely give a deadly strike to those rapacious and predatory invaders!!!

How come I am still making jokes?!? I am lonely, noone will share my ancient experiences.(At least Lim ZH and Lam XW have a same interest with me, thanks God, I am not totally alone.)Sometime, I thought that I am an alien, cannot fully integrate with normal human, but I am trying to change and adapt. What's wrong if I have a such interest in those ancient things? Am I an idiot? Wuahahaaha......

Barrier of Soul
Sometimes, people may ask:"Could love transcend the barrier of different religions?" Someone will answer loudly and proudly:"'Daijoubu'!! No problem, the power of love is invincible even almighty God couldn't reach." But, in practice, how many people is able to overcome the barrier of soul, sadly, I am one of them. Sigh, sometime, I do feel extremely despressed and disappointed when the barrier, unpredictedly, occur from none, could I do anything to change it? 'Zannen desu', everything seems to be fixed, fixed by that divine agent behind our world, or generally called 'God'. I used to blamed myself, that time, why I didn't act immediatey to save the regret of today? Why I didn't find the truth? Why I ceased so easily? Now this is useless to talk those nonsense, I already accepted the fate and destiny, I will let go who or what I am not deserved to have. Fate isn't unfair, at least, now I known her...

I do belief in God, but I am more believing in karma, that's mean what you did, what you deserved after it.

Chinese, for my couple years of observation, I found that Chinese is a supertitious and conservative, not matter what they are believing.

Kelantan, the only Islamic state of my country, recently brought out some meaningless rules and regulations, restricting the wearing of women. In my opinion,that is a insulting to female. I am totally respect their reason for enforcing those laws, but I want to say that, unfortunately, here is not Taliban!

Acinonyx and Terrorism
Few people know that I am Acinonyx, but I am! What is terrorism? Someone simply defined as violence against innocent civilians, but I think that this sentence is incomplete, it should be "Violence and hidden threat to US and his dear alliance 'innocent' civilians, including armed forces"...Haha, sounds funny, but this is my point of view. Actually, we couldn't give a precise definition to terrorism, because a 'terrorist' who you think will a 'justice and freedom fighter' for another. I fight for my people, to liberate my people, will I be lebelled as 'terrorist', probably not.... opps, late....

For the sake of her, I will try my best to achieve my glory~~~

Desperate Future
I lost my foreseeing power, probably I think the future is full of hopeless... You may curious to ask 'Naze', but I am very sure you know the truth.

Taiwan strait's uncertainty and instability is hidden threat to Chinese and Asian Pacific Region, fortunately, the production of anti-secession law maybe the best solution to it. Yes, I strongly agree on that law!!! Thoughout our 5000 years of history, Taiwan island is undoubtedly a unseperable and holy territory of the land of centre empire---China, we chinese couldn't stand any force to disintegrate the island from the motherland, the only way we could do is using forces to solve the remaining problem of 1949 civil war...

Sigh, recently, I hardly could see her word, either she has her problem or she doesn't want to bother me anymore... Nonetheless, I will never give up...

Frustrated Declaration
I did a very wrong decision and declaration last month, it cost a load of unwanted mental disorders and mind dysfunctionalities. She also got hurt. Sigh, all fault was caused by my poor calculation and prediction, so do those ironic heroes in mass flow of history....But, at least I learnt a great lesson....

Taiwan strait, cannot be denied, is a timed bomb to the region, once Taiwan declare independence, sooner or later, the island will encounter an attack of thousands of ballistic missiles, I hoped that Taiwan authority will not make a same mistake like me--- Frustrated Declaration.....

Unexplosed Kaiyit
Ancient quoted, exhausted while living in mask, sigh, so am I... The world laughed me an idiot, but I laughed the world couldn't find the way.... Everyday feel tired, feel lonely, like the emperor who spend his life in the deep cool forbidden city....

Lets discuss about HK, what is the price of the resignation of Tung? Will his successor, probably Tsang, will bring the prosperity to HK, which still remain in recovering economy? What is the plan of Beijing?

For me, Tung, undoubtedly, is a great manager, trusted leader, but ironically he isn't a good politician, Damn!! late already, the topic will be continued tomorrow~~~

Long live Chinese
Lady and Gentlemen, Minister Mentor of Singaporean Republic have foreseen the succeed of Deng's reform era and the high degree prosperity of China. From a poorly organised command economy system, uncertainty and instability of politic with famine and starvation before the death of Mao, her fully changed to developing market-driven economic industry and stable society due to the leadership of Deng Xiaoping, a formidable visionary and practical architect....

He is my idol, I always appreciate his contribution, Thanks, Deng~~~~

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